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WINNIE CHARACTER SHEET RAAAGGGHHHHHHH

Appearance --------------

Height - 5'6 and a half

i was gonna write 5'6.5 but for some really fucking weird reason I despise how that looks

When she was younger, she was a bit overweight, no more than your average chubby child. Not anywhere near actually unhealthy, but her twin brother and kids at school would tease her, so as she grew older, she began eating healthier.

She has long, straight blonde hair that reaches just below her shoulders, although when she was younger it was mid-length, reaching to the middle of her neck (like the drawing u did of her).

She has dark brown eyes and a pair of prescription glasses. She's almost comically nearsighted—think Velma from Scooby-Doo.

When she discovered her powers at 14, she was already a little thinner than she had been as she had been on a vegetarian diet for about 5 years at that point, but after becoming a student at Xavier's Institute for Gifted Youngsters, she began training and exercising decently regularly. As she's an earthbender and can sometimes require huge amounts of strength to lift some of the stuff she can bring up, her arms and back are the most heavily worked out of her body. Not that she has pencil legs by any means. She has abs but they aren't super duper defined, more like faint lines.

So, physique-wise when she and Liam meet, she's decently built, but very lean.

basically think of that leanbeefpatty lady on tiktok but not as super defined apart from the arms and back with a wider ribcage

so many creeps in her comment sections jesus

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Her clothing sense is what you'd expect of an average college student. Lots of light colours, cream and custard etc. She's got her fair share of cardigans, a few of those plaid jackets like mine and shirt jackets. BIG fan of layering her stuff. Lowerwear is mostly just jeans and shorts and sweatpants.

idk im bad at thinking ogf fashion go awayu

basically just ur fashion sense actually the more I think about it

-------------- Personality --------------

She's very approachable and can be a little bubbly. Very much extroverted but can sometimes do too much and needs to hibernate for a few days in her dorm. Also, as extroverted as she is, she isn't a big party person.

She's very insecure about her abilities in almost everything despite being a decently graded student and a well-trained fighter, although she tends to stay out of most real X-Men fights. Liam being dumb and surprised whenever she says something even slightly clever helps, though.

LOVES nature. Lovesloveslovesloves it. Tags along to Liam and Vincent's hikes when she can or when one of them doesn't want to go. Not a big fan of them destroying whatever animal they see for food, but still.

Massive rom-com fan, a massive fan of any movie you don't need to think about, really.

As much of a dick as her brother can be, they have their moments and do love each other a little. She likes a few 80's action movies because she watched them with William, and because of them she got a crush on Arnold Schwarzenegger, Carl Weathers and Sylvester Stallone, etc. Basically the cast of any 80's action movie, also basically giving her a thing for muscles, which is the main reason she isn't really insecure about her body.

Unexpectedly volatile when she's angry. Mostly because when she gets really angry it's because she's most likely bottled it up for a looooong time, so it's just like a release.

Can be really judgemental and can't read people extremely well so she can come off as rude if she isn't in her usual bubbly attitude.

Doesn't deal with periods in the best way, so she usually just stays alone in her room because she gets a really short temper, and can also get really easily upset during it (obviously). Also gets really weirded out by the fact Liam can smell when it's happening.

Her family doesn't know she's a mutant, at least as far as she knows.

Isn't exactly a dominant person but after she and Liam first try having sex for the first time, she's the one who starts taking charge. Both to help with Liam not going mental/overstimulated and because a thrusting metal pelvis hurts. And also because she likes it.

Big book person. Prefers reading with music over most shows.

Can draw fine. Nothing insane.

Has no REAL side when Liam goes god-mode. She fully understands and sympathises with Liam, but considering the killings him and the gang are most likely going to commit, she feels forced to go with the X-Men.

can be surprisingly freaky. like really.

-------------- Relationship with the rest of the gang --------------

Kallen - buddies! idk if theyd be besties, i feel like thats probably something we'd decide on together

Vincent - friends. they can be a little awkward but they're friendly

Forta - she feels horrible for him most of the time and tries to be friendly but because of his social inept-ness, it's a bit of a struggle. they're friends.

-------------- Powers --------------

She's an omega-level mutant.

Earthbending is the main one. She could control the entire earth if she needed/wanted to, but usually just uses her powers to create projectiles.

Super strength, although more along the lines of being at peak human strength rather than superhuman.

-------------- Random bits --------------

Thought Liam and Vincent were gay before her and Liam started dating.

Had a thing for biting until Liam turned out to have vibranium teeth.

Has had to explain to Liam that his dog isn't a dog and is instead a rabid coyote. Liam still maintains that it's a dog.

has slapped Kallen for morphing into liam

very queasy person when it comes to blood

i'll probably add more soon

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Thomas Wayne - James Lockheed | redone character sheet.

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Doesn't play many video games and hasn't for a long time (since his parents died really), but played the original Yakuza 1, 2 and 3 as his dad had a PlayStation 3 in their living room. Same with Grand Theft Auto III, Vice City, and San Andreas.

(ex) Baseball fanatic. As minimalistic as his room is, his old childhood baseball glove is kept in a drawer on his desk, same with a signed baseball from a Gotham Knights pitcher.

His favourite food is chicken parmesan, as it was the meal his mother would usually make on a Sunday. However, he doesn't eat it often these days, mostly living off of cucumber and cream cheese sandwiches (a food he's taken from Bruce's diet) and protein bars.

He prefers dogs over cats, but always wanted a pet bird as a child.

Has been drunk two times and has gotten high off marijuana once. He has also overdosed on his prescribed Prozac once, one of a few suicide attempts. He has to take Prozac regularly to help with his rage/anger issues (not that he does.

He actually has light brown hair, almost a dirty blonde colour, but he dyed his hair a short while after Bruce adopted him as he despised the feeling of not fitting in with his new family, and still does.

He changed his name because he didn't want to feel alone/like an orphan anymore. He felt better for a while before feeling even worse as he felt he was abandoning his parents' name and legacy, yet never changed it back.

Became Robin fully of his own volition.

DESPISES Christianity. He went to a church a few years after his parents, as he felt he was at his lowest and needed guidance. He interpreted what he was told as his parents' death was God's will. He also didn't take his Prozac that day and broke the priest's nose.

Being a bit of a delinquent (not really) when he was hopping between foster families and Sant Swithins, he gained an aptitude and enjoyment for spray painting/tagging. Other than that, he doesn't have much artistic ability aside from being able to sketch decently.

He can play drums.

Huge Radiohead fan, something he mostly got off of his father playing the band in the car all the time. He also enjoys a lot of metal music and a small bit of rock.

He has never done anything sexual. He almost did with a girl at one party one of his foster brothers dragged him to, but ran away. Although, he has had his first kiss, which isn't a memory he's proud of.

Doesn't have much of a sweet tooth unless it comes to white chocolate.

He's pretty harmful to himself and has been for a long time. To stop cutting himself.

Has an amazing photographic memory, which is one of the few things that actually assists him while being Robin.

He isn't anywhere near as smart as the rest of his family. He isn't dumb, but compared to Dick, Bruce, Tim and the others, he feels he may as well be.

Obviously, he is an incredibly angry person. He suffers from survivor's guilt, feeling both depressed and furious that he couldn't have died with his parents/done anything to save them.

Sounds angry most of the time without meaning to, which is something he tries to avoid - especially with Zac.

He's straight-leaning but if Linnet was a guy he'd still ditch Wonder Girl for her. 20 dollars is 20 dollars mindset.

He isn't very touchy, which led to some mixed signals in both his relationships with Wonder Girl and Linnet, although significantly less so with Linnet as she understands him a little more.

Gets an unreasonably massive ego boost when he sees thirst posts either of him as Robin, or when he's just being public.

His and Bruce's relationship is very strained. Bruce seems to unintentionally drift away from Thomas quite a bit, possibly due to how similar they are, and since Robin is supposed to be Batman's light, it doesn't have the same feeling as to working with the others. Thomas believes Bruce hates him for that.

Is almost sadistic with the way he strikes fear into criminals, very clearly enjoying it when he does so.

He can braid hair! One of his foster sisters taught him.

He - kind of obviously - speaks Italian almost fluently.

Even when he goes through bouts with eating disorders and cancer, he's still scarily strong. He's very much the "brawler" out of all the Robin's. His strength's incredible. Like a dragon...

He didn't even get halfway through high school before dropping out.

He tried to be a vigilante before being adopted by Bruce, mostly going after drug dealers and trying to hunt down their customers to try and find his parents' killer. I've retconned him being adopted by Bruce at 14 to 15, so he primarily tried doing this between 12-14. He nearly killed one of the drug dealers with a broken bottle. He also has a scar from being shot on the left of his lower torso, and entry and exit wounds.

He's ambidextrous.

When he realises the value of life, his devotion to the no-kill rule is as obsessive as Bruce's.

He has an insane saviour complex, going hand in hand with his no-kill rule, but sometimes he believes he's the only one who can save people, which regularly causes conflict in the Young Justice league. Mostly with Archer, as Archer doesn't have any qualms with killing, as long as it is absolutely necessary and could be argued to be right.

