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“I am aware, but I feel…” -> Who is the one that feels? Is there someone that feels? What is aware of this feeling? What is this feeling in the end?

“I am aware, but I think…” -> Who is the one that thinks? Is there someone that thinks? What is aware of this thought? What is this thought in the end?

“I am aware, but I doubt…” -> Who is the one that doubts? Is there someone that doubts? What is aware of this doubt? What is this doubt in the end?

“I am aware, but I fear…” -> Who is the one that fears? Is there someone that fears? What is aware of this fear? What is this fear in the end?

“I am aware, but I do…” -> Who is the one that “does”? Is there someone that does anything? What is aware of this “doing”? What is this “doing” in the end?

“I am aware, but I want…” -> Who is the one that wants? Is there someone that wants? What is aware of this wanting? What is this wanting in the end?

“I am aware, but I try… “ -> Who is the one that tries? Is there someone that tries? What is aware of this trying? What is this trying in the end?

“I am aware, but I see…” -> Who is the one that sees? Is there someone that’s seeing? What is aware of what is being seen? What is this “that is being seen” in the end?

Ponder on these questions and how repetitive it is. Question it all and see how you always end up with the same “thing”: NO-THING. Notice it yourself.

NoBODY feels, thinks, doubts, fears, does, wants, etc. YOU are aware of these seeming things, this illusion. They’re all equally illusionary, but at the end they’re nothing at all. No-THING is!

The only thing left is “I am aware”, but who is this “I” in the end…?

“ ”.

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अहं ब्रह्मास्मि।

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THE VISUAL FIELD : 👁

reality is located behind the eyes and that’s true , okay think about it this way , you are watching a movie on a Tv screen , you know that the screen is not the movie, but the movie is the screen. Just like how YourHigherSelf said the projector itself is not what it’s projecting but what’s being projected is the projector or in simpler terms: “the dreamer isn’t the dream but the dream is made is made from the dreamer.”

Let's take the screen on your phone as an

example. You're looking at the screen and there's

a video playing.

Are you going to say that your screen IS the video

or

"a video is appearing on the screen"?

› It's the same.

It's appearing on the screen and it's made out of

the screen. It IS the screen, "IT" is the "video".

It is the screen appearing as a "house" in a "video"

on ITself (the screen)

If it sounds confusing, that's fine. It's impossible. -> @infiniteko

That is essentially the visual field Realitywarpingg talked about :

The Visual Field is an

infinite Mind.

The Visual Field is The

Whole Universe.

The Visual Field is

Consciousness.

The Visual Field is Infinity.

The Visual Field is God

itself.

The Visual Field is

Absolute.

The visual field is not the movie but the screen stop focusing on the contents of the screen and focus on the screen itself and sink into that silence, reality is located behind the eyes .

Bring your desire into

your Visual Field.

Hallucinate it into

existence.

See it, hear it, touch it,

percieve it.

It will appear.

“ “ is all There is

Reminder : this is not a method and remember it is also a concept don’t attach much meaning or power it’s just a name like consciousness.

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Non Dualism Game!

Hey everyone, just wanted to share this game I found from this site called Non Duality Fun, so here is the link to play it (even tho there's no one here to play anything at all): https://www.nonduality.fun/games/game-two

tagging my lovely mutuals so you all check it out! @vesora @infiniteko @illusionaurie @cassandra-xx @iamthat-iam @itgomyway @i-amyou @inbarbad0s @eternallyilluminated @gowithinbitch @beesfairlyland <3

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Oh so if nothing's real that mean i can kill people? (i don't want it's just example 💀), can i hurt others? Can i do things with bad influence on others? Yall so "smart" with this ND and the answer yall always give is just all of this is illusion. we are choosing what we want to experience? we are in control? Girl, people suffering, people dying, people dealing with tough life every single day. And there's bunch of people who are saying such things. "nOtHInG rEaL YoU ArE nOT a HuMAn" huh, so why some people are fucking celebrities with lavish life and some are broke as fuck? they wanted to be aware of it? How they chose it? I don't fucking understand it and y'all always have stupid answer. I am aware of life i am experiencing but i never wanted to experience that life, who chosed it? You need to understand that even if ya saying all this is an illusion, this experience feels real as fuck. I decide to not be aware of this, nothing happen. No matter how much i let go of this "illusion" it's still here. Life is life, it's real shit and stop saying just BE because even if it's illusion it's real, i am dealing with it every single day!!

