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Honestly, it’s my birthday and part of me just wishes I were dead. I hate my life. So much has gone wrong and at this point is it even worth trying to fix it? The only reason I’m still alive is I don’t want to hurt other people, but by doing so I’m just putting myself through pain. I just want to find happiness for once in my life, but it feels impossibly out of reach. Why the fuck am I here? How the fuck did I get here? I didn’t ask for any of this, I just want to disappear. I want to run away from all my problems, because no matter how many I face more and more and more difficult ones arise. This is just one hand of shit after another. Can someone please put me out of my misery?

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“Never trust your tongue when your heart is bitter.”

— Samuel J. Hurwitt

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Step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not.

-Mooji

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“I’m not everything I want to be, but l’m more than I was, and l’m still learning.”

— Charlotte Eriksson, Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself

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To forget you

I need to forget myself

which is kinda impossible

most part of me includes you

my happiness

forgetting you

is forgetting happiness

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Fml

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“Some won’t appreciate you no matter how much you do for them. Release yourself. Go where you’re appreciated and understood.”

— Robert Tew

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I've wished so many times for you to reach out to me. For you to write to me, expressing that you've missed me too. That you've often thought of me, recalling everything we've experienced and endured together. And even today, there's nothing I long for more. I still miss you.

— r.r.

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