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Go check out, follow, comment, share, whatever you wanna do to my TikTok. Explaining the reason for my first Phalloplasty repair surgery.

Appreciate it!!

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Hey guys! I just posted my first tik tok starting to share my experience transitioning. Please go check it out and follow and share!

Thank you! Excited for what is to come! 😁🏳️‍⚧️

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For the last few weeks I have been slowly starting my fitness Instagram in which I am also going to talk about my experience transitioning over the last 10 years.

Later in August will be one year since I had stage two phalloplasty and got the 3 piece pump implant. Around that time I plan to post a new voice comparison for my 8 years on testosterone and more about my post op experience.

As well as some surprises I am going to be announcing later this year!! 👀😁

Please give my Instagram page a follow and please share. It is extremely appreciated it!

‼️ Cameroninthemaking_fitness ‼️

https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=cbijp4k1b9p5&utm_content=wg59e

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6/27/21

I have really been down on myself for so long for not keeping this blog up to date and not posting more recovery details as they were happening. Sometimes being in the middle of it is more overwhelming that you aren’t really thinking much about documenting it lol

That being said I am at a much better place in my life right now and am extremely motivated in a lot of areas. I am working full time, going to the gym 5 days a week, and training to become a fitness/nutrition coach. I really feel like I am in a spot to get this blog a lot more active and keep up with it on daily basis. I would really love to get more information out there and routinely be answering questions many of you might have.

I just recently passed my 4 years post op phalloplasty and am less than a week away from my 6 years post op for top surgery. I am also 10 months post op the 3 piece inflatable erectile implant and nearly 8 years on testosterone.

Please feel free to message me any topics you’d like me to make a more in depth post about! You can really ask me anything, but if I feel like the question is too far then I will just say so instead of answering!

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Who did you use for your phalloplasty surgery?

I went to Dr. Bauback Safa at the Buncke Clinic in San Francisco for stage 1 in May 2017. Then to Dr. Mang Chen for my stricture repair in 2018 and erectile device implant in 2020.

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4 days post op 3 piece inflatable ED implant.

The overall pain has been pretty low luckily. The first two days I only took Tylenol except when sleeping but yesterday the pain was a lot more noticeable. I decided this was from a mixture of walking more than I should and moving around the testicular implant and pump. That being said both move around quite a bit, I was scared to move them at first but they were getting really uncomfortable. I hope they get used to their spot while healing so they don’t move constantly. Appearance wise is actually pretty dramatic to me. I really wanted the implant to make it look more full and increase girth and I think as of right now it did both of those things perfectly. We will see if this is still the case as the swelling goes away.

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I had my last transitioning surgery today, the inflatable pump with one testicular implant. Everything feels like it was great so far. I’m excited and little anxious to see how everything heals!

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A voice comparison for yesterday being my 7 years on testosterone!

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It honestly blows my mind to think I am 5 years post op top surgery. So thankful to be where I am today.

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How’s everyones quarantine going? I hope you are all staying safe and enjoying this time to rest! Unfortunately my phalloplasty implant has been postponed to August 2020.

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Hey man I saw you got some hate for posting about not feeling like you fit in at pride anymore now that you pass and I feel you on that

What’s up! I am happy to hear I’m not alone in this feeling! I do understand why it sounds arrogant but passing doesn’t take away the struggles of still being trans overall.

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Hi, weird question but I’m assuming you got your ovaries removed during your hysto? Did you get narrower hips after that? I’ve seen some people claim that removing your ovaries cause your hips to narrow (not just talking about fat redistribution) similar to how cis women’s pelvises get narrower after menopause. Have you noticed anything regarding this?

Hmm I had not heard anything about that before. I did have everything removed but did not have any difference in hip size unfortunately.

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I realize i sent that last ask without really reading your blog. Im sorry.

Haha you’re good, I am definitely open to any questions. I have answered quite a few regarding bottom surgery so make sure to browse around a little bit before sending!

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Good morning tumblr, I haven’t posted in awhile. How’s it going? Send me questions to get my account more active!

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Dude I was talking about you feeling less valued during pride because no one knows you're trans. Get over yourself lmao

Hahahah honestly that makes it even worse. I am allowed to have feelings about that especially when I don’t get public support during pride like others would. It would be cool to enjoy the celebration in that way. Passing isn’t the only struggle a trans person goes through. But hey at least I’m not an anonymous little bitch 🤷🏼‍♂️

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Why can't you just be happy that you pass? Do you know how many guys would kill to be seen by society as a man? Must be nice to not be called "miss" or being told "Have a good day ladies" when you're out with a group of women!

This was the most “I have it worse than you so you can’t be upset” shit I’ve ever seen. I am also allowed to have problems in my life outside of being trans and outside of passing. I do realize my privilege and am completely aware of that and am extremely grateful. Although that arguement is not relevant in anyway to my current life problems.

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Some how I’ve never noticed that my top surgery date is ironically the day after pride is over. As much as I love being stealth, I always feel less valued during pride month. Like it isn’t for me or the people around me don’t realize that I am apart of it. So happy pride month to myself and happy 4 years post top surgery. 🎉🏳️‍🌈