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Cam was in the gym during lunch practicing taking shots on the goal and some fancy hockey tricks when he realized he was no longer alone. He turned to see who was watching him. “So what do you think?” He asked with a grin.

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“I'’m a quiet person. I spend time observing, not speaking.”

— Norman Reedus (via thelovejournals)

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“I don’t have to forgive to heal. This anger has healed me in more ways than forgiving a person ever could.”

— A person heals in different ways | n.b (via sickly)

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Cam knew in a deep breath even though he felt like his lungs were collapsing. Cam pinned his lower lip between his teeth and nodded “Okay.” He said barely over a whisper. “Just...please don’t hate me. I can’t handle you hating me.” Cam looked down at his shaking hands. “I wasn’t ready to have sex with you because...because I, uh, I was abused. Like...not verbally or mentally or physically. Sooo...yeah.” He gave a small nod and kept his eyes down out of fear of looking at Maya’s face and seeing a reaction he didn’t want.

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SLEEPOVER SATURDAY

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EVER WONDER WHAT MY MUSE SAYS ABOUT YOURS?

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Cam looked back into Maya’s eyes as she spoke but seeing and hearing the hurt and sadness he couldn’t help but cast his eyes away. His heart physically hurt as she pulled her hands away from his. “I-I-I panicked. I’m sorry. I just...I couldn’t face telling you why I wasn’t ready to have sex yet.” He shook his head “But you’re right, what I did wasn’t fair or kind to you and I really am so freaking sorry, Maya. I was trying to not hurt you and all I ended up doing was hurting you even more.” Cam could feel his heart speed up. “Uhhhhh...yeah. It’s kind of a long story though.”

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SLEEPOVER SATURDAY

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Cam winced internally at Maya’s comment but tried to not let it show on his face how much it had hurt. Cam couldn’t help but scoot closer and reach out for Maya’s hands when she asked if it was something that she did that had led to Cam breaking up with her. “Of course you didn’t. You were perfect. You are perfect. I couldn’t...I couldn’t handle taking things to the next level and I didn’t want to deny you that. You deserve someone that can do those things with you. Someone who isn’t messed up and going to drag you down. My mind...it goes to bad places sometimes and I don’t want to take you there with me.”

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I don’t have to forgive to heal. This anger has healed me in more ways than forgiving a person ever could.

A person heals in different ways | n.b (via sickly)