For some reason, he and Otto don't get along often. At all. No real reason. Although, there can be times when they seem like even better friends than Thomas and Zac, and they can agree on a lot of things. They have so much potential yet for some reason just don't mix.

Has tased Otto.

Has pouches in his utility belt for protein bars and items Zac seems to randomly give him when they're talking.

He can be weirdly hopeful out of nowhere.

He sometimes uses being Robin as a way to kill himself without being the one responsible for it - almost sabotaging himself while fighting occasionally.

Can give really good life advice yet fails to use it to help himself.

He's extremely closed off and can come off as emotionally detached, which can strain most of his relationships, especially with Linnet.

Messy crier, snot and everything.

When Damian starts assimilating into normal life in Gotham, he tries bonding with him by playing baseball in the manor's back garden.

He's a little deaf in his left ear after a criminal shot next to it before Thomas could disarm them.

Fighting-wise, he mostly goes off of real instinct, very similar to Kiryu's brawler style.

He almost shot a criminal once, firing but missing. After, he felt horrendous, especially since it was a revolver, the same kind of gun that killed his parents.

Lacks the same sympathy Batman and Zac can have towards criminals. For now.......

He doesn't have a contingency for Zac.

moar soon

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i love you more than anything

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liam - mad dog

vincent - wildcat

forta - blink

kallen - I STILL DINT FUCKING KBOW

What could ever be a good name for a shapeshifter

Shift? Shifter? It could be funny to give her a name like entity I think

The thing...

TERMINATOR???

They need cool names for x-force but kallens ruining itttt

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is it true ur an f slur

nitty mcnitterson

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are you an f slur

ur literally my girlfriend

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i hope the amount i gush over you physically doesn't make you think I don't love your brain or mind and everything else as much

ALL U GOOD AND ALL U I LIKE

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say cheese!!! | more flashback

07-10-2014

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The Director and X sat in her office, both eating store-bought cupcakes from a pack - it was a pack of six, so three each.

X had a cheap little party hat on his head, the clear string attached to it wrapped around his head, a smile on his face as he chewed on his second cake. He REALLY liked the strawberry kind of icing on it.

"Happy being five so far, honey?" The Director asked, typing away on her computer, glancing at X over her desk - which was admittedly quite difficult to do and not lean over. He was about three feet tall.

X nodded, crumbs falling from his mouth as he took another bite from his cupcake, his smile widening as he heard his mother's voice.

"Mhm! Don't feel too different, though."

The Director half-smiled, genuinely, for the first time with him after actually birthing him.

"You never do, sweet pea. No tests for a week's a good present, though, hm?" She asked, rhetorically, of course.

"Yeah..." X shrugged. It was the same present every year. He wanted one of those small game things he saw on his TV a while ago, maybe a couple of years ago.

The Director noticed X's lack of excitement but decided not to push, they had something they needed to get to anyway.

"Mmkay, put your cake back in the pack so you can take them to your room later, we have something to do, sweetie." She said, finishing typing on her keyboard before standing up and walking around her desk to get to her office door, waiting for X to get up before opening it.

X frowned before putting his second half-eaten cupcake back in its pack and closing the lid back over before following his mother

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After some mostly mindless following on X's part, they got to a small room in the facility, looking almost like a booking room where mugshots are taken in a police station. There was a wall with height markings on the left to the door and a scientist and a guard behind what seemed like a camera on a stand on the right.

"Go stand on the wall with the numbers, bunny." The Director ordered, walking behind the camera as X walked in front of the marked wall, measuring just above the 3' mark. Not insanely short for a five-year-old, but shorter than the other ones they've photographed.

After exchanging some hushed words with the other scientist in the room, the Director leaned forward into the camera to get ready to take X's picture, her long red hair falling to her left side.

"Wipe your mouth." She commanded, and X obeyed, wiping his mouth of any crumbs or leftover icing.

"Okay... I know it hurts but hold your arms up and bring out your claws for me, dear."

X pouted a little before holding his arms up and wincing as his barbed, boney claws shot out between his knuckles. One between his left pointer and middle fingers and one between his right middle and ring fingers.

"Good boy... now, big smile and say cheese!"

X obeyed, smiling wide and baring his inhumanly sharp and almost oversized looking pearly whites. "CHEESE!"

The Director chuckled softly at X before leaning back as a photograph printed out from the top of the camera, she took it and shook it in her hand before handing it to the other scientist.

The other scientist played with the ends of her curly blonde locks before taking the photograph from the Director, X, noting her almost red painted fingernails.

The Director leaned in to whisper into the other lady's ear, clearing her throat softly.

"Take this to your main subject. If anything goes wrong with X's tests now that we can begin them, I at least want a physical backup of him."

The other lady seemed to frown almost petulantly, whispering back.

"It isn't just a backup for your toy, I have my own tes-"

The Director leaned back to glare into the woman's eyes. Her eyes were cold and almost unfeeling, but still pointed with anger at the doctor.

She began whispering again, her tone lower. "Remember your place, Dr. Elin. You are not in charge of this facility. I am."

Dr. Elin swallowed the words she was going to say and merely nodded, still looking somewhat annoyed at the Director, but obeying. "Yes, Director Grimes."

The Director turned around to X, her face all bright and smiles again as she stood up properly, running a manicured hand through her red hair to fix it before walking over to X, leaning down to ruffle his short ginger hair and look him in the face.

"Let's go back to your room, hm?"

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why do these always end up longer than I mean them to

i got grammarly back

ALSO I REALLY WANT TO REDO THE GANG ESCAPING OR AT LEAST LIAM GETTING OUT OF THE VIBRANIUM BONDING AT SOME POINT, ESP LIAM BC IT FELT TOO MUCH LIKE A COPY OF WOLVERINE

this is before schizo btw

hope u enjoy ml

i love you lots <33

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Voices | Flashback episode yayayayaya

Two pairs of boots, one pair of heels and another of some leather slip-ons padded down the long white corridors of the X-Block - the main one at least. The Director walked between two guards, another scientist next to her holding a clipboard, almost jogging to keep up with them.

"So from what Dr. Manson said, it seemed as if 107 was having some sort of psychotic break, but it seemed really sudden and out of nowhere. I mean- it was bad enough to get him out of the Summers-Block, and he has his own hybrid to be working on. He was the one who made the report, I don't know who was first to witness." The following doctor said, glancing at the Director before her gaze went forward again as they got closer to the end room - the nameplate on the door visible.

The Director's face remained unchanged, if not just scrunching up a bit into a scowl, similar to the one the aforementioned subject usually bares.

"He's only been through two years worth of tests and most of them haven't been grueling apart from the hunting and sparring with other subjects, so we don't really have a leading theory, yet." She added before finally going quiet as the guards and the Director remained unresponsive, for whatever reason.

When they got to the end of the corridor, the Director peeked into the window on X's door. The boy was almost curled up in the far right corner of his padded room with two doctors closer to the door, seemingly whispering. Presumably, they'd already tried "helping" X, getting no where, they left him alone.

One of the doctors nodded to the other before coming up to the door, one of the guards pulling it open for him as there was no handle on the inside.

The doctor nodded in thanks to the guard as he emerged from the room, his gaze landing on the Director, his gaze pointed and half-concerned, but more of the kind of concerned you'd be if you thought you forgot to do something than the kind of concerned you'd be with a clone of some of the two most dangerous mutants and one mutate going crazy.

"Director Grimes."

"Dr. Manson. How's my subject?"

The doctor glanced back into the room, having to leanto the right a little to get a proper view of X before turning back.

"He's been better. I was going to go back to my office to try and think of reasons why he's suddenly broken down, but if you're here, I could think of a few in the time you're in there."

"You ARE planning on talking to him, yes?" He added quickly, not-too-subtly hinting that she should go in to try and calm X down. She's the only person that could really, especially with almost every other doctor being the ones to instigate his testing as to not ruin his relationship with her.

"Obviously." The Director answered, already wanting to get past the doctor. She was never a fan of Manson. He always took this job too... kindly. He at least had a grain of slim empathy somewhere for these subjects. Barely, but still.

"Okay, I'll let you get to it, I'll be out here."

The Director just nodded before pulling the large metal door to X's room open, a guard going in with her before she turned around, putting a hand up. She didn't want assistance, it'd only set X off. She was an expert at dealing with him by now. The doctor that had been in with Manson slipped behind her to get out, not wanting to deal with the confrontation.

The door slowly shut behind her, the only noise audible now being X's heavy breathing and whispered mumbles and noises, his head seeming to turn a little as the scent of his mother's perfume filled his nostrils before turning back around rather rapidly.

He was in an almost knee-chest position, his arms the only things stopping his head from touching the ground as he kept making noise.

"X... sweet pea." The Director whispered, her demeanor instantly switching to something much sweeter and motherly, taking a step closer to the boy. She found it quite humorous with how X behaved and all that was done to him, how he always preferred a sweet tone of voice to be spoken to with. It was interesting to her.