Your ask started with saying Can I hurt others?

Are their any others?

Bloggers also say there is no We, it's always awarenes, experiencing itself. Every single example you mentioned in this ask concerns duality, when every thing on my blog is about " " being only thing that IS. I've said everything that needed to be said and more.

A celebrity living lavish life, and someone who's broke, aren't you effortlessly aware of living in a world where these things happen? Potential threats exist? Because you KNOW they do. I don't have anything to say to you, because you're disrespectful for no reason, bitter for no reason, but i do hope you're feeling better after ranting and saying it out loud.

Life is real to you, then go live it in ways that feels right to you. Why are you yelling in my inbox? You are dealing with it? That's a choice you're making. No matter what you tell me that is true. It's your choice.

Our answers are stupid? Stop engaging with them. Is that hard?

I've given pointers. What you do with them is a choice.

It's a choice you are making, atleast take responsibility for it. And I'm sorry if it sounds rude, that was not my intention.

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"Are you not tired?"

"[..]because you think your existence relies completely on illusionary sensations, it seems as if you cannot do what you want to do and are not where you want to be. But do you not see how limiting senses are? You are constantly seeking and waiting for some kind of experience to happen because of your belief that senses = experience. Rather than being THAT/Existence that already understands themselves as "THAT/IT".

"IT" is the "experience". Can you separate "Awareness" from what you're seemingly reading here?

So when you are experience what you want, why are you waiting for it to be "experienced" by senses? Can you separate senses from "Awareness"? -> Can you feel something without being aware FIRST?

Why are you endlessly seeking for another kind of experience to show up if "THAT" is always here? Every seeming "experience" is nothing else but "THAT". The person you think you are, is seeking to experience something. "THAT/Awareness" does not seek anything. "IT" is experiencing ITself.

"illusion" 1 = THAT.

"Illusion" 2 = THAT.

Isn't it obvious?

"People's" seemingly happy lives are illusory, but through seemingly unfortunate experiences (also illusory), you find (or rather remember) your true self and do whatever you want. Isn't that the best thing?"

~ infinite.ko / Chen, Dawa, Koda

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How to be Awareness (The guide to all you need to know)

First off, realize you are never not it. We are actually fully realized all the time. We are fully realized Beings saying that we are not. So all we do is let go of “we are not” and what's left over is the fully realized Being that we are.

Second, if you're able to understand it intellectually but not able to use it, it's because you're not looking at yourself honestly, truthfully, with deep desire to see your Self, in the process of which you have set up as the subconscious mind all the things you will not look at.

However, it's not necessary to dig up this unconscious mind, in fact it's much better to try to quiet the mind. When we're able to get the mind totally quiet, what's left over is the infinite Self. Every thought is a thing of limitation. Therefore when we quiet the mind, we still these limiting thoughts and this infinite Being that we are becomes self obvious to us. The Self is then not occluded by the limiting thoughts! We see It, we recognize that we never were that mind, that body, and from that moment on, the mind and body have no influence upon us. We determine for the body as we would a puppet and it has no effect upon us, as a puppet that we would be controlling would have no effect upon us.

If you want a "method", then the very best method of all methods is to quiet the mind to see the Being that you are. Pose the question: “Who am I?” and if other thoughts come in, ask, “To whom are these thoughts?” The answer is “To me.” “Well, who am I?” and you're back on the track, seeking to see your Self.

''Who am I?” is the final question that everyone answers, so why not begin with the final question?

There are two ways of growing: one is what I call the negative way, eliminating the negative, going into the mind, seeing the cause of the problem that originated in a thought some time in the past. When we see this thought, when we bring it up into consciousness, we naturally let go of it. We see how silly it is to hold onto it and therefore correct that thought and behavior.

However, the other way is better. It is the positive way. Quiet the mind and see who and what you really are, the infinite Self, pure Awareness. In the over all, there's really only two ways: eliminating the negative and the better, putting in the positive, “I am that I am,” “I am It.” The latter is by far the faster.

Let's now take a look at this so-called apparency, the world. The world is only an illusion that we created mentally. It is not external but in reality within us, within our mind. Someday you'll discover that you created this entire universe that you see. The method of creating is by first creating what we call a mind. We create our mind, which is nothing but a composite of all our thoughts, conscious and subconscious, and the thoughts create the material world. Every little thing that happens to each and everyone of us is created in our thinking. We mentally set up a thing called time which makes it even more difficult to see things because we think now and things happen years later. But the only creator there is, is the mind, your mind.

