cactusnoti

[cactusnoti]

you got an onlyfans? dying to see you

I do not

[cactusnoti]

will you please take my whimsical ass seriously

[cactusnoti]

I'm always saying shit like "been in a weird place recently" despite never really being in a normal place to begin with

[cactusnoti]

the worst is wanting to create and create and create but being trapped in a body that is so so so so tired

[cactusnoti]

getting dressed trying to ignore the media brainwashed insecure mean 13 yo girl inside my head

[cactusnoti]

[cactusnoti]

wanted to paint these owls

[cactusnoti]

fucked up off this blanky and pillow

[cactusnoti]

“Something in me wants more. I can’t rest.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

[cactusnoti]

me: *buying more makeup* I live for temporary material satisfaction also when will I die

[cactusnoti]

[cactusnoti]

[cactusnoti]

[cactusnoti]

So what if you’re alone right now. Embrace it. Go get coffee alone. Shop alone. Drive alone. Watch movies alone. Get to know yourself. Nothing bad can come from riding whatever wave to self improvement you’re blessed with in the moment.

[cactusnoti]

Why You Must Eat

It’s fuel

It doesn’t make you fat

You don’t want an eating disorder

It will make you happy :))

It will keep your metabolism working

It is NOT the enemy, your ED is

It will keep your energy up

It will help you think better

It will regulate your emotions

You’ll be more confident :))

Because you don’t need to deserve food

To fight your ED

Because you’re beautiful

To not fear food

To be able to eat out with you friends and not panic

Because you’re strong

It keeps you alive

Because your weight is not important

You’ll smile more :))

Because your health MATTER!!

Because life is awesome

Because food tastes good

Because gum is not enough

[cactusnoti]

No one really understands how much compliments actually mean to me, like I sometimes brush them off with a joke and a quick “thank you,” but really, I remember compliments forever, so if you’ve ever complimented me or done something nice for me, thank you so much.

[cactusnoti]