"What's going on, pet? What are you feeling?" She asked, crouching down after getting close enough to X.

X turned, the back and armpits of his white t-shirt slightly damp with sweat, the same as his short ginger hair.

"...you d-don't... hear them? Why does- why doesn't anyone else h...hear them?" He asked, his voice cracking and fragile, almost scared. He peered over his shoulder, his blue eyes landing on his mother's knees before glancing up at her face.

There was two worrying signs here, to the Director. One, the stuttering. X's speech has been getting worse with each of the main, more grueling tests that were done to him. When he got to five years old, they thought one a year would be alright, especially with a mother to guide him through them, but science always needs more.

And two, more obviously, the apparent schizophrenia he seems to have suddenly developed. She'd noticed him becoming more distracted recently, but nothing like this.

"They keep shouting at me... but I didn- didn't do anything wrong." He added before lifting his head up a little bit.

"Did I?"

"No pet, no you haven't, don't worry." She cooed, going to run her fingers through X's hair before his head shot back down as if he had a headache. She couldn't tell if it was a real headache or if he really didn't want to be touched.

X's vision felt almost black and white and grainy, like a silent film. He felt like he was seeing things that wasn't there, feeling things that hadn't happened to him.

He almost felt like his bones were stabbing into his skin, he could feel his lungs fill with gas and his stomach churn as if he was going to be sick.

The Director, feeling as if she couldn't do anything really helpful, stood back up, rubbing X's back before doing so.

"I'll be back soon, okay? You'll feel better soon, honey."

"Don't... lie to me." X responded in a murmur. Strange, that was the first time he'd ever even said something rejecting what his mother said.

The Director simply walked away after hearing that, pushing the metal door of X's room open to get out before closing it and locking it.

She looked to one of the guards that had followed her, clearing her throat. "Go back to the security office and activate the nitrous oxide to be shot into his room, the quicker he moves on from this the better."

The guard nodded and marched off before she turned to Dr. Manson, looking down at him.

"Any ideas, then?"

"Well, I kept the door open a bit to listen to him when you went in, it seems, quite obviously, as if he's having some sort of schizophrenic attack, but that seems unusual with how young he is and how sudden it's came on."

"But... one thing I'm at least semi-sure on, is that this could be a malfunction of the cloning that's only manifesting now."

"And that malfunction, Manson?"

"I think his primary thoughts, for ease let's just say his "brain", donor M's and X's and W's "brains" are all confused. The donor "brains" are almost trying to hijack his, but with the samples not being full ones from each donor, they can't properly turn it into THEIR brain."

"He's experiencing thoughts that aren't his. Sicknesses he never felt and torture he's never went through."

"In short, Director, he has four people in his head. Himself and his "father's"."

The Director almost scoffed, it sounded correct, don't get her wrong, but also almost unbelievable. Preposterous.

"Sounds like something out of a comic book, don't you think, Doctor?"

"Maybe so, but these are real comic heroes we're talking about."

Munson glanced into X's room, sighing.

"But... on the bright side, only one real mental deformity in a subject who has three full people he's made of? That's still a success. Although I do think this is going to have some incredible negative impact on his mental health."

"We can cross that bridge when we come to it, Doctor. File this as a report so we can keep it in check, please."

"Yes, Director Grimes."

Dr. Munson walked off and the Director looked into X's room, the boy still curled up on his futon.

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FIRST POST WITHOUT GRAMMARLY IM SCARED

clarification - liams futon is like a japanese one, on the floor and not a sofa bed. the things liam felt in order are stuff from wolverines life (adamantium always stabbing into him), magnetos (gas chambers), then deadpools cancer (chemo sickness).

fun fact - the directors surname was chosen to be grimes because grimes has a norse origin meaning mask, she "masks" her true self whenever she's with x. arent i clever

might make another like this from liams perspective.

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Thomas Wayne may want to kill himself. | Episode 10 - Part Two.

It was night, which seemed to be the only time of day Thomas had seen in the past few... years. When he rode into Gotham, the faint, cold scent of winter hit his nostrils. A scent that would always bring back a nostalgic feeling to him. James at this time of the year would probably be rummaging around the house trying to find what Christmas gifts his parents had got him, maybe a new edition of a Wonder Woman comic or a signed baseball glove his dad got on an eBay bid.

All the more reason tonight is so important.

Thomas pulled over on a seemingly random street after driving for about an hour to get to the district known as Crown Point, the roads and pavement scattered with debris and garbage.

He took out his phone, looking around before signing into an app, glancing around after hearing a few dogs bark back and forth before accessing his info sheet to check his information on Michael McGraw.

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ADDRESS - 19TH RIGGERS AVENUE | CROWN POINT | GOTHAM CITY

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Thomas was confident he was on the right street, so he put his hood up and took a pair of gloves out of his right jacket pocket and put them on, then slung a leg over to his right to stand up off his bike, turning it off and cracking his back before walking away from the bike to try and find the correct address.

After a few minutes of walking around Riggers Avenue, Thomas found house 19. He was expecting an apartment when he first got the info a while back, especially these days. A house at least gives him more space for evidence.

He walked up to the front door and knocked a few times. Well, bashed, really. He was kind of betting on Michael not being in, but he was fine using force. He's willing to go against any sort of "not getting caught code" for closure.

After a minute of no answer, Thomas glanced around the streets, the orange-ish lights from the lamposts the only thing lighting up the broken-down neighbourhood. After he was sure no one was outside with him, he tried kicking the door down, wincing as he finally realised how much of a help the specially made boots from his suits actually helped.

He should've brought a crowbar.

Actually, with Jason's rumours of still being alive, baseless or not, probably a bit inappropriate.

He kicked a few more times before he cursed under his breath, looked around again and backed up a bit before running and shoving his shoulder into the door, it finally breaking open.

Thomas' face scrunched up under his face scarf as he rolled his shoulder and pushed the door back over, it wouldn't close properly after him bashing it, so he could at least buy himself a second if Michael just so happened to come back.

With a grunt, Thomas glanced around Michael's small living room, the kitchen only separated by a half wall at the far back, the stench of marijuana and alcohol lingered in the room, the face scarf around Thomas' nose and mouth barely doing anything to stop it from invading his nostrils.

Thomas didn't really have a plan, per se. He was more just making it up as he went along. He's a detailed guy, but that doesn't mean he can't be impulsive.

He assumed there wouldn't be anything worthwhile in the living room so he walked around Michael's bungalow, looking for his bedroom.

One after another, he opened the door to the bathroom, a small laundry room, and the last door down the hall to the right of the entrance, was Michael's bedroom.

Thomas opened the door with a twist of the knob, going inside and closing the door behind him, taking his phone out to use the flashlight, he was really using the most base attempts at not getting caught, but... he isn't sure himself if he might want to. It might give him an excuse to be violent. According to dream mommy and daddy, he likes that.

He searched around Michael's room, old laundry the man hadn't bothered doing was strewn across the room, and the smell from the old and relatively uncleaned carpet filled the room. And the BO from the clothes.

Thomas looked around, holding his phone up to get a clearer look around the room before his eyes landed on Michael's desk, a laptop plugged into a charger sitting atop it.

After pulling out the chair from the desk - which was clearly just a kitchen chair Michael had been using as a desk chair - he sat down, opened up the laptop and pressed the power button to turn it on, silently praying it wasn't password protected under his empty expression.

Annoyingly, it was, so Thomas racked his brain before he'd start racking through a cropper hopper for random password notes.

Now, he'd hoped the one man with what he thought was crucial information about his parents' murder was smarter than this, but he tried the obligatory answer.

Guest.

"Motherfucker..." Thomas almost groaned out as the computer unlocked. This'd better be worth all the effort.

After a glance around the laptop's desktop, Thomas opened up WhatsApp, Messenger, Outlook, anything that'd have contact with someone else. Even Microsoft Edge so he could have a look at Michael's Gmail.

He glanced at Michael's WhatsApp first since it was the first thing he opened, scrolling through his contacts. Most seemed like old friends, co-workers. Nothing in the chats seemed like anything a murderer and their friend would be talking about. Usually, Thomas had found, there's always an edge of scepticism or paranoia when a guilty party is invited out to a drink, even just in general chatting.

Not the most groundbreaking and surprising discovery, but investigating has never been Thomas' speciality. That's Tim.

But after a while of scrolling, Thomas got to a chat where Michael was talking with someone called Wendy Pepper.

Weird name, but this is Gotham, there's probably someone with Marrow as their surname.

Anyways, in the texts, there was some base-level but still-alarming stuff. Like Thomas thought previously, there was the scepticism, the paranoia. But... Thomas swears he could remember a man. But still, every lead's worth looking into. Just quickly. He needs his closure tonight.

The messages were pretty easy to ignore, she seemed like a recluse but that isn't rare in Gotham. But the messages from earlier today... incriminating, to say the least.

