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i am just very uncomfortable with the way i am perceived like there’s a disconnect between my actual identity and the identity ppl assume i have and it makes me uncomfortable and stressed out

[cameraroii]

i no longer am in a relationship

[cameraroii]

i have a theyfriend now :))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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i really really want a gf/theyfriend/boyfriend, i just want someone to love me immensely and genuinely and for me to feel the same about them. someone how loves my insides, as well as adores my outside attributes. i want to make someone feel good. i want someone to be able to make me feel good. i want to kiss someone and tell them how my day horseback riding went while we lay in the dark. i want someone to want to hold me. to cherish me. to call me out on my mistakes and ugly opinions. to help me calm down after a panic attack. to joke with me all day long. to think about me and to listen to my words. i want to watch yuzuru hanyu highlights with, even if they can’t get into it, they watch it because it’s something i like. to want to give me their everything and even things they don’t have. i want someone to see me as an angel , for me to see them as my star. i want to be loved.