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heya. Taking a break from tumblr. receiving too much asks that bring up past trauma . See you in 2026. Send updates if you can. thx.

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sometimes i think about my awkward messages and feel guilty about it. i hate being awkward and it kills me <3 once i talk to someone, the person will be my universe, hyperfixating on such details to the point where i become so comfortable. i hate that part of me <3 maybe it is true. im indeed the wrecker of conversations and get to have the last message. i dont understand why im so socially awkward. i really dont. i dont even know if im gonna have friends in the school im moving to without having such a lasting impression on them <3 maybe if i just didn't talk everything would be better. everything was better that way anyway, i knew it ever since i failed to speak in tagalog, and end up embarrassing myself so often to the point where so many people in the community didn't want to speak to me. i feel guilty asf and i end up frying myself in my own hot oil. just like the last time. maybe i wasn't meant to socialize tbh. god im so cooked in the future </3.

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i think i need to take a break from life <3 (in a bad way <3)

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puked my ass off then got beat <3 what a lovely thing to start my day <3

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🚨IMPORTANT 🚨

Hi, I’m Hadeel Adnan Abu Nasser from northern Gaza. We went through this war in very difficult conditions of starvation, destruction, bombing, and displacement.

First, I lost my father due to the barbaric bombing, then my family, which consists of 12 members, became without a father. 💔😭

Then I lost my brother, who died due to malnutrition. And the lack of food in northern Gaza. 🍉😔

Then the occupation carried out violent bombardment in our area, which led to our house being severely damaged. Thus, my family became homeless, without a father, and without any source of income🙏🏼

Do you think my family deserves your help? Spread my campaign to your family and friends. Perhaps your small donation may contribute to saving my life and my brothers’ support for ourselves..!🥹🍉

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People online (white) will create so many conspiracy theories that just boil down to "Asians aren't complete human beings with their own thoughts and autonomy" like maybe Chinese people are just going about their day to day life. Maybe a video of a North Korean person like chilling is just a person chilling, who isn't going to power down like a robot once the video is over. Stop being a fucking creep.

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Day or night, shooting myself is the best option ⚡

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PLEASE HELP! Moataz’s campaign only has 3 days remaining!

@moatazart and his family are trying to raise funds to rebuild their home after it was destroyed by IOF bombardment.

Moataz, his wife Maryam, and their baby girl Maria were attempting to evacuate to Egypt following the destruction of their home and the siege of Al-Shifa Medical Complex that trapped them for weeks. They hoped to get to safety in Egypt, and find work so they could raise the funds needed to return to Gaza and rebuild their home. However, the day before they were set to travel, the occupation illegally seized control of Rafah crossing. The crossing is now closed and it is not known when it will reopen.

Moataz and his family will not be able to raise the required funds on their own if they cannot reach Egypt. Please support their campaign to rebuild their home.

Thank you

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says “I’m not getting my diploma at graduation Myself and 3 other seniors were notified that UChicago won’t confer our degrees at graduation this weekend. Despite finishing 4 rigorous and excruciating years of undergrad This comes off the heels of the university already having me and other students arrested & criminalized. The 4 of us have been targeted for “possibly” participating in campus-wide protests which a large majority of our student body has. We assumed we’d have criminal records before degrees. And now we might not even have that We’ve done the work. We deserve our degrees. Standing on the side of justice shouldn’t negate that. Sign, call, write to tell UChicago this is not okay. We need more support.” Go to his profile and click in the link in his bio for a quick way to contact the University.

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im normal

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A link to the gofundme mentioned in the tweet

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FUCK THE CHINESE GOVERNMENT MAN I HATW SEEING NEWS ABOUT THE WEST PHILIPPINE SEA. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.

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I don't know why there are fake people distorting our image. I am Moataz from northern Gaza, a graphic designer, and this is my Instagram account. I photographed almost the entirety of northern Gaza. You can visit it and make sure. Unfortunately, we have gone through a lot and there is no passion to delve into the controversy of what is happening outside the world.

IG @moataz_art

For this reason, I unfortunately do not receive any donations

This is my campaign, and I will continue to fight to reach its long-term goal and rebuild my home, just as I fought throughout 257 days of war to stay alive. This is all not for me, but for the sake of my daughter, my wife, and our future children. My brother was martyred a week ago, and this is the biggest thing that has happened to me in this war, but I cannot surrender. I will keep trying just for the sake of my family.

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will somebody match my freak (oversharing 24/7, interacting very nicely at first, then acting weird, then getting comfortable. I swear I interact better irl 🙏🏼🙏🏼)

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why is releasing blood such a painful process god bro

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i was born to be a yapper forced to be sensitive to other ppls needs