"U coming out tonite ? Some of us are getting tgt for the Gotham knights game" Michael had sent.

"your asking me this tonight?" Wendy replied. (grammar mistakes here are on purpose)

"Shit sorry. Idk how I forgot. You could still come out tbh It isn't like the cops are looking for you."

Okay, well that itself should've alerted anyone else, but Thomas is stubborn on what he swears his traumatised eight-year-old brain saw. Crime's rampant in Gotham, maybe she did something tonight.

"thats not what its about just go out just thinking about that night hurts"

"Sorry for bringing it up wen Do U want me to come over tmrw"

"yes pls"

How lovely.

Well, the use of "that night" takes away the possibility that the crime was committed tonight.

Okay, Thomas might be stubborn, but he isn't dumb. He'll try and find a way to get Wendy's address. Which might be hard because who keeps their friend's addresses on their computer. It isn't like it's going to be bookmarked.

Thomas sighed, his legs a little weak as he stood up before his body stiffened as he heard a floorboard creak. A very, very close-sounding floorboard.

Thomas turned around, the only thing "concealing" his identity being the eyeshadow around his eyes, his face scarf around his neck. When Thomas turned, a somewhat startled Michael McGraw stood at the door, holding a baseball bat Thomas had failed to notice was in the living room.

"Who are you?!" The man asked, his voice somewhat shaky.

His texting made him seem younger, but he was definitely middle-aged. Messy stubble with the only fully grown out part being his moustache and messy receding hair, the guy was a mess.

Thomas just stared. He felt... confused. His emotions felt strained. HE felt strained. This was a man who was very possibly in a relationship with his parent's killer.

"I-"

Thomas stammered, which was something he hadn't done in years. He'd been so calculated for the past four or three years, that the feeling of losing control of his own voice after so long was somewhat anxiety-inducing.

His heart palpitated. Blood rushed to his ears and neck. His chest tightened. His body tingled, knees shook lightly.

Michael's stare turned almost confused as Thomas froze before he tried to hit him, it seemed like the only option considering the neighbourhood and the fact that he was an intruder in the guy's home.

Thomas, though, suddenly dashed into Michael before the Bat hit him, a dam inside seeming to have broken.

"RRAAAAAHH!" He yelled, trying to wrestle the bat off the man, although only succeeding in making him drop the bat, the weapon rolling out into the hall as Thomas ran Michael into the opened door of his room.

Thomas breathed heavily, almost hyperventilating as he fought.

"STUPID, FUCKING-" Thomas grunted, having pushed Michael down enough to knee him in the face before Michael pushed him off, his breathing was rapid too, but much more desperate sounding. He held his nose as Thomas fell against Michael's desk, his hands feeling around it before grabbing the laptop.

Michael was able to stand up and run out of the room, trying to grab the bat on his way out but missing it. Thomas chased after him, running into the left wall next to the doorframe before resuming his chase.

He almost tripped over the baseball bat Michael left on the floor, seemingly in a period of tunnel vision.

Michael tried getting to his front door but tripped as the flooring went from laminate wood in the hall to his room, to carpet in the living room. Thomas caught up to him, slamming the laptop down into Michael's knee, shards of plastic shooting off from the pressure. Michael let out a loud, pained groan.

"AH- WHAT THE FUCK?!" He yelped.

"DID SHE DO IT?!" Thomas yelled back before standing over Michael, his feet on either side of the man's torso before he slammed the laptop down on top of his head, more plastic shooting off.

"D- WHA-" Michael attempted to speak before yelling as the broken laptop hit him, his hands going to cover the top of his head

"I ASKED-" Thomas started, throwing the laptop at Michael before getting off him, panting before he walked back into the hall, Michael too busy being almost temporarily paralysed from Thomas' beating to run, being reduced to a mess of groans and moans already as Thomas picked up his baseball bat before running back over to Michael. "-DID SHE DO IT?!" He shouted, swinging the bat into Michael's face as the man tried leaning up, breaking his nose before repeatedly slamming the bat into random parts of the man's body.

"Ple- OW! PLEASE!" Michael almost screamed, coughing both from being too loud and Thomas beating down on his chest.

"WILLIAM!" Thomas randomly yelled before striking Michael in the liver, making the older man kick his leg out from under him as he instinctively held and tried to lay on his side to protect it.

Thomas fell over after Michael kicked his leg, dropping the bat and hitting his shoulder on Michael's couch and scrambling onto his knees to crawl on top of Michael, grabbing him by the shoulders to pin him back down against the floor flat, his left hand moving to Michael's throat, his right beginning to hook and strike him over and over again in the face, his knuckles bruising with every hit.

Michael's cheek was cut open after a few punches.

"MARIA!" Thomas shouted again, his hand tightening around Michael's throat.

"DID. SHE. DO. IT?!" He screamed, getting into Michael's face.

With the squeezing of his throat and the entire beating, it was hard to tell if Thomas wanted an answer or not. Maybe he was enjoying the beating.

Maybe he'd finally broke.

He could almost feel himself spiralling. And in a rare moment of clarity gone as fast as it came, Thomas lightened his grip on Michael's throat. Not much better than it was, but not enough to crush the man's windpipe anymore. His face was still scrunched up, the look in his eyes still hungry. But he needs that closure more than anything.

"TALK! OR I SWEAR TO GOD, I WILL KILL YOU RIGHT HERE, RIGHT FUCKING NOW! DID SHE DO IT?!"

Michael wheezed, coughing as he opened his eyes to look at Thomas. His face was bruised and had various small cuts on it from Thomas' knuckles breaking open thin skin.

"Di- did who... what?" The man croaked out weakly, Thomas raised his fist again, his fingers pressing into the sides of Michael's throat harder.

"DID WENDY KILL THOSE PEOPLE TEN YEARS AGO?"

Thomas felt Michael swallow that lump in his throat that he'd gotten from the question, his eyes telling him all he needed.

But he wanted to hear it.

He wanted to see that he'd beaten Michael so badly he'd give up his own partner to save his own skin. He wanted anyone who had held onto this to suffer as much as he could make them.

Michael nodded weakly, and Thomas - almost reluctantly - got off him.

He deserved to die, he thought, but he wanted to let Michael stew in his own guilt and misery after he eventually left.

"WHERE IS SHE?!" Thomas yelled, getting right into Michael's face.

"I- please, jus-" Michael leaned up, putting a hand down behind him to try and support himself before Thomas kicked him in the jaw.

"TELL ME!"

Michael yelped as the kick to the jaw made him bite his tongue, hard. Enough that he had to turn and open his mouth to spit blood out and spit a bit of tongue out.

"FUCK!" Michael screamed, his hand hovering over his jaw.

"She-... she stays in an apartment building in The Bowery... Apartment Building number 7, I think..."

"NUMBER!"

"Huh?" Michael asked, glancing up at Thomas before Thomas feigned a punch.

"APARTMENT NUMBER!"

"OKAY! Ok- okay. seventy-one. She's on the seventh floo-"

"I got that." Thomas murmured coldly, both trying to punish Michael and soothe himself on the inside after his attack.

Thomas was going to leave, but turned around and walked back over to Michael, grabbing the man's phone out of his pocket and throwing it across the room, Michael flinching as he did.

"Can't have you telling her I'm coming," Thomas murmured before turning and walking to the door, turning his head slightly.

"If you tell... ANYONE... I'll know." And with that, Thomas walked out from Michael's broken front door, after getting down the steps to the house the cold demeanour he'd assumed at the end broke off, his shoulders raising as the anxiety from before the fight returned.

He tried doing the breathing exercises he did to calm down before he left, but it's hard to calm down after having a literal attack of rage.

He walked over to his bike and sat down, driving forward and taking a right down the street to start on his way to The Bowery. However, he stopped after getting down the road a bit as he got to a deserted part of Crown Point. His face was even paler than usual as he stumbled off the bike, tripping and falling over the curb as his bike fell the opposite way.

"Shit-" He grunted, his voice higher and weaker than it was during the fight. The vigilante got up to his knees and turned around to sit down on the curb, resting his arms on his knees.

He ran his hands through his tight and now-sweaty dark brown curls. He felt miserable, for reasons even he couldn't explain.

His knee jerked over and over as his hands slid from his hair to his face, rubbing over his skin again and again.

His heart palpitated, faster than last time, the sweat from his forehead had dripped down just below his eye, making some of his eyeshadow smear down his cheek.

Music, he needed music. Thinking's stressing him out.

He pulled out his phone and turned it on, swiping through a few pages of games and apps to get to the one with Spotify on it. He opened the app up and went into his liked songs to play music. Before pressing play, he fished some earphones out of his pocket, plugged them into the phone and popped them into his ears.

After another slow, still frantic breath, he pressed play. The clean, echoey sounds of a guitar and the surprisingly soft thud of drums bouncing around in his ears.

He sat there for a while, trying to have the music soothe him like it usually did.

