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i want to keep being the shitty person i am because its so comfortable even tho i hurt my close ones

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i hate the fact that he has an ex gf bro oh my god i hate it i hate it so much why am i tweaking

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i am so tired

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hi i found the one but there's this little nuance he's so far away

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GIRL YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE IT LOL GO FUCK YOURSELF

im trying so hard just to be as loved as much as i love and its not working. turkish boys are nightmare

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i really need some advice lol

me and my bf made up after that argument and all was fine until i started to feel like im not actually very into him anymore. i felt like that before too because i found my old priv account that i ranted about my ex and saw how obsessed and in love and passionate i was and i felt like the relationship with this current boy is just a.. idk the word even in my language tbh its like the feeling that youre just so bored and tired.

also i have started to talk to my old friends so much more. my bf is busy with studying and my school is closed because of summer. i dont have much to do so im always talking with my friends and i feel way happier than before. the feeling made me think "what if im meant to be ALONE like forever?" but again, me and my bf have a really good relationship and i dont want to fuck it up, i just idk maybe dont love him anymore..... i know im really a bad partner.

and one more issue. i met a guy at my friend's birthday party. i know that sounds bad but wait. like. he's so chill he calls me "kanka" which means "dude" but like NEVER in a way that you call a girl that u're into. and he has same hobbies as me (roblox). he's so funny and to talk to him is never a burden like HE IS VERY TALKATIVE and i admire that. our conversations flows like a river its so fun to talk to him and i started to think "what if i like him?" BRO WTF. even I am surprised that i think that. not that i like him but i feel attracted to him thats true. but why am i even considering it as an OPTION!!!!!! im gonna fucking kill myself.

i want to fix that feeling. i dont want to cheat nor break up with him.

do not ever tell me that i dont deserve him.

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bro thats why im never gonna be happy lol im just a fucked up person

i guess i fucked up my relationship

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i guess i fucked up my relationship

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i live in an asylum

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literally war is over

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND IM FINALLY HAPPY

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I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND IM FINALLY HAPPY

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i want to skip a few years just to start living in the same house with him i hate turkiye i hate the economy i hate islamic families

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i'm gonna marry this man. he's gonna be my husband 777

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i found someone. he's so good. so nice to me he tryna fix me.

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im trying so hard just to be as loved as much as i love and its not working. turkish boys are nightmare

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bro my love life is so shit

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i will never be happy 👍🏻