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every time I crave food I have a cig, if I die from lung cancer at least I’ll die skinny.

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I’m back gals sorry about disappearing lmfao

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I did it, I fucking did it. I finally hit my ultimate goal weight. 95 pounds.

It took around 2 years to lose 60 pounds but I did it. I'm actually shaking, I never thought if do it? It's such a weird feeling I don't know what to do now? I've been so blinded to everything in my life driving myself to this point.

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it is actually sad how relatable that is

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lou reed of the velvet underground, 1974.

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i am begging you, i am on my knees sobbing and crying please edtwt stay where you are please

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No one:

Ana Tumblr posts:

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straight up. I’m so fucking tired of being fat. I’ve been wanting to be skinny for so fucking long, and yet I’m still just as pathetic as I was 5yrs ago. 

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Black malespo. Cause that shit rare as hell.

Also, totally not a repost cause my dumbass totally didn't forget to put hashtags ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡₎ა

Also, is Mexican thinspo a thing?? If you have some send please I want my own motivation too <3333333333

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hey besties :*~

I apparently wasn't allowed to make posts for a while but I'm back here??

N e ways

I keep looking at that pictures of yoongi wishing I was that thin ):

I looked in the mirror and I was nearly going to cry hffjfjfjffdgdgfnndsgnjk

I wish I had more self-control

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underestimating overweight people with eds like they’re less valid — when the majority of them lost way more weight to begin with —makes you look very stupid 

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Black malespo. Cause that shit rare as hell.

Also, totally not a repost cause my dumbass totally didn't forget to put hashtags ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡₎ა

Also, is Mexican thinspo a thing?? If you have some send please I want my own motivation too <3333333333

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Black malespo. Cause that shit rare as hell.

Also, totally not a repost cause my dumbass totally didn't forget to put hashtags ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡₎ა

Also, is Mexican thinspo a thing?? If you have some send please I want my own motivation too <3333333333

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(Apologies for terrible quality - I had to screenshot off a video). 

Look how thin he is now. ):

I hope he’s taking care of himself like he deserves. 

He’s my thinspo, obviously, but I’m getting really worried about him lately.

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can all my fellow bts stan anas rb/reply to this, i wanna have friends