It wasn't working, his mind was more just focusing on being angry than soothed. Sure, he had a moment of clarity after attacking Michael, that's the whole reason he's sitting here. But tonight is the second most important in his life. He can't let that go.

He knew he wasn't doing well currently. The way his behaviour switched from emotional rage, to cold and angry like usual to an almost desperate sadness now. But he can worry about that later.

After another minute of staring at the asphalt, Thomas stood up, grabbed his bike, pulled it back up from the road and slung a leg back over it.

He got back into the "right" headspace if anger was right in this situation. He just thought of his parents, about how they'd still be here if not for Wendy. How he'd be playing video games with a friend pulling an all-nighter right now. Or sleeping later than he should've to wake up for college.

Tonight's the night. And what happened to him can't happen again. Never again.

Thomas pulled his hood back up and his face scarf back around his nose and drove off.

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numero dos, didnt really need any touch ups IMO, three may take a while

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Thomas Wayne does NOT want to kill himself. | Episode 10 - Part 1

only ten wow

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October 7th, 2024.

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It had been a while since Thomas' investigation into the university murders and not much had happened. Other than him becoming eighteen.

The main reason for his lack of investigation had been... well, another investigation. Into the person that killed his parents, that is. Some would say it's selfish, even Thomas himself would, but it's never stopped him before and likely never will.

Thomas was on his way to the Batcave and the Kryptonian was asleep in his room. He slept a lot, Thomas had noticed. He also looked tired all the time, Thomas could relate but Thomas is also a vigilante who sleeps little and doesn't get any sun.

He wouldn't say he was necessarily ''worried'' about the alien, but he was... slightly concerned. A small bit. Teeny tiny.

Anyhow, Thomas stepped into the Batcave, his hands fisted as he walked over to the Batcomputer, having to walk down a diamond-plated mezzanine to get to do so. After he got to the desk, he sat himself on the chair in front of the towering set of monitors. Combined, they made up one giant monitor, but they actually were just a lot of normal ones lined up perfectly against each other.

Batman has really meticulous display settings.

After sitting down, Thomas rolled over to the computer, staring down at the keyboard absentmindedly for a while as he tried to remember what he was doing, one eye drifting away from the other.

Ah yes, parents' murderer. Thomas shook his head, eyes widening for a second as he pinched his nose before typing a name into the Batcomputer's criminal database.

He'd known a man's name for a while, at least two birthdays, but he wanted to be sure. This is the entire reason he became Robin. Vengeance drives him.

He might say it's "Justice" or whatever to most, but the two are identical. Or, at least he thinks there's no justice without punishment.

This name didn't belong to the killer, but someone close enough to them to give him a lead.

Michael McGraw.

After hitting enter, the Batcomputer showed basically everything about Michael from his date of birth to his most recent offence, place of residence, everything.

"Computer, save this to ROB-dash-04's info sheet," Thomas said, his voice wobbly before he cleared his throat, standing up and bending his back backwards until it cracked before walking over and back up the mezzanine, turning right past a wall of rock where all the suits were kept in display cases. He walked over to a workbench and spotted some spare backup armour. Unpainted and unmarked. Anonymous, if he needed it so. Thomas undressed and quickly changed into his undersuit and attached the armour to it, then threw his normal clothes back on.

After doing so, he put his normal clothes back on. The armour was made to fit his chest almost perfectly, so it didn't come too far off and make his chest look large.

Thomas looked around for a second, thinking before realising he forgot to bring his actual cover clothes down with him and he can't really be bothered going all the way back up to the tip top of the manor to his room for them.

He groaned a little before walking all the way back to the Batcomputer's desk and pressed a button near the end of the right side of it, the button vibrating for a while before it stopped, Alfred walked in a few moments later.

"Yes, Master Thomas?" The butler inquired, his hands behind his back. His voice was raised as he was at the main entrance of the Batcave from the manor, so he was a good bit away from Thomas.

"If you could get me a jacket, kneepads and elbow pads from my room that would be great. And my face scarf. And a hoodie if the jacket has no hood. Actually, no get me a hoodie regardless."

"Right away, Master Thomas," Alfred said, usually he'd return such an order with sarcasm, especially with Thomas and Damian, but he's been the one basically parenting the boy for almost 4 years now, he can tell he isn't in the mood. So he walked off, away to get Thomas his clothes.

Thomas nodded, mostly to himself as Alfred left, seating himself back on the chair in front of the Batcomputer, staring at the I.D picture of the man on the monitor.

This could be it. Tonight could be the night. Maybe he'll feel something that isn't anger and sadness for the first time in a decade now.

Maybe he'll feel nothing. But at least he'll have closure. He's thought before he wasn't looking for closure but what other reason is there? Vengeance and closure go hand in hand.

"What are you doin'?" A voice spoke, Thomas spun around on the chair to see who it was, his eyes somehow both wide and narrowed at the same time.

Grayson.

Surprisingly enough, for being most of the family's favourite member and Robin, Thomas barely sees Dick. Sure, he's usually in Bludhaven, but still.

"Stuff." Thomas murmured (this will be repeated and we both know it), one arm still on the desk to control the mouse, his voice quiet and faint from not talking much.

"Stuff?" Dick asked, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Hmmph." Thomas breathed out, rolling back around to face the desk the Batcomputer sat on, pulling a drawer underneath the top of the desk open and pulling out a little plastic tin where he kept his eyeshadow, just to try and void himself out of most people's sight, to which Dick let out a soft chuckle.

The air was somewhat awkward between the two 'brothers' as they were probably the ones who spent the least time together. Actually, maybe they spent no time together. A few shared looks as Robin and Nightwing whenever they happened to stumble across each other, but Thomas and Dick have never actually exchanged words, to Thomas' memory, at least.

"Who's the guy?" Dick asked, moving closer to Thomas as he nodded at the man shown on the Batcomputer's monitor, Thomas glanced from doing his eyeshadow to look at Dick, his eyes narrowing a little as he noted a light blue wristband on Dick's wrist before he turned back to do his makeup.

"A lead." Thomas mumbled, his voice somewhat still as he tried to refrain from moving his face too much.

Dick rolled his eyes at Thomas' continued short-spoken answers, scoffing a bit. He's seen Jason act like this, Tim, Damian, even himself. "Stop talking like that." "Like what?" The younger brother asked, still doing his makeup, although scowling ever so slightly, not that Dick could see.

"Like... that. Like Bruce."

"I'm not... talking like Bruce. Maybe I just don't wanna talk. To you."

"Yeah, and you're talking like how Bruce does when he doesn't want to talk," Dick spoke, his tone direct and lined with the nearly fifteen years of experience he has with Bruce and the other Robin's copying of his behaviour. Except for the others stopped after a year or two, Thomas has been acting this way for the past four years since he became Robin.

"You don't need to act like him to be... good at this. To be a good hero or vigilante or whatever."

To that, Thomas just slowly turned around, his makeup practically done with his fingertips stained from spreading the eyeshadow around his eyes.

"I'm not acting like him, you literal dick. I'm acting how I have been acting for the past eight years. Sorry, I don't want to act like a f=" Thomas stopped himself, inhaling slowly as he put his hands in his pockets to rub the eyeshadow off his fingers into them.

"I don't want to act like a boy scout, especially for fifteen years like you. I don't want to do insane fucking flips and tricks to grieve. I am acting how I want to act." Thomas said, his voice laced with a small amount of anger as he turned the chair back over to face the Batcomputer.

"If you wanted to change that, you should've tried being a brother four years ago. Go back to Bludhaven, Dick. I don't need you. Gotham doesn't need you."

"I-" Dick attempted to speak but Thomas had already turned around, having basically shut the conversation down. He sighed and frowned before turning away and making his way towards the entrance into the manor, brushing past Alfred along the way, Thomas was able to make out a few quiet greetings between the two before Alfred re-entered the cave, making his way over to Thomas and setting his requested items next to him on the desk.

Thomas let out a small hum of appreciation, although not looking at the butler, simply sitting there and thinking for a few moments before speaking.

"You know what I'm going to do, don't you?"

"Yes, Master Thomas."

Thomas' brows furrowed, maybe in confusion, maybe in annoyance, mostly in confusion. He turned around, looking up at Alfred.

"You aren't gonna stop me?"

"Would you stop if I tried?" Is all the butler asked, looking down at the younger man with his hands behind his back. His voice surprisingly still it's usual level and calm tone.

"Guess not." Thomas murmured, grabbing the stuff Alfred got for him and moving back over to where the suits were held to change. It only took him a few minutes to re-emerge, the hood of the hoodie under the jacket and the face scarf mixed with the eyeshadow doing a decent job of hiding him away without needing the actual suit.

Alfred was still standing next to the Batcomputer, his eyes barely widening at the sight of Thomas as the vigilante walked back over to the Batcomputer to grab his phone to look at his info sheet.

"Master Richard wasn't wrong, you know. You do act a lot like Bruce. You even dress like him. When the Riddler went on his, well, terroristic rampage when your father had practically just started, he wore something basically identical to that."

