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relatable #skitzo

hahha yes babe youre so unique zero day 2003 elephant kmfdm vodka columbiner army of two tcc, now go take your meds

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look at these cutie pies

army of two!!

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count fagula

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back on my zerogay grind

(drew these on call with my lover @bottledkriegmen)

honourable mentions

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I just wanna ramble for a second

the symbolization of Daisuke being the sun in Swansea's eyes is so sweet it tears me apart ☹️

and the scene when swansea broke the tv screen with the axe with the sun background could be foreshadowing what will happen to Daisuke too AUGDHFHS KILL ME NOW

HE JUST WANTED TO PROTECT DAISUKE AND YOU WILL NOT CONVINCE ME THAT HE DIDNT SEE DAISUKE AS HIS SSSSSONAUGH

I love them so bad augfhssksjdn

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cooking something up for all 4 of us opal fans.

OPAL PLEASE OPAL OPAL PICK ME

I swear to God if his kit/animations/gameplay doesn't involve ONE gun motive I'm gonna loose it

I DONT CARE IF HE'S 4 HE CAN PULL A TRIGGER 🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️

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guys I love my boyfriend so much now that I think about it,

like LOVE love him it's a little bit of a problem, I love the way he smells, the way he talks, the way he looks at me, I love everything about that man it's driving me fucking crazy I genuinely start tweaking out when I'm away from him

I'm so serious I'm so crazy about this man I start bawling and shitting myself if I even think of someone other than ME being in his presence while I'm not it makes me feel out so bad and I miss him so much it hurts like physically hurts

it feels like my chest is going to explode if I don't see him I love him so much it's basically PAST obsession (holy cringe)

like like I'll kill someone over that boy I want him so bad (I have him in just rambling)

I don't even know why I'm posting this really Im just bored and I miss my husband pls interact with me I'm gonna AUGSUGDSG

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@bottledkriegmen us

FACT GOTS

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:3c

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YOU DRAW HIM SO CUTE AWWHAH BE MY FRIEND MNNEOW.

Eluca because,

Whynot 🦍

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eluca posting..

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FOR BLOOD AND BLADES!⚠️

Eluca Stimboard

🩸🖤🩸 - 🖤🩸🖤 - 🩸🖤🩸

``I was born in the world of illness, all people in this world are broken.``

``They must be developed.``

He's fine ngl 😊😊

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GUYS.... SAVEVME HE'S ME

(two things my handsome man @bottledkriegmen too 🤤)

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GIVE IT WHAT IT WANTS! (what is it pleading for...?)

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me irl

nagindre ⚰️

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god I love him so much in a crazy way I want him to love me crazy too!!!!

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god he's so handsome when he knows what he's talking about...

Andre and his dad are so interesting to me,,

Andre was definitely a mommas boy with a strained relationship with his dad, this is very clear in the scene at Andre’s work and in the car. I really don't think they spent much time together at all. Would he blame himself for that? Andre’s dad obviously wasn't the most outwardly affectionate father, however there's no doubt he loved his son more than anything.

I saw this on a different post, but Andre specifically mentions and sends a message to his mother during the suicide note. He tells her not to worry, and that this was not her fault. He says nothing about his dad, despite them having that somewhat "heartfelt" conversation right before. His dad obviously is not on his mind frequent enough to think of him.

(I feel very strongly that Cal did not want the people closest to him, especially his family, to know what his intentions were on May 1st. Another rant on that,,, later,,,, possibly :3)