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Quotes I've collected over the years. Snippets of writings that have made me think, made me feel, made me question.
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camsquotenotebook · 2 months ago
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omfg i forgot that i never showed tumblr my greatest achievement. my pride and joy, my pi-ass de résistance
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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The Waiting
By Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Insistence of Beauty”
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I waited for you calmly, with infinite patience.
I waited for you hungrily, just short of desperate.
When you came, I knew that desperate was attractive.
I was calm, no one wants the kind of calm I was.
It tried your patience, it made you hungry for a man
who was hungry. I am that man, I said,
but I said it calmly. My body was an ache, a silence.
It could not affirm how long it had waited for you.
It could not claw or insist or extend its hands.
It was just a stupid body, closed up and voracious. 
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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The Answers
By Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Insistence of Beauty”
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Why did you leave me?
We had grown tired together. Don’t you remember?
We’d grown tired together, we’re going through the motions.
Why did you leave me?
I don’t know, really. There was comfort in that tiredness.
There was love.
Why did you leave me?
You began to correct my embellishments in public.
You wouldn’t let me tell my stories.
Why did you leave me?
She is…I don’t wish to be
any more cruel than I’ve been.
You son-of-a-bitch.
Why did you leave me?
I was already gone.
I just brought my body with me.
Why did you leave me?
You found out and I found I couldn’t give her up.
I was as shocked as you were.
Why didn’t you lie to me?
I was already lying to you. It was hard work.
All of it suddenly felt like hard work.
Why did you leave me?
I wanted to try monogamy again.
I wanted the freedom to be monotonous.
You fucker. You fucking son-of-a-bitch.
Why did you leave me?
I wanted you both. I thought I could be faithful
to each of you. You shouldn’t have made me choose.
Don’t you know what betrayal is?
I never thought of it as betrayal. More like one pleasure
of mine you should never have known.
You are really quite an awful man.
Why did you leave me?
It was time to leave.
The hour of leaving had come.
Why did you leave me?
It would take too long to explain. Please
don’t ask me to explain.
Will you not explain it to me?
No, I will not explain it to you. I’ll say anything
rather than explain it to you. Even things that sound true.
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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“It’s easy (I know it) for anything to occur
when men feel one way, act another.”
Excerpt from “Grudges” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Insistence of Beauty”
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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“Despair is perfectly compatible with a good dinner, I promise you.”
- William H. Thackeray
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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“…On that dark Juarez night,
every step of your troubled descent
was toward me. I was waiting
in the future for such a woman.”
Excerpt from “Juarez” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Insistence of Beauty” and “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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“I was unfaithful to you last week.
At that moment (you understand)
we had to hug, but that’s all we did.
It hardly matters. We were in each other’s
sanctums, among the keepsakes,
we’d gone where most sex cannot go.”
Excerpt from “The Stories” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Insistence of Beauty”
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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“Because I was slow with girls
and didn’t understand
they might like to be touched,
my girlfriend took my hand
and placed it on her breast.
We were sixteen. I just
left it there
as if I were memorizing,
which in fact I was.
It was all research and dream,
some fabulous connection
between my hand and her breathing,
then I was breathing like that too.
I’m thinking of the power of loveliness
to sadden.
And I love the corporeal body itself,
designed to fail,
and the mind, the helpless mind,
so often impelled to think about it.”
Excerpts from “Not the Occult” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 3 months ago
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“Often sweetness comes
as if on loan, stays just long enough
to make sense of what it means to be alive,
then returns to its dark
source. As for me, I don’t care
where it’s been, or what bitter road
it’s traveled
to come so far, to taste so good.”
Excerpt from “Sweetness” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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“Thus, for years, I thought
all arguments were silent
and this is why silence
is what I arm myself with
and silence is what I hate.”
Excerpt from “What Goes On” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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“The house had double locks
but in the dark a wrong person
would understand: the windows
were made of glass:
The work we did left some time
for the work we loved.
I knew after many hurts
how to hold back
what could hurt me,
how to become hollow, absurd.
Passing churches, I remembered
the old repetitions,
the faked novenas,
but what did I feel, really,
after removing disguise after disguise,
then adding others,
could I know what I felt?
At night, the shining
steeple across the lake
was a nuisance or a beacon.
Years ago, when the angels
our parents insisted on
could not longer fly
and our bodies took them in,
it seemed we’d solved by cancellation
how to live on our own.”
Excerpts from “Local Time” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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THOSE OF US WHO THINK WE KNOW
Those or us who think we know
the same secrets
are silent together most of the time,
for us there is eloquence
in desire, and for a while
when in love and exhausted
it’s enough to nod like shy horses
and come together
in a quiet ceremony of tongues.
It’s in disappointment we look for words
to convince us
the spaces between stars are nothing
to worry about,
it’s when those secrets burst
in that emptiness between our hearts
and the lumps in our throats.
And the words we find
are always insufficient, like love,
though they are often lovely
and all we have.
By Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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“Could I tell her the Bible
is a great book certain people use
to make you feel bad?”
Excerpt from “At The Smithville Methodist Church” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World.”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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“Make a fire.
If the Devil sits down, offering companionship,
tell him you’ve always admired
his magnificent, false moves.
Then recite the list
of what you’ve learned to do without.
It is stronger than prayer.”
“Traveling (From “Sympathetic Magic”)” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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“A hesitation hints at an attempt to be honest, suggests
a difficulty is present. A good sentence needs
a clause or two, interruptions, set off by commas,
evidence of a slowing down, a rethinking.”
Excerpt from “Propositions” by Stephen Dunn, featured in “The Not Yet Fallen World.”
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camsquotenotebook · 4 months ago
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“When you inside your life it’s a bet for your heirs, which you win by dying…I’ve tried to live my life so that living would be its own annuity, in its own time. A bet in the dark, the beneficiaries always in doubt.”
Excerpt from “Insurance” by Stephen Dunn. Featured in “Riffs & Reciprocities: Prose Pairs”
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