"It's just an outfit, Alfred, there's no meaning to it. It's hiding in plain sight." Thomas sighed out, stuffing his phone in his right jacket pocket, and zipping it up after, walking over to what looked like a small opening in the cave, but it opened up to a large 'garage' of sorts. Where every important vehicle to the Batfamily was kept apart from Dick's, which had always shown to Thomas that he'd fully relocated to Bludhaven.

Thomas admits he did keep some non-important vehicles here, but they were important to him. Just bikes and cars that would keep him incognito.

Alfred followed after Thomas as he walked over to his non-modified motorcycle. A boring paint job, an unknown manufacturer. Perfect for him.

"I do have to ask though, Master Thomas, what is it you hope to get out of tonight?" The older gentleman asked, still at the entrance of the room as Thomas mounted his motorcycle. The teenager stared down at the handles of his bike, trying to think of a proper answer.

"Justice, I guess."

"Not vengeance?"

"They're the same thing. One's just nicer to hear."

Alfred let out a soft scoff, not a patronising one, not one dismissing what Thomas said, more just because it was something he'd heard before. Two times before, actually.

"I don't even have to tell you who said that first."

"And I don't have time for another lecture about being too much like Bruce. You've been doing it for the past four years." Thomas said before he inhaled sharply, he gripped the handlebars of his bike tight to try and not slam down on them, then pulled down the face scarf covering his mouth.

"Isn't it just possible I'm still grieving and I don't know how to handle it? JUST BECAUSE I'M SAD AND- AND FUCKING... I DON'T KNOW, ANGSTY, THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M BRUCE REINCARNATE!"

"I DON'T NEED YOU, I DON'T NEED TIM, I DON'T NEED DICK OR BRUCE HIMSELF TO KEEP FUCKING REPEATING HOW SIMILAR I AM TO HIM!" Thomas yelled across the cavernous garage, his voice echoing off the rocky walls, his hands squeezing the handles of his bike as he tried to calm down. "BECAUSE I'M NOT! YOU ALL JUST HAVE SUCH A LIMITED FUCKING VIEW OF ME, I-"

"Just... get out of my way and take care of Zac for me."

Alfred, after hearing Thomas blow up, simply let out a nod after a few moments before walking away, Thomas sighing after he left.

(blink)

Thomas sat on his bike for a minute, inhaling, holding for three to five seconds before exhaling over and over to try and clear his head.

After one last breathing exercise, he pulled his face scarf back up and drove onto the exit platform of the Batcave, after about ten seconds, it activated. Lifting Thomas up until the ground above opened up, some snow spilling onto the platform before Thomas emerged into the night. He revved his bike before driving off, the platform sinking back down after and the "doors" in the ground closed, hiding the cave once more.

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BROTHERS | Episode 24

24 bc this takes place now AFTER the new years episode I'm still writing

U CAN COMPLAIN WHEN U WRITE

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X sat on one of the benches outside the shelter, his body leaned forward and his elbows propped up on his thighs to hold his face up.

He liked watching the people walking. They all looked so different from the scientists and guards he'd grown up with, they were... beautiful, in a way.

They were all unbothered. They had no idea a facility of man-made organic machines had existed for decades just a few tens of miles away, and X thought they were lucky for that.

The doors to the shelter opened, and X turned his head slightly to see a somewhat concerned-looking ST-021.

"Hey, I was looking for you, " the taller clone said, looking more grumpy than anything now since all his looking and trying to find X inside had been fruitless, and he was just... chilling outside.

X noted ST's speaking had gotten a lot better, maybe he'd been listening to the homeless people inside and mimicking, then he shrugged, moving to the left of the bench so ST could sit down.

Moving had gotten so painful recently with the vibranium finally hardening properly, but because he'd moved so much as it was shot and set under his skin, he could feel it hadn't set smoothly.

There were random hitches where his flesh would get caught and cut, specifically on his shoulders, and of course his claws. He'd always been able to see them under his skin but they've gotten so gnarly looking after the vibranium bonding. He hated it all. The metal coating his bones, his body, everything. He and all he was was a reminder of what he was supposed to be and who he came from.

And if anyone could sense that pain, that hate, it would be his first friend.

"You okay?" The blonde asked, the grumpy frown he had on his face softening as he sat next to X, hunching over to mirror the other boy's position.

X shrugged, turning back to watch the people walking, jogging and running. Some had bags full of food, which he thought was kind of funny.

"...don't really know why I... ask stuff when you c-can't talk," ST murmured, keeping his eyes on X so he could try and "read" him.

ST had been trying his best to forget about the facility, but it's hard to forget everything you know, and the facility and the way he lived and was treated there, really is all he knows.

He felt more empty than anything else, and even though X looked empty and everything, he knew that he thought a lot, but ST himself tried to not think because if he did he thought he'd think too much.

It was so strange knowing you'd been hurt every day of your life and then just had to forget about it. He couldn't take his anger out on anyone anymore like he used to, and it was frustrating. He felt restrained.

But based on how X was treated, at least from what he heard and was able to tell, he must know how that frustration feels as well. ST believed in X more than anything else now.

"You know-" ST turned around to look at X, the shorter boy already having turned around - at the same time, the both of them seemed a little surprised by the unintentional synchronization.

"You... were the first person I ever actually wanted to..."

X leaned his head more on his left hand, freeing his right as he opened his hand as if he already knew what the blonde was going to say, a soft, unfamiliar smile on his face. A real one, not anywhere near as faint as his usual half-smirks.

The taller clone mirrored the shorter's smile, putting his hand in his, the same way they held each other seven-something years ago, through the bars of ST's cell window.

"...touch." The blonde finished, his tone soft and light.

X nodded, still smiling.

That meant a lot to ST, and X as well, even if he didn't show it in any way other than the smile.

Both of them had been abused, hurt by any hand that touched them before, but with each other, how entwined they seemed to be, physically with their abilities and mentally with their behaviours and mindset, they felt a kinship. They felt safe.

They felt like brothers.

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The Gang Gets (Somewhat) Festive | Episode 22.

Forta snored, X scowled, ST stared and Kallen slept soundly.

It was late. Or... early. The only clock here is analogue at the very far back of the hall they were camping out in, and even if it wasn't it isn't like either of the four knows how to read any type of time. All they know is that it's dark.

There was now a tree under the clock. X saw Lyam and his mother putting it up with some random helpers from around the shelter. X struggled to get what it meant, but it was bright, had weird stuff wrapped around it, and a star on top.

It was pretty, just... kind of annoying when you're trying to sleep.

Not that X has slept; ST neither but X is sure that's either ST just copying him or not wanting X to be alone.

Something the two had learnt was that most people sleep REALLY loudly. A lot of the other homeless people in the shelter snored, unlike Forta, but with Forta, it was more just high-pitched mimimimi's. With the others, it was more like loud, breathy groans.

It was another thing that enforced X and ST's lack of sleep. Especially since they can hear people almost miles out of the shelter in homes and apartments snoring.

"You okay?" ST suddenly asked, an eyebrow raised. He was mostly asking because of X's scowl, finally having gotten around to asking about it. Kallen's resting face is just emotionless, Forta's is similar but there's more of a pout there. ST's is difficult to put down, usually trying to mimic X's scowl but he can't really get it down, and he wants to know why he always seems so grumpy.

'cause they're free, right? Why be angry?

X turned to face ST, his legs crossed as he sat on the mat he'd made his bed, just next to ST's.

"Mhm." He nodded before he turned his head back to where it was, dropping it to stare at his lap.

"...'kay,'' ST responded, looking around before laying down and turning over to try and get some rest. He doesn't have the same patience as X to just watch people sleep for almost ten hours.

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About an hour later:

"Can't stay here." One of the voices in X's head whispered, the voice too quiet for him to actually make out which one it was.

"Need home." Another one spoke, X's left eye twitching as he heard it, letting out a small huff in response.

"But I can't do anything." A voice spoke out, this time being X's himself. The sound was... strange, even to X himself. He's never spoken so he doesn't know what his voice is supposed to sound like, I mean he has, but that was a single word and before that, he was five.

It was like a voice without an accent. Like a robot, almost.

"You can, you just aren't."

X grunted at that, standing up and walking over to the far back of the big room they were in to get to the TV, something he'd actually been able to recognise outside of the facility.

He glanced at the remote on the same table the TV was on, some foldable chairs around it and the TV. He tilted his head at it.

He'd never had a remote for his TV when he was still in the facility, so it was new to him. He didn't like it, he thought it looked weird, so he turned the TV on by leaning forward and clicking the on button at its side, turning the volume down really low to not wake any of the other sleeping people up.

The TV flashed on, the news channel on it playing for a few seconds without audio before the menu on the bottom half of the screen popped up and the audio caught up.

"In the medical world today, news about the Goldberg Pharmaceutical Company declining certain treatments to mutants has landed the company in hot water, showing the company's side on human/mutant relations." The presenter spoke, X tilting his head as he did.

