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NSFW asks! go for it.

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100 questions

Is a kiss considered cheating?

Have you ever faked orgasm?

If you could have one superpower, what would it be?

Do you think you are going to be rich in 7-8-9 years?

Tell us some funny drunk story.

Why are you no longer together with your ex?

If you had to choose one way to die, what would it be?

What are your current goals?

Do you like someone?

Who was the last person to disappoint you?

Do you like your body?

Can you keep a diet?

If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?

Do you work?

If you could choose only one food to eat to the rest of your life, what would it be?

Would you get a tattoo?

Something you don’t mind spending all your money on?

Can you drive?

When was the last time someone told you you were beautiful?

What was the last thing you cried for?

Do you keep a journal?

Is life fun?

Is farting in front of people irrelevant?

What’s your dream car?

Are grades in school important?

Describe your crush.

What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?

What was your last lie?

Dumbest lie you ever told?

Is crying in front of people embarrassing?

Something you did and you are proud of?

What’s your favourite cocktail?

Something you are good at?

Do you like small kids?

How are you feeling right now?

What would you name your daughter/son?

What do you need to be happy?

Is there some you want to punch in the face right now?

What was the last gift you received?

What was the last gift you gave?

What was the last concert you went to?

Favourite place to shop at?

Who inspires you?

How old were you when you first got drunk?

How old were you when you first got high?

How old were you when you first had sex?

When was your first kiss?

Something you want to do until the end of this year?

Is there something in the past you wish you hadn’t done?

Post a selfie.

Who are you most comfortable around?

Name one thing that terrifies you.

What kind of books do you read?

What would you tell your 12 year old self?

What is your favourite flower?

Any bad habits you have?

What kind of people are you attracted to?

What was the last thing you cried for?

Is there something you don’t eat? Some food that truly disgust you?

Are you in love?

Something you find romantic?

How long was your longest relationship?

What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?

What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?

What are you saving money for?

How would you describe your bad side?

Are you actually a good person? Why?

What are you living for?

Have you ever done anything illegal?

Do you like your body?

Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?

Ever sent nudes?

Have you ever cheated on someone?

Favourite candy?

Is there a blog you visit every day, or almost every day? Tag it!

Do you play any computer games? What is your favourite game?

Favourite TV series?

Are you religious? Does God exist?

What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?

What do you think about vegetarianism/veganism?

How long have you been on Tumblr?

Do you like Chineese food?

McDonalds or Subway?

Vodka or whiskey?

Alcohol or drugs?

Ever been out of your province/state/country?

Meaning behind your blog name?

What are you scared of?

Last time you were insulted?

Most traumatic experience ?

Perfect date idea?

Favourite app on your phone?

What colour are the walls in your room?

Do you watch Youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?

Share your favourite quote.

What is the meaning of life?

Do you like horror movies?

Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?

Do you feel lucky or special in a way?

Can you keep a secret?

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This feeling

Is like coming home

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I desperately want to be consumed

By you alone

But you seem oh so determined

To starve

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How long must I wait

For these songs to make their way to you

For these lines to snake their way

To your sleeping, shivering heart

...

You must understand my plight

I have been a fruit hanging low

From the stiff branches

For quite some time now

The sun is taking its lazy course too long

Through the sky, grazing my skin

Yellowing me patiently, until that time

You bite into my skin

Oh baby these juices are waiting

To flood your chapped lips

Tear me apart like your past lovers

And savor my flesh before the sourness

Find its way back and ruin me

This sweet summer won't last for long

And I'm afraid

So will I

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When lost in darkness, alone

Learn to dance with your shadow

For what is there left to loose

By a man who cannot see a thing

Nothing, my dear

But his face lazily swinging

In the middle of Nowhere

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Marahil panahon na upang bumalik ulit

