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when I publish my novel I want you all to swear to me that you’re going to write uncomfortably erotic fic about characters I didn’t intend to have sexual tension 

swear it

swear to me

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What people think writing is like: careful planning and thought out plotlines

What writing is actually like: being possessed by an idea that you are constantly arguing with

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the one thing all of us writers have in common is that none of us are fucking writing

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Y/N is every K-Pop fan’s dream

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This is not the end

!Attention all human beings!

Ever since I heard about Jonghyun’s suicide yesterday, I had been in pure shock. It was like I was dreaming and the world was beginning to shift around me. He was one of my favorites in kpop. It was too real, too groundbreaking to swallow.

I was numb.

I led the day mourning his death, unable to focus on literally anything and everything because of how strange and horrifying this all was.

It felt surreal

But, today, I am angry.

Jonghyun’s death had been trending #1 around the world yesterday and his suicide sparked so much conversation. People are beginning to talk about the stress that kpop idols have. People are beginning to talk about just how ruthless entertainment industries are. People are beginning to understand that there is a horrifying lack of understanding and care for mental health issues in both South Korea and all over the world.

I am happy that these issues are being talked about.

But I am also angry that Jonghyun had to die for people to open their eyes to them.

When will we begin to listen and care for one another without needing a tragedy, a martyr, a broken soul to show us the way?

This is a failure.

A failure in society.

A failure of a country.

A failure of the system.

They have all failed Jonghyun. They have failed the one million people who take their lives every year. They have failed our children, our siblings, our parents, our grandparents. They have failed our friends, our families, our countrymen, fellow citizens of the world.

A week after his death everything will go back to being the same. His death will be tragic, but society will cover and forget about everything. Mental health will become another underrated issue and we will need another martyr for people to care again.

But I won’t allow it.

I won’t allow for another precious life to vanish because we forgot to care again. I won’t allow for Jonghyun’s death, and everyone else who had thought that life was not worth living, to be forgotten.

No more tragedies. No more martyrs. No more broken souls.

No more failure.

I am asking for everyone to fight against this global epidemic. I am asking for everyone to do their very best in helping our world with this issue. Just saying ‘hi, how are you?’ or 'have a good day’ can make such a difference to people suffering. We need to show that we care and are there for people in need, that they are not alone. Please donate to charities and engage in your community. Join the conversation. Please get some help if you or anyone around you is suffering.

Do not let Jonghyun’s or anyone else’s death be in vain.

This is not the end.

This is the beginning.

❤❤❤

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reblog if your blog is open for someone to vent out their feelings 🌸

feel free :) you know youre not alone . im here

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Jonghyun was one of the most thoughtful artists I’ve ever followed. His support for the lgbt community and his advocacy for mental health has been a beacon of hope in an industry that denies both. I can’t even put in words how much he will be missed and how much this hurts.

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Regarding requests and asks and stuff.

I'm a shit hole that has two jobs and I'm a shit hole that hasn't done anything for this blog. I'm also just an ass and I'm sorry that nothing has been done in like four months. I'd say I'm going to start getting stuff done since I quit one job but that could be a lie. I'll try and start doing stuff again but future me is a bitch.

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Someone: *watches my phone’s screen* what are you doing?

Me: *writing fanfiction* writing…

Someone: Really? Are you a writer? Can I read it?

Me: 

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I’m so jealous of this Y/N person, like they always get to kiss and hug the person i like 😫, and sometimes they fight with that person I like and get all moody and bratty but the person I like forgives them in the end. Like you lucky bitch, fuck you.

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Masterlist

BTS:

One of Those Days (TaehyungXfemale smut)

One of Those Days (TaehyungXmale smut)

Broken Kind of Perfect (YoongiXfemale angst/smut)

Broken Promises pt. 1 (Yoongi)

Seventeen:

Drinking Games (Seungcheol semi-smut)

Movie Date (Wonwoo semi-smut)

GOT7:

NCT:

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Masterlist

BTS:

One of Those Days (TaehyungXfemale smut)

One of Those Days (TaehyungXmale smut)

Broken Kind of Perfect (YoongiXfemale angst/smut)

Broken Promises pt. 1 (Yoongi)

Seventeen:

Drinking Games (Seungcheol semi-smut)

Movie Date (Wonwoo semi-smut)

GOT7:

NCT:

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you guys are allowed to send me messages

you’re allowed to just say hi

feel free to just tell me about your day as if we’ve been best friends since forever

you’re all good to ask anything you want to know

don’t be afraid to be off anon

you can talk to me

i like talking to you guys 

please

i dont bite 

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well, this fic isn’t going to write itself, but i’m going to wait a bit longer to make sure. 

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Hello! Can I get a BTS & SVT written ships pretty please? 😍 5"2. Black hair and dark brown eyes. Most of people said I'm baby face. Chubby. Leo. I like to sing, listening to music and reads! Also likes to travel! I have a small group of friends and quiet shy but talkative when with close friends. Looks cold but softy on the inside. Likes to be alone alot. But I love cuddles, affection not PDA. I'm a scaredy cat so I hate heights and bugs! I'm a fan of cats tho 😻Thank you in advance, lovely💕

I ship you with Yoongi and Joshua!Yoongi:I ship you with Yoongi, he would love you singing and reading all the time. He would also love every part of you and help you out in social situations you are uncomfortable in. He would love your strong outside and soft and loving inside. He would love that you like to travel seeing as he has to travel a lot. Joshua:I ship you with Joshua, he would love getting away from the boys for a little quiet cuddle time with you. He would also love your passion for music. He would enjoy traveling and seeing the world with you and be respectful of your fears, keeping you in your comfort zone until you are ready to come out of it.

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Hi!~ Can I have a written ship w/BTS,pls? I'm 5'7,the eldest of 4,making me reliable & a good leader.Very caring,affectionate,kind,strong both physically & mentally,competitive & fearless.I'm a good listener so as a good adviser.I love sharing my love w/my fam & people I care.I LIKE flowers,animals & LOVE cuddling,skinship,theme park & advanturous things.I can cook too.I hate heat & worst w/directions.I'm always there for my siblings.Smile's always on my face & I hope everyone can smile,too.Tysm

I ship you with Hoseok! Hoseok seems like the kind of person to really respect and love a strong person. He would love giving you challenges and enjoy competing with you. Smiles are all important to Hoseok and having you smile with him, or getting him to smile would be his favorite part about you. He would like having someone he can trust and lean on.