He didn't really know what a mutant was, he'd heard it a few times in the facility, so it was confusing. Were they people?

"In a similar, more action-driven vein, the X-Men, mutant "hero" group, have been involved in another scandal involving the destruction of a manufacturing plant owned by Trask Industries. Bolivar Trask is known for his radical vie..." Blah, blah, blah. X was more interested in the footage being shown when the name X-Men was thrown around.

He squatted down, tilting his head at the TV as he leaned his head closer, his nose almost touching the screen.

On the screen, where X was looking, there was a man. Small vertically but big horizontally. Liam couldn't tell if he was fat or muscley.

He had claws. Ex- well, not exactly like X's, a lot more neat and finely shaped, not barbed and messy like X's, but other than that, the same.

After a moment, X turned his head to the left to look at nothing but darkness, his reflective eyes glinting.

In the darkness, he could see an outline of the form he'd usually see when that grumbly, growly voice in his head spoke, and for the first time, he smiled. Not calmly or anything, it looked more manic, but that was more because he didn't really know how to smile. He was excited. Really, REALLY excited.

He turned back to the screen, his smile quickly dropping as the news presenter had moved onto a different topic, growling quietly. He never knew how to rewind on his TV, but he needed to look at that man again. He looked around quickly and grabbed the remote on the table, staring at it confusedly. Taking a lucky guess, he pressed the button with the arrows facing left and it worked! The video wound back, and X pressed the button with the two lines to try and stop it when it got back to the footage.

His eyes locked onto the short man again, that excited, manic, almost feral smile returning as he looked at him, then back to the shadowy outline in the darkness, then back again.

"Pa..." X croaked out, his voice crackly from rarely being used.

He looked at the others on the screen. There was a grey alien-looking guy that looked exactly like Kallen - unmorphed, obviously. And a guy with his fingers tapping a... thing covering his eyes. He unpaused the news channel to see the man shooting a red blast out of his eyes. Like- like Forta! Just... red.

Not as cool of a colour, X thought.

It didn't look like ST's "parent" was there, but three out of four is great! REALLY GREAT!

X sprang up to his feet, his breathing heavy and sounding almost excited as he smiled wide.

"I-i-it... yah... yay!" X whisper-shouted to himself, doing a small jump out of excitement.

I mean, sure the guy didn't really LOOK like X, but he had the height, and the claws. And he doesn't have any other leads.

He quickly turned around, dashing back to his and the other's mats, tapping and almost slapping them awake.

"Ow- ah- dude!" Forta whined, the room briefly lighting up a light blue as he almost opened his eyes for too long, the parts on his rag in front of his eyes quickly burnt open.

Kallen gasped awake, quickly flinching and putting her hands over her head. X felt a bit bad at making her relive some trauma temporarily but it was for the greater good. "Wah! Wh- what's going on?"

Then it was ST's turn, he didn't sleep often but when he did he was deep, so X just slapped him awake on his cheek. In return, ST shot up awake and quickly grabbed X by the throat before his eyes fully opened and let him go, an almost pitiful, tired look in his eyes as an apology, but his brows stayed furrowed, showing his annoyance. "Wh... why?"

(think of how homer grabs bart in the simpsons so funny)

X stood up, still breathing loudly and smiling with his teeth bared as he pointed over to the TV, running over to it and expecting the others to follow in tow.

And like usual, they did. Kallen grabbed Forta, the taller boy huffing as she did and slung one of his arms over her shoulders so he could be dragged and sat down in one of the foldable chairs. ST got up slowly, stretching and groaning as his bones cracked and walked over to the TV, his posture hunched over like usual to mimic X's.

Even though X was standing upright for the first time. They all noted it made almost no difference in his height.

The ones that could see, that is.

X pointed over and over again at the TV, so after sitting Forta down, Kallen leaned forward to see why X was so excited.

After a few seconds, her eyes locked on the man who looked like her unmorphed self and gasped, looking over at X with a wide, teeth-bared smile. Just not as manic as his. She was very, VERY excited. Enough to let out a "BBEEHH!" of excitement.

"Why's Kallen making noises?" Forta croaked out, clearing his throat of the sleepiness in his voice, coughing after.

"X FO-" Kallen started before looking around at the sleeping people in the shelter, trying her best to adjust her volume.

"X found the people we're, like, made of! On TV!"

Forta didn't have the knowledge that it was still nighttime, so he let out a very, very loud: "WHAT?!"

"DUDE, THAT'S-" ST slapped the back of his head as he got up to the TV, letting out a harsh "SHHHHH!", looking around quickly to make sure no one woke up.

Homeless people were deep sleepers.

X's face twisted in thought for a second.

It was really convenient that they weren't waking up.

Like reality couldn't be bothered having them do anything.

But then he shrugged it off and went back to his wild smile.

"Ow! Freak you, man..." Forta murmured, copying a phrase he'd heard Lyam say the day prior. He rubbed the back of his head as ST sat down next to him on a chair.

"Anyways... that's really, REALLY good, dude! We- we can like, find them, right?"

"Yeah, yeah, the, uh, thing on the thing above the thing says, uh..."

Kallen's descriptive skills were just top-notch for describing to a forcefully blind person.

"Manhattan, NY."

Kallen looked at X, then ST.

"What's NY?"

ST shrugged. He was excited, not as excited as he would be if his parent was found, but he was still happy. He just couldn't show it properly tired.

"Well, if Manhattan's the one spelt out properly, then that has to be, like... the important place, right?" Forta murmured, trying to contribute.

"Oh, yeah, good point." Kallen hummed, patting Forta on the knee appreciatively.

"So we're going to whatever Manhattan is?" ST asked, glancing at Kallen and then X.

Kallen was going to say yes, but closed her mouth and turned to X.

Forta, almost feeling everyone turn their heads, turned to look at X.

He turned to face the Christmas tree in the corner, but he thought it was X. ST quickly sighed, grabbed Forta's head in his large hands and craned his head to the right to look at X properly before assuming his previous position.

X stopped breathing so heavily, almost swallowing his smile away to try and build some suspense.

But he couldn't contain himself and his mouth opened wide again, his sharp, almost metallic teeth bared again.

"Uh-huh." He nodded frantically, his enthusiasm palpable.

"Yes!" Kallen whisper-shouted, turning back to the TV, then to ST and X again.

"Okay, yeah, freak yeah, dude! I can't wait to get outta here. And see my parent guy." Forta said, sounding both excited and relieved. Not super excited but he was lacking the visual aspect and he was tired. He was similar to ST in that way.

"Why do you wanna get out of here?" Kallen asked.

"People smell."

"I agree." ST mumbled.

Kallen shrugged, trying to keep on topic and excited. "Okay, so... we could try talking to Lyam about it. He could tell us how to get to Manhattan. Or NY."

X nodded, letting out a quiet "Hee...hehehee."

"Is that a laugh?" Forta asked, sounding frightened, and confused, and the scoff at the end made it seem almost as if he was trying to make fun of X.

"Leave him alone, stupid." ST scolded.

X stayed smiling, his right eye twitching as the voices in his head spoke up again.

"He actually did something." The annoying, usually mean and raspy voice said.

"Shut up." The one that looked like his parent said.

The loud and chanty one was quiet today. But he didn't care. He found something good.

And they could get further away from the facility, so that was good.

He hasn't felt happiness like this since... six years old.

The others had probably never felt it, so he felt even better to have found something.

X turned to look at the tree to the left of the TV he'd found annoying just an hour or two earlier, his smile calming down and looking almost peaceful.

The star at the top meant something to him now. Maybe not something as poetic as a new beginning, but he saw it differently. Maybe he saw it as Manhattan. He doesn't really know himself, but he can see why people seemed so much happier around the time the tree was put up.

The lights around it were beautiful, really. Still annoying, but beautiful to look at.

He looked at one of the things hanging from the tree branches, reading some of the small writing on it.

"Merry Christmas!"

[canidfeline]

uuggghhhhh why do you have to have ACTUAL THINGS TO DOOOUUUHHHHHHHHH

why cant i just talk to you all THE TIMEEEUUUHHH

jokes aside i am very proud of you for getting rid of most distractions to do your homework, very much so

staring at ur pictures to fall asleep is making me feel more and more like a wife with her husband at war

[canidfeline]

I LOVE HOPECORE

I CANT WAIT TO WRITE ZAC BEING HOPEFUL AND MAKING THOMAS OPEN UP

I LOVE HOPE!!!

WE ARE MADE OF HOPE!!

[canidfeline]

retconning thomas' psychopathy to anger issues/something within that realm bc i think it'll work better down the line

im not gonna edit anything bc i cant be arsed so if you ever read back just use ur lovely little imagination

[canidfeline]

Archer Queen | Physical Desc.

Short light blonde hair, think of Havok from X-Men: Days of Future Past.

Dark blue eyes.

White but with somewhat tanned skin; more similar to Zac's skin than Thomas'.

