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DOMS NEED AFTERCARE TOO!!!

Tell them they did good

Remind them they didn’t hurt you and that you are mentally ok

If they did hurt you tell them how much you enjoyed it

Tell them you felt safe in your scene

Make sure they hydrate and refuel with a little snack if they need it

Thank them for fulfilling your desires

Cuddle them, pet them, hold them

If either of you safeworded discuss why you did so and how to prevent it from progressing that far in the future

Relax! Watch a movie play some video games together! Don’t just leave or ask them to leave afterwards…doms are not just sentient sex toys

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someone cumming on fresh cuts/wounds would fix me

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purposely getting me to age regress and then violently fucking me while i sob and moan uncontrollably because i don’t understand what’s going on

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they hate me for my slut waist and recurring self harming behavior

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when he grabs a hunting knife and stabs right through my lower abdomen, making a clean hole into my uterus so he can fuck and breed my womb directly <3 <3 <3

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I like violence and I will make it sexual.

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there is something deeply, fundamentally wrong with me and i want you to make it worse. btw

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thinking of vivisecting a pretty boy and digging my fingers into the cuts and tearing and licking the blood off him. thinking of how pretty flesh looks being torn off ribs. thinking about cutting and tearing and scratching skin from muscle from bone

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Had a small session last night, with my partner

No real cuts, just light scratches. Being guided and talked through it,, yeah I fear I may have genuinely sighed in relief upon feeling the point on my skin.

Almost none of my scratches went red, and none bled, but they're still there today and I can't stop touching them and looking at them.

Especially their initial, it's a little bit imperfect and tilted, but holy shit.

Putting each others initials on our bodies, I'm never recovering from this. Maybe I'm just a freak but, that was one of the most romantic things possible...

One day I'll convince this dork to make a blog on here with me, matching blogs would be so cute ❤️‍🩹

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I love my wife

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I want to be desired because of my scars, my blood and flesh, need to be thought of as pretty while my skin is torn and the inner workings of my body are exposed.

Being so vulnerable, open - literally, and being loved and wanted more because of it.

I need to be praised and loved for the mess on my skin, my whole body, every little cut and scar or bruise.

I want new ones made, to reflect that.

I adore every mark and permanent change made on my skin, especially by my loved ones - the bites and carvings. Every little thing.

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I want to be desired because of my scars, my blood and flesh, need to be thought of as pretty while my skin is torn and the inner workings of my body are exposed.

Being so vulnerable, open - literally, and being loved and wanted more because of it.

I need to be praised and loved for the mess on my skin, my whole body, every little cut and scar or bruise.

I want new ones made, to reflect that.

I adore every mark and permanent change made on my skin, especially by my loved ones - the bites and carvings. Every little thing.

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Something about a man groaning while he strokes his cock has me in a chokehold

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Going from "good girl" to "good fucking slut" in 0.5 seconds.

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I just need to get worse

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rape me, cut me up, hurt me, make me bleed until i’m sobbing and pleading for mercy. then take me home, clean me up, stitch up my wounds and kiss me. just to fuck with my head.

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She has the kind of body that makes you want to cut her up and beat her on camera for everyone to see. Isn't it sweet how proud I am of you? So pretty I can't help but show off what a perfect victim you are for me.