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my brother in christ romeo and juliet did this exact same thing 600 years before

a series of unfortunate events is really the blueprint for characters doomed by the narrative like i think that series changed my brain chemistry forever… the title tells you how the story will end and the author repeatedly tries to warn you away but still you pick up the book. the first sentence is that it’s a tragedy and you keep reading anyway.. you read through the whole story and it’s terrible and tragic and unfortunate and then after you’ve stayed up late reading it under your covers with a flashlight, you go to your school library as soon as class is over and check out the next book in the series because you need to know what happens even though really, you already know. the end is right there in the title, it’s there in every page .. before the story even begins you know it’s a tragedy and you read it anyway and—

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in defense of Mr. Poe:

he’s kinda funny sometimes

yeah that was the only defense i had for him

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being a composer is so cool because you can just be vibing to music and be like "dang, this slaps" and forget that you're the one who wrote it

^this is the song that made me post this btw

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Alan Becker is like "Fuck you. Be sad about a stick figure" and we all go yes sir right away sir as many stick figures as you want

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“how are they going to kill this character and how will it affect the protagonist” i say as i let myself get attached to them anyway

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shoutout to Know-It-All from The Polar Express, who, during my childhood, i related to the most out of any character in the movie and did not realize he was supposed to be unlikable. which i think says a lot about me

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no tumblr i don’t think this needs tags

was creating midi files and somehow this happened

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was creating midi files and somehow this happened

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The Nothing

You are in the Nothing.

You do not know how long you have been in the Nothing. If the flow of time even exists here, every waking second is the same. You see the Nothing. You hear the Nothing. You feel the Nothing. You cannot sleep in the Nothing, either-- at least, you don't think you can. If you can, if you have, you do not remember it, because you are in the Nothing. The Nothing is not dark, nor bright, nor anything in between. It is neither loud nor quiet. It is the Nothing, and it is where you have been for as long as you would be able to remember, if you could remember in the Nothing.

You are aware that you used to be Something. you are not sure what that Something was-- you cannot remember what any Something was, and your consciousness can no longer grasp Somethings, because you are in the Nothing-- but you know that you were one. You are aware that you are no longer Something, and that you are in the Nothing, and this would upset you, if you could feel in the Nothing. You are aware that you should be able to feel and see and all of the things that a Something can do and that you cannot, but you do not care. You cannot care, because you are in the Nothing.

You are also aware that there used to be a Something about... you do not know how far away, because there is no distance in the Nothing. Even if there was, you would not be able to remember, because you cannot remember in the Nothing. Still, there used to be a Something somewhere in the Nothing, and that made it not quite the Nothing. That Something is gone now, though, part of the Nothing you inhabit. It probably used to do something, maybe something that could have gotten you and your...

...the others?

There used to be other Somethings. Living ones, not inanimate. They are probably still here, too, but you cannot tell. There is no way to tell, because if they are here, they are no longer Somethings, and that means you cannot speak to them, because you are in the Nothing, and they cannot speak to you, because they are in the Nothing. If they are not here, then they are still Somethings, and they are with other Somethings. There are no Somethings in the Nothing.

You want to be a Something again. You want to be with other Somethings, especially with the ones that you would pray are not here in the Nothing with you, if you could pray in the Nothing. If there were a god in the Nothing. But as far as you know, there is only the Nothing anymore. You cannot try to leave, because you never entered. You cannot give up, because you were never trying. You cannot be a Something, because you are in the Nothing.

You are a part of the Nothing.

And there is only

ever

Nothing.

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EPIC: the Musical keeps popping up when I least expect it. i was watching an EasySpeezy video and i was taken aback when he randomly sang part of The Underworld. i was watching a Schaffrillas video and during one of the transitions i got jumpscared by a slowed-down clip of Done For. Man on the Internet just did a cover of Ruthlessness as the finale to his Songvember event. why are so many of the content creators i like fans of this musical. i love it.

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Grian offering to sacrifice himself for Joel was very sweet but can we talk about Grian surviving being knocked off the tower and then yelling “I’M NOT GOING OUT LIKE THAT. NOT LIKE SKIZZ, NOT LIKE MUMBO, NOT ON THAT TOWER!”

i’m

i’m very normal about that moment

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BRO SAMEEEEEEE

i get so annoyed when people extend a word incorrectly. what do you mean you had a "hugeeeee" burger. dont you mean a huuuuge burger? are you saying "huge-eeeeeeeee" out loud huh??? you start buzzing like a damn mosquito? well i fucking kill those. so watch out

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honestly at this point if Herobrine ISN’T the main villain of the movie i’m gonna riot

they BETTER keep me in suspense for the first two thirds of the movie thinking “is Herobrine gonna be in the movie?” and then reveal him in the most epic way they can

i still don’t think this is gonna be a good movie but i’m gonna see it regardless so it better at least do this one thing right

loving these

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Going back to sleep is so powerful im a huge fan of going back to sleep

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“what is it like to have OCs” well basically i have these characters running around in my head who are basically my blorbos from shows that don’t exist yet and they consume every part of my being until my goal in life is to make those shows a reality so they can be blorbos from your shows too

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#Where is Alexa in this????? Is she like that one forgotten third astronaut on the moon landing??#Alexa absolutely knows them. Trust me on this

yes they both canonically know Alexa but Alexa’s not in the marketing campaign ok

just browsed through both the google assistant tag and the siri tag and found absolutely no google assistant x siri content despite the fact that google is LITERALLY RUNNING AN AD CAMPAIGN WHERE THE TWO ARE BESTIES

disappointed in this website