Suit: I'm thinking Hawkeye style more than Green Arrow, I'll probably find a pic from Pinterest

found one

i feel like his main colours would be more black, grey and white. imagine the arrow symbol on hawkeyes armour in the picture having a kind of white threaded outline with the inside being a dark grey, with the real suit still being black.

basically black would be the primary, dark grey the secondary, with accents being white.

also, the short-sleeved t-shirt under hawkeye's armour would instead be long-sleeved.

also he still has a black hood and a grey domino mask.

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main weapons: regular bow and arrow (obviously), usually holstered on his left shoulder, his quiver usually on his right; filled with normal arrows and a smaller, separate compartment for trick arrows. He doesn't carry the boxing glove arrows even though i'd love him to, he can just unscrew the head of normal arrows. most of the trick ones would be rope ones for tightropes to cross and to climb up walls.

green arrow (in the show at least) also carries a 'pistol' crossbow (just a small crossbow) that can have both a normal crossbow mode and a grappling hook mode (like batmans grapnel gun) so he also has that holstered on his right thigh like a revolver.

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personality: cocky and confident because he knows he can be. very headstrong and is usually the main one to properly argue with Thomas on things he does wrong. Can be quiet when he's pulled up about something he's done wrong. Has a bit of a fragile ego. REALLY hates jokes about being the worse Thomas.

he's extremely skilled with his long-ranged weapons, more than Thomas is by a mile and is just a bit below him skill-wise in close quarters, although almost on par.

he's also the child of Black Canary and Green Arrow, although clearly not inheriting his mother's sonic scream.

as much as him and Thomas may fight and argue, they do have a decent sort of ''ally'' relationship, more cordial and attentive in situations than real friends but there is a certain kinship

disgustingly straight

like more than thomas

the kind of guy to say ew if u asked him

[canidfeline]

STONE-HEART.

Fur boots slowly padded against the snow-covered earth before coming to a halt behind a fallen log.

The boy knelt down behind the log, his breaths slow and careful as if he were doing breathing exercises. He held up his bow, resting it on the log to hold it still as he reached his other hand back to draw an arrow from his quiver.

A blacksmith needs furs for leather and as any mercenary would be, Arius was up for the job.

A 16-year-old aspiring mercenary, but still.

After a good minute of thinking and staring off into the snow below him, his fiery amber eyes snapped to an elk trudging through the snow, its hooves leaving little prints in the slush.

He shook his head to a few loose strands of his raven-black hair out of his eyes. He pushed the arrow he had in his right hand against the bow in his left, locking it in position before pulling it back with the string, aiming for its neck as it leaned down to eat from a patch of grass that wasn't fully covered by the snow.

He loosed the arrow from the string with a quiet but long exhale, biting his lip to stop a small wince from escaping him and shaking his right hand a little from the pain of the small string of the bow digging into the creases of his pointer and middle fingers.

The arrow shot into the elk's neck, the animal letting out a loud bugle before flopping into the ground on the side where Arius had shot, snapping the arrow in half which made the boy roll his eyes. He didn't really have money to spare on extra arrows, he only had about 12 left.

11 and a half now, maybe. He can work with half an arrow if he just ties a few feathers to it.

He scratched his jawline - his growing facial hair irritating the skin - as he stepped over the log to get over to the dead elk, pulling the pointy-ended half of the arrow out of its neck and plopping it back into his quiver before unsheathing a small skinning knife out of a belt loop, his hand brushing against the short fur cloak covering him from his broad shoulders to his hips.

He gripped one of the elk's antlers with his left hand to hold it still as his right stabbed the skinning knife into the elk's stomach, pushing it further left in a regular grip before grunting and switching to a reverse grip so he could have more control over the blade and skin the animal faster. He's impatient.

After about an hour or so, he'd skinned the elk fully, rolling its pelt up so it could fit into his homemade rucksack (but like a medieval rucksack) and butchering a few parts of meat to bring home to his Mother. Then, he took his knife to just below one of the elk's antlers - maybe for decoration in his room or to sell. Maybe crush up to practice alchemy with.

In ten minutes, he'd got halfway through the antler before just tutting to himself and standing up.

He definitely wasn't the only one after the coin from this little job, he wanted to be quick.

With a clearing of his throat, he stood back up and walked away from the corpse to find the road he'd been following to get here again. The wolves should get it. Or the Bosmer.

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After thirty minutes or so, he arrived back at Bruma, wonderful Bruma.

He nodded with a 'smile' at one of the guards as they pushed the city gates open for him, walking inside and towards the blacksmith's shop where he'd gotten the job, rubbing his cold, calloused hands together for warmth.

With a quick glance left and right, he noted the smelter to the right of the shop before jogging up the three little steps to the wooden door and knocking before opening it.

The shop was cosy and warm, letting Arius exhale a breath he hadn't known he was holding and not having to see the fog. He thought it was a tad strange to build a blacksmith and have it mainly made out of wood. Especially with the forge and anvil being inside. Also seems like a bit of an inconvenience with the smelter OUTSIDE, but he isn't the professional here, he supposed.

Stone floors at least. To avoid floor fires, probably.

Wall and ceiling fires were still totally possible.

Why is the architecture like this?

He walked up to the shabby wooden counter, knocking on it twice.

''Second!'' The deep voice of the blacksmith shouted from behind the corner of the wall just to the right of the counter - Arius' left.

''I've got they, eh, pelts ye wanted. The ones (pronounced wahns because of the Scottish accent) you made the flyer for?"

''Eh? Awh.''

The Nord mumbled, not really that loud but Arius had some sharp ears on him.

After a few seconds, Arius could hear the man's leather boots marching closer before he appeared from around the corner. Big, brawny Hulgard.

The man's hands and lower wrists were covered in soot, Arius could see it on his boots and his apron, sweat even soaking through his shirt's armpits. He was dark-skinned and Arius could never tell if his skin was just imbued with the suit or if he was actually just darker-skinned.

''Ah, Arius. S'you.'' The smith said, his tone turning a smidge friendlier. Arius has been shopping here since he was old enough to lift a sword. And with his upbringing and nature, that wasn't that old.

And the height and genes.

''It's me, Hulgard.'' The boy huffed, pulling his rucksack off his back to unbutton the clasp to take his loot out, setting the sack on the counter.

The man opened his mouth to speak before noting the growing mutton chops on the boy's cheeks, smiling a little before speaking.

''Eh... not to burst your oh-so-eager bubble there, Ari, but I've already got the, eh... pelts.''

''Whit.''

''Aye.''

Arius sucked in his bottom lip, chewing on it and clenching his teeth. He might be overreacting already, but he spent fucking ages in the snow just waiting for an animal, any animal. HE GOT ON ELK! A MASSIVE FUCKING THING! SKINNED IT ALL!

''...who? Ye rarely actually give any o' yer jobs to real mercs to save on the coin, and Bruma's full a' kids like me, so, who?'' He asked, hands gripping his still-full rucksack that was still set on the counter

''If I tell you, are you going to fight them for the coin?'' The blacksmith asked, leaning forward and putting his hands on the edge of the counter. He sounded more exasperated than anything. It wouldn't be Arius' first time.

''Naw.''

''Ye are, ain't you.''

''I just said no! I'm honest.''

''Yer as honest as your mother and that's an extremely low bar, young Stone-Heart.''

Arius just let out a loud exhale from his nose, tilting his head and staring at Hulgard all deadpan-like.

The man huffed, hanging his head low before looking back up.

''It was Jirak.''

Fucking Jirak- OF COURSE, it was fucking Jirak, the grey-skinned bastard.

Not that Arius has anything against Dark Elves, he thought the Dunmer were an interesting and relatively cool people.

They were just usually dicks and Jirak was one of them. Isn't at all his fault he would use that phrase. No.

''YOU- JIR- GAVE IT TO-'' The boy sputtered, shaking his head every other word. He took it way more to heart than any right person should. He's a very sensitive boy, it isn't his fault.

Mummy says he's special.

''Just fuck off, Hulgard, you hook-nosed cunt.'' He huffed out sharply after regaining the ability to speak after his little episode, gripping his bag tighter and going to yank it off the table to put it back on himself.

''Och, Arius- I can still pay ye for the pelts, ya daft, young bastard. Not the same price as the job, but you can sell it.'' Hulgard sighed out, hanging his head low - again - before leaning more on the counter, folding his arms under him.

''Ah. Right ye are, aye.'' Arius mumbled, digging into his sack for a second before just turning it upside down and emptying it onto the smith's counter.

The man breathed and nodded, doing some math mentally in his head before reaching back for his coin purse, counting some coin before putting about 15 Septims on the counter.

''Not that bad, I guess.'' The boy murmured, taking the money and stuffing it into his own, less full coin purse. He nodded to Hulgard before just marching off like he was in a huff out the shop.

''By Talos, that boy.'' Hulgard tutted to himself before heading back into the back of the shop where the forge was.

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was going to be longer but considering you start college soon (which im unbelievably proud of you for) i wanted to get this out and i'll just do a part 2 later.

this is the song i was listening to so here