Sa limot na dalampasigan

Sa probinsiyang iniwan

Sa tabi ng batang naglalaro

Ng buhangin at patpat na balingkinitan

Papanoorin siyang gumuhit ng kapalaran

Nang paulit ulit, 'di naiinis o nanlumo man lang

Kahit paulit ulit ng alon itong hugasan

Mga hiling ng kanyang kabataan

Magpapaturo sa kanya

Kung paano muling mangarap

Paano muling ngumiti't

Malakas na tumawa

Paano umiyak at tumahan kaagad

Dahil alam na bukas ay iba na

Ang pagihip ng hangin,

Ng tama ng araw sa tubig

Mas magiging mapagpatawad

Ang dalampasigan sa pagbura

Ng mga mumunting hugis ng

Ala ala ng pagtangi sa iba

At sa sarili

At piliing lunurin pabalik sa dagat

Mga bakas ng kabiguan

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Ibulong mo sa paparating na Lunes

Ang bawat hinaing ng pusong pagod

Na sa kakaakay sa patay na katawan

Baka sakali lang na kausapin nito

Ang mga kapatid na 'wag bigatan

Ang mga susunod na pagsubok na

Dala ng panibagong linggo

O ang pagtangis kay Biyernes

Sa disoras ng gabi ng Linggo

Hihiga't pipikit, katahimika'y matulis

Bukas ulit ay kakayod nang nakayuko

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Kumot na sasalag

Sa nakakapasong lamig

Ng mundong ibabaw

Ikaw, aking sinta

Ikaw, ikaw, ikaw

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We just want to go home

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This must be how God felt

When He had so much love and

No one to share it with

So much love that He imploded

And that singularity at the beginning

A moment immemorial

Birthed a billion other feelings

Feelings filling Nothing, and falling asleep

At what point did He realized

That He would tear the Fabric?

Was it painful

Was it scary

This unbecoming and becoming?

Did He look back and said

Is this I?

Did He marvel at His creation

Or did He not recognize His face

Before and after

In front of the mirror of likeness?

Did He know what if felt like to feel

Everything and nothing at once

In the beginning?

Did He glare at that much light?

Did He sneeze with all that glitter?

This must be how God felt

When He woke up one night

And everything was different

Becoming while unbecoming

Changing but

Neverchanging

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I belong to the world

The world, to me

None of you can touch me

Can touch the soil without touching me

I am of the oceans, of the mountains

Of the lazy breeze that grazes your cheeks

I am it, it is of me

It is I, I am it

Soon there is no longer I and it

Only us, as of old

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Watched a series of Cinemalaya films this weekend. Finally being able to spoil myself with things that I really wanted. All my thoughts and reflections on the movies I watched (Rookie, Iti Mapukpukaw, Huling Palabas) are swimming right now in my half-awake brain so I don't know if I can assimilate them and somewhat anchor them down on paper or even in a post. This is my major problem: I am too lazy, or distracted, or pressured.

I have always wanted good stories since I was a child. As I grew older, I also wanted to tell stories of my own. I promised myself that one day, I will finally have the right emotional climate to finally start. If that day does not come, then I hope I can forgive myself. For now, this should be enough.

I cannot wait to hear your stories too, dear reader. For now, we go out into the world and listen.

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I'm so glad I found this show during my lowest (recently). The universe can be cold and cruel at times, but this time it showed its warmth.

Thank you to the ones behind this show. I plan to write some kind of reflection or something per episode but I've been struggling to get things done lately so let's see. In any case, if you are reading this do yourself a favor and watch it. Whatever your current state of affairs is, I am sure at least one episode will resonate with you!

Actually, I'd really like to believe this show found me. I hope it finds you too, dear reader, wherever you are now. Be kind.

POTW: BIGGEST TEAR-JERKER (as voted by our members and followers)

Move to Heaven (2021) dir. Kim Sung Ho

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bitch wasn't loyal but had good taste in shows

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It feels like its been raining forever

May our eyes not suffer the same fate

As the world drowns its own misery

Flooding the streets, blurring the sky

With it, washing away its own memories

Hina Amano

Weathering with You I 2019

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