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my fav moments from Sleep Token at Rock im Park on 2025/06/07

clips referenced in no particular order: V seasoning IV (raolinda_art tiktok) Aqua Regia lean (callmeclumsyyy tiktok) III bass moment during Aqua Regia (_eveninarcadia twitter) III launching that pick (thedemonofsodom twitter) V on top of his mic during Vore (sam_sun1567 tiktok) crowdsurfer during TLYW (thedemonofsodom twitter) sax guy doing his best despite everything (soph28archive tiktok) Thread The Needle OMFG (Destructive Viper youtube) II lifting part of his mask during TMBTE (annaxkayx tiktok) V blowing IV a kiss on his way to his keyboard (TAINTEDBLlSS twitter) IV leaning on III during The Offering (bialosqrska IG)

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sending out my burger of killing and violence to all my haters. good luck

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I feel like some of you guys think "bad art" is like someone gluing rhinestones to a water melon, or a guy who made his own armchair out of Ohio license plates, or a trashy romance novel where someone says "the blue-eyed one kissed the brown-eyed one," when in reality bad art is a 1000000 Billion Dollar movie where none of the workers got paid and every single creative decision was market tested to see how lucrative of a profit it could foreseeably make to wow shareholders.

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idk thinking about how sometimes you have to show up for people you aren't that close to, because sometimes you're just the person who's there. sometimes you invite a new friend to a party and end up having to sit with them through a panic attack. sometimes you run into an acquaintance on their worst day and they need to talk about what happened. sometimes someone is crying in a stairwell and you're the only one around to ask if they're okay. and none of this is "trauma dumping" or whatever the fuck it's just being there for people because you're the one in the room with them.

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it is so important that you are a little bit ugly. please get comfortable with having unplucked eyebrows and nonexistent jawlines and wrinkles. let your blue hair grow out into an uneven pale green and your clothes be old and mend them and modify them until they’re unique to you. wear lipstick which doesnt compliment your skintone and mismatched outfits which went out of fashion 5 years ago. be a little bit too loud and a little bit too passionate and as weird as you can be because oh my god there is nothing more disturbing to me than perfection. beauty is manufactured and sold to us and you need to realise that you are a fucking animal to live a joyful life I am so serious. you cant obsess over aesthetics forever please just live messily and make your body your home however you please.

if you dont do it for you, do it for all the teenagers who will see u in the street and know that they are not obligated to be attractive

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nsfw sideblogs r so funny. my friend we can't talk here it isn't safe.. we have to go to sex world together

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while you studied the blade i studied the forge so i could make you the very best blade in the world! love you baby

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okay universe, i need something really really good to happen please

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i hate nerves and anxiety. oh nooo i am scared of acting like a weird bitch to remedy this i will act like a weird bitch

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i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

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the show (going out to get groceries. making myself a nice dinner. showering and opening the windows. being kind to myself in everything i do) Must go on