So now you discover that you created your trouble, then you discover that you can create anything you desire. After you discover that there is nothing that you cannot create, you're still unhappy. The reason is that you have separated yourself from the all that is.

You say you realize you are Awareness but you still "lack" things

If there are any problems that remain, they only remain because you are holding onto them in thought. The moment you let go of them, they are gone! If you tell me that isn't so for you, that isn't true. The truth is you're still holding onto them, telling me that it doesn't work. Now trying to get rid of a problem is holding onto it. Anything we try to get rid of we are holding in mind and thereby sustaining that problem. So the only way to correct a problem is to let go of it. See not the problem, see only what you want. If you would only from this moment on see what you want that is all that you would get. But you hold in mind the things you do not want. You struggle to eliminate the things you don't want, thereby sustaining them.

Now the very highest state is simply Beingness, and if we could only be, just be, we could see our Infinity. We would see that there are no limitations. We would see that we are the All. We would be in a perfectly satiated, permanent, changeless state. And it is not a nothingness, it is not a boredom, it is an Allness, an Everythingness, a Total Satiation that is eternal. You will never, never lose your individuality. The word “I” as you use it to mean your individuality will never ever leave you. It expands. What happens as you re-remember what you are is that you'll begin to see that others are you, that you are me, that you are now and always have been gloriously Infinite.

This subject cannot be learned intellectually, it cannot be learned through the mind because it's perceived just behind the mind. We can use the mind to gradually undo the limitations enough so that we can get behind the mind by getting it quieter. If it were possible to get this subject through the mind intellectually, all we would need to do is to read the books on it and we would have it. But it doesn't work that way. We have to very concentratedly dwell upon our Self that is just behind the mind. Turn the mind back upon the mind to discover what the mind is, and then go beyond the mind to the Self. So to get this subject, each one must experience it, realize it, make it real by going to the place just behind the mind and perceiving it there.

If you examine thoroughly the mind, you will discover that it isn't, it's an illusion. Let it go its way, just watch the mind. The ultimate witness is the Self. It's a tremendous thing to watch the mind. Not only does it quiet it, it makes the mind not you. If you trace the source of the mind, you find it is nothingness. This whole world is a dream illusion, which means that it isn't!

Unlimited joy is our natural, inherent state which we have, through ignorance, undone by imposing concepts of limitations. Anytime we have trouble, anytime we have a problem, we're being the limited ego. We’re trying to express the Self through the limited ego, and it's too small, we get squeezed and it hurts. If you'll just accept that you are not that, that what you are is God, Awareness -- and God is All, God is Perfect, that's all you'll ever meet with!

No matter what you say, no matter what law or concept you want to follow, only upon recognizing that what you are is Awareness are you perfectly satisfied.

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Please watch this video, for those who said it's hard to just be :

I like how he said "if you are aware of thinking about, you are aware of thinking , not aware of being"

That's what I said to an anon who said they feel like they're waiting for something when they are just being. I said they were aware of waiting, nit being.

And that's why I keep repeating I'm not saying BE something that you want, or think about being, but I mean JUST be. He explains it better than me :

When you ask yourself "am I aware of being aware" and you say "Yes", it means you're aware of thinking. But it doesn't . There must have been a gap between the question and the thought "yes" , what it is that is there and made you say Yes ? That gap is when you were ACTUALLY being aware of JUST being, and not thinking. Listen to that silence.

That's who you are, congrats now you know.

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Comfort within Pain

You find comfort in familiar suffering and pain, perhaps due to a sense of identity or a fear of the 'Unknown.' But how can your True Being be 'Unknown' to you? It's You. Notice that Boundlessness and recognize 'THAT.' It is not complicated; it does not take years. You make it complicated; you make it take years. By avoiding noticing what's already here, you create unnecessary limitations. What is the reason? Step beyond the cycle of suffering and notice what is right here, the deeper, unchanging 'Essence' – the boundless Void where true understanding and peace are. Only You can make yourself suffer, only You can help yourself, only you can free yourself. Only You.

PB

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perfect 😭

Oneness

for @eternallyilluminated

Within the essence of the cosmic sea,

Oneness unfolds, a symphony so free.

Awareness, the bridge where existence agrