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iβm resting my head so gentle here. hi iβm sorry for just dropping off. i caught the flu for a week and then the next week got hit with a big bout of depression brain that tried to whoop my ass π
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I hope he recreates Shakespearean plays alone in his House of Hope.
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SHARE AT LEAST FIVE SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF YOUR MUSE, OR THAT YOU ASSOCIATE WITH YOUR MUSEβS CHARACTER ARC. Including lyrics is optional.
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THEY'RE ONLY HUMAN - DEATH NOTE: THE MUSICAL
they're only human / standing still / doomed to live pushing boulders uphill / only human, after all / so they give and they take / hoping someone will help break their fall
DEVILS PRICE - POOR MAN'S POISON
the devil said, "sit and have yourself a glass" / he said "i know you're angry right now, but the feelin' will pass / so keep your cup tipped up when you're feelin' down low / and when you finally forget your purpose, you'll be stumblin' on down my side of the road" / oh you know it ain't good for you / to keep going on like you do / time's running away and it's running fast
EPIC, PT. 1 - ANAIS MITCHELL, JUSTIN VERNON
king of mortar, king of bricks / the river styx was a river of stones / and hades laid 'em high and thick / with a million hands that were not his own / and a million feet that fell in line / stepped in time with hades' step / and a million minds that were just one mind / like stones in a row / stone by stone / row by row
CHILD OF DARKNESS - BEDEMON
come with me now, child of darkness / come with me into the night / let me show you this land of enchantment / let me be your guiding light / this world is dead: it's broken its back / but i can show you what's being done / it all lies within your soul, girl / use your mind and it will come
WHISPER - BURN THE BALLROOM
his favourite days were the mornings she came with / confessions of cardinal sin / a beast in the business of selling forgiveness / dead eyes on a treacherous grin / yet he laps up the vice like a wolf in the night / he's the left hand of God on the stage / yeah, with one hand he offers salvation to lovers / the other, it taketh away
#TBT.#i want you all to know i'm trying to throw more songs from musicals on his playlist#(to be on brand)#but i've only had a few that fit so far
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what form of love do you embody?
LOVE AS VIOLENCE
[ love as bloodshed, crimson as a knife slipped between your ribs ] when ocean vuong said "to arrive at love, then, is to arrive through obliteration" and when franz kafka said "you are the knife i turn inside myself; that is love" and when ada limon said "how do you love? like a fist. like a knife" and when richard siken said "sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine"
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#TBT.#i only have one thing to say to this#that his brand of narcissism and how 'only raphael can love raphael'#means that he turns the knife upon himself#that's all
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Ah, a little mouse beckons him -- even after turning his deal down twice. The call comes during a moment of respite, quill in hand as he pens about new residents of the House of Hope. The first few requests go unanswered. After all, patience is a virtue best taught to the young early and he's a terribly busy man. The tiefling can wait.
And yet, the calls become more insistent with the passage of time. Raphael pinches the bridge of his nose and sighs. A snap his fingers is all it takes to appear within the cursed lands.
β Now, now, has no one taught you patience? Quite the virtue it is, especially when it comes to dealing with someone with a such busy schedule. β A brow raises in curiosity as the cambion holds his arms out in a grand display. β I'm here. You wished to talk... so talk. What brings you knocking on my door? β
the summoning ritual of a cambion is treacherous magic to tamper with. whoever you were before the nautiloid dipped his hands deep into the poison well. introspection isn't on your mind tonight.
"any fucking day, @cambracts . come on! i'm starting to think you like the sound o' my voice," dolly-thrice's silver bell thrums. she is your protection from the shadows. you have chosen to question raphael alone, "it's just you'n me, old man. devil-to-devil. let's talk."
#IC.#ACT 2 VERSE.#mindhallow#raph vc: how about... no? :)#he's decided to be a petty bitch#the bard on bard violence is starting strong today hgtrfdsa
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you know, things about raphael start to make sense the more i realize how he's been molded into who he is by loneliness. loneliness and rejection led him to ambition, who's been his only friend and the only thing keeping him alive for many, many years
#TBT.#it's also funny because ambition is also what leads him to his death#at the hands of a tav / durge#the very thing that's kept him going is what kills him in the end#is so damn poetic
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this house of hope, your tomb.
this was drawn in the aftermath of me completing the house of hope so i was being swallowed by a lot of feelings okay
so what if he's the devil rick at least the devil has a job, at least he's active in the community
EDIT: if yall like this so much, why not check out the 1600+ words essay i wrote about this man and his quest?? π
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YOU WILL WEAR YOUR INDEPENDENCE LIKE A CROWN.
BALDUR'S GATE 3 ORIGINAL CHARACTER, THE DARK URGE. OATH OF THE ANCIENTS PALADIN. INDEPENDENT β’ 21+ β’ SELECTIVE. ROLLED BY FABLE.
#TBT.#i know i'm biased but i love fable so much!#i always get so excited to hear about the characters he writes#and i absolutely /adore/ secret !!!
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@mindhallow bargained: "did you miss me?" π
A chuckle escapes the devil as his smile grows. To a being as old as he, mortals are as fickle as they are trivial. Watching their lives unfold is like watching actors upon a stage perform the same work over and over again. They're born, they go about their fickle little lives unaware, and then they die. Others take their place and thus, the chorus of mortal lives drone on... and on... and on... and on. And yet, Raphael found none to be such a source of intrigue and fascination as his newest acquaintance.
Headstrong, defiant of fate and the worm in his head, walking along a path of blood and tragedy. Wish is a change in the cacophony of other boring pleas for his aid. Why bother with the trivial when he could stand to witness the fall of gods and illithid alike?
β Of course I did. I came all this way just for you. I was in the neighborhood and it would have been terribly rude of me to not stop and say hello to such a dear friend.
β It's a tragedy that our time must be cut short. You see, a devil's work never ends and other clients call for my attention. I shall see you again very soon, my dear Wish. After all, time is running out. My door will be open when you inevitably make the right choice. β
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from this generator.
β close your eyes and hold out your hands. β β what are you smiling at? β β i canβt leave you alone for one minute, can i? β β was it you? did you do all this? β β i donβt know how you do this every dayβ¦ β β that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady youβve just met. β β iβm not sorry. β β i did warn you not to trust me. β β do you remember anything? at all? β β youβre lucky youβre cute. β β why donβt you just kill me? β β did you hurt yourself? β β i could show you the way. β β i donβt feel so good. β β you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. β β donβt go. please. β β you wanna know what your problem is? β β iβm here to drink alone. β β donβt run away from this. β β iβm just saying, murder is an option. β β i didnβt realize you were in so much pain. β β i guess it runs in the family, huh? β β you wouldnβt understand. β β weβve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. β β dangerous to be out so late. β β i hope you havenβt been standing out in the cold this whole time. β β i made a mistake. β β am i not good enough? β β iβm going to get you out of here. β β why did you bring me here? β β arenβt we in a good mood today? β β donβt shut me out. please. β β the stormβs getting worse. β β i never meant to hurt you. β β youβre about as intimidating as a butterfly. β β have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? β β here, take this. youβll catch a cold. β β this is the part where you leave. β β why are you talking like weβll never see each other again? β β you stepped on my foot! β β youβre not a very convincing liar. β β weβre in completely different leagues. β β how did you find me? β β i donβt need you anymore. β β rough day today? β β snap out of it! β β you look better in my clothes than i do. β β why are you still here? β β can i askοΏ½οΏ½οΏ½ what happened? β β are you saying you care about me? β β i wonβt let anyone hurt you. β β itβs not stealing if it was mine to begin with. β β well, this is where i live. β β weβre not so different after all. β β how long have i been asleep? β β no more lies, no more secrets. β β can you forgive me? β β i thought youβ¦ i saw you get shot. β β why are you really here? β β i wish we never met. β β you look like you need a hug. β β would you run away with me? β β see? iβm not just a pretty face. β β we can stop them. i can help you. β β what now? iβm tired. β β i didnβt want you to see me like this. β β i canβt do this without you. β β if you tell me yours, iβll tell you mine. β β are you threatening me? β β did you ever care about me? β β treat me like the princess that i am! β β iβm not leaving you. β β why did you come? β β i need your helpβ¦ and you need mine. β β i wish i could hate you. β β i see you donβt recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. β β youβve lost a lot of blood. β β i had my suspicions, but until now i wasnβt sure. β β thereβs nothing left for me here. β β that isβ¦ literally illegal. youβre describing something illegal. β β wait. iβve heard that sound before. β β just try to hang on. β β so whyβs it so important anyway? β β iβll stay in tonight, thanks. β β we canβt keep going on like this. β β in about a minute, youβll be sorry you didnβt listen to me. β β is this seat taken? sorry, itβs a bit crowded here. β β you canβt leave me here alone! β β iβll believe it when i see it. β β why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. β β i bought two. here. β β iβve seen you before, walking by. β β why canβt i come with you? β β c'mon. arenβt you worried what might happen if we go? β β walk with me? β β itβs very rude to stare. β β how many times have i told you? you canβt visit me here. β β we canβt fix this. can we? β β are you going to kill me? β β itβs not like you can stop me. β β itβs not safe for people to see us together. β β take me with you. β β some risks are worth taking. β β let them go. take me instead. β β what do you want in exchange for it? β β is being drunk an excuse? β β promise me you wonβt overreact. β β how can i possibly trust you? after all youβve done. β β how long have you been standing there? β β why did you wake me? β β iβm not here to talk about my feelings. β β you were going to leave without saying goodbye? β β for some reason, iβm attracted to you. β β promise me? β β itβs nothing, iβm just tired. β β i feel safe with you. β β i donβt need your help. β β i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. β β no way, iβm not doing that. β β i do care. β β you snore in your sleep. itβs adorable. β β i have a spare bed. β β youβre very kind. some day itβll get you killed. β β youβll always have a home with me. β β of course i care. youβre my family. β β you shouldnβt insult people that are bigger than you. β β i never wanted to hurt you. β β i swear it wasnβt me. β β we can just sit here, you donβt have to talk. β β did you miss me? β β this isnβt just about you. itβs about whatβs best for all of us. β β you can never admit when youβre wrong! β β is this what you wanted? β β what are you doing out here by yourself? β β sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. β β the only time you talk to me is when you need something. β β iβm still learning. β β if you have something to say, spit it out. β β youβ¦ donβt like me very much, do you? β β iβm on your side. β β i risked my life for you! β β whatever youβre going to ask, the answer is no. β β you can stay with me. β β i just need time. β β please donβt do this, donβt act like you care. β β who the hell invited you? β β what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? β β i just wanted to say iβm sorry. β β think of it as a compliment. β β do you ever stop being so serious and dull? β β itβs rare to see your kind around here. β β you remember me. thatβs good. β β youβre a terrible flirt you know. β β are you kidding me? weβre not βfineβ! β β right now i wish i was dead. β β i guess i shouldβve told you. β β youβre not alone. iβm here. β β youβve been so quiet. whatβs on your mind? β β knowledge is power. β β you scared me. β β well, whatβs so strange about that? β β donβt look at me like that. β β i want to be there when you get whatβs coming to you. β β just who do you think you are? β β you lookβ¦ amazing. β β weβre safe, arenβt we? β β you know, i really hoped iβd never see this place again. β β donβt touch me. get away from me. β β i thought youβd like this. β β itβs too dark, i canβt see anything. β β whatβs that smug look for? 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β β donβt lie to me. β β iβm not sober enough to talk about this. β β have a drink with me. β
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working on my carrd's reminded me that i have to eventually figure out what the fuck's going on with raph and haarlep. that realization has had me sitting here for the last 30 minutes like
#OOC.#TBD.#LARGE IMAGE /#i let out the loudest sigh realizing i'm going to have to get my dnd books out#to specifically study the hells#before i get anywhere close to an answer
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come with me now, child of darkness. come with me into the night. let me show you this land of enchantment. let me be your guiding light
#CAMBRACTS: an independent rp blog for raphael from baldur's gate 3, selective and private, written by lumiya ( 26, they / she )!
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i just want it stated on the record that when the opportunity arises, i'm absolutely going to roast raphael. he's more than earned it for the shit he pulls throughout the game
#OOC.#TBD.#if you expect me to defend anything this man does#that's not gonna happen#he's the biggest hypocrite in the world#twisting peoples' fears and failures and insecurities into opportunities for himself#despite the fact he's so insecure about his own existence and place in the hells#as he exists in the shadow of his father; an archdevil#finding himself harboring the same folly and vices as the mortals he claims not to be#i could go on for ages about this#but my point stands: i'm roasting him from dawn to dusk#without any shame
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i'm not gonna lie, folks... the more i play bg3, the more i find myself fascinated by raphael. i want to study this cambion with a magnifying glass
#OOC.#TBD.#local cambion hides his many insecurities by preaching his own self mythology#to make himself seem more important than he actually is#because he knows he's nothing compared to his father; the actual archdevil of cania
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here sighs, laments, and deep wailings were resounding through the starless air; wherefore at first i wept thereat. strange tongues, horrible utterances, words of woe, accents of anger, voices high and faint, and sounds of hands with them, were making a tumult which whirls always in that air forever dark
#CAMBRACTS: an independent raphael from baldur's gate 3, selective and private, permanent low activity, written by lumiya ( 26, they / she )
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