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[callmequieter]

Was doodling in my sketchbook a while ago and ended up drawing my friend’s spider-sona, decided to draw over the sketch digitally, I think it turned out great! Fun little tid-bit, the first time I drew this character for her I forgot that Adidas doesn’t do high tops, so in her universe they do!

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Y'know, when you barely care and have drama in your soul, you can do some crazy stuff

For example, I dipped off the face of the internet for like, a while and have only just come back. My debut was making a silly comment to extend a discord joke in my group, the response to that was a very dramatic "We thought you were dead?!" and me, being the jester in disguise that I am snapped back with -

"No that was my twin brother, Eli, but I can see why you'd be confused" my friends, I have no brother, I am a woman, and they know all of this. They were understandably confused/amused, and have begged me to let them know when my brain is doing an online ban so they don't stress so much next time.

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Yknow, the worst part about my physical disability is the fact that I really am a natural at most sports. That feels braggy, but it’s not wrong. I love playing sports, softball, soccer, football we’re all my thing but I can barely even handle running anymore except for shorts bursts. It hurts a lot honestly, emotionally I mean, I like being good at things and knowing that the one set of things that I’m naturally great at is inaccessible to me? It sucks.

And I hate talking about it because it feels like complaining because others have it worse or they just don’t understand what I mean. I look healthy, for the most part I can participate in normal stuff, I certainly don’t look disabled, but I can’t do what I’m good at without much effort, I’m sticking struggling for an ounce of skill or progress.

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Aight, finals are over!

I passed, and immediately spent two days in a haze afterwards, but I passed! Congrats to all other students who passed, and good luck in the semester’s to come!

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I've done it now. . .

I pronounce myself the Queen of the nation of Procasti, I hate it and also am panicking slightly. My paper is due tomorrow, I have six pages to write, I'm going to die.

I promised I would be responsible, I promised I would keep a healthy balance between school and life, I have failed, miserably.

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So I'm on a Destiny 2 binge right now

Which means I've made lore for my guardians, but I can't share that with anybody I know because they aren't nerdy enough to appreciate my genius. So I'm stewing, and debating if I want to start a D2 blog so I can just let the words fall out of my brain.

I mean, if I did maybe I'd have space in my noggin for paper writing, so I'll see.

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yknow, my perspectives on my disability really changed after realizing something that’s honestly pretty obvious. But it’s really just this one phrase: “A non-disabled person wouldn’t think about it before minimizing their discomfort.” It’s really so simple that it made me feel dumb when I realized, but somebody who isn’t disabled, who has never been disabled, wouldn’t ever consider what people would think of them before doing something to make their lives easier.

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At A Vampiric Gathering

"Oh, Brunhilda! Darling, it's so good to see you, it's been over a century!"

"Giselle! Yes, it's been too long, how are the thralls?"

"Perfectly lovely, I even gave Silvester a vial of my blood two decades ago, Giovanni and I are so proud of him!"

"Oh such good news! How is your Uncle Gerald? Will he be here tonight? I heard he found a new ever-mate"

"Oh please don't mention him, we are certainly not on speaking terms at the moment, and I feel awful for the poor girl, she's human!"

"Oh? Apologies, I haven't brushed up on modern etiquette, human ever-mates were so popular amongst the fresh-turned, did something change?"

"No no, nothing has changed per se, it's simply that, it's really unsuitable for anyone who isn't fresh-turned, I mean, she's hardly a decade over fifty! Gerald has no business being his age and courting someone so young!"

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I have questions for the Fae

Like, I know they aren't real, but if they were. If somebody uses a nickname so much that nobody really remembers their actual name, would their full name be their 'True Name'? Or would the nickname that their known as work?

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I don't daydream, there are just universes that occasionally suck me into them in order like an isekai.

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Forget about eating the rich, I'm gonna eat my college proffesor

My man really assigned a bunch of full time workers four essays and a discussion post and expected us not to be angry. I'm so tired, I have work, I have a life, I Do Not have time for four essay's about some inane junk that will not effect my in any way other than sleep deprivation.

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I'm being followed by cheese-bot

That sounds creepy out of context, tumblr user cheese-bot has followed my tumblr account, why? Why is cheese bot following me. I'm sorry cheese bot I am scary to you, I don't like cheese, it makes my mouth wiggly.

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Is it just me or has there been an influx of people 'playing devils advocate' like, boo, you aren't advocating for the devil, the devil is a lawyer he can advocate for himself, you're just advocating for the things you would do if you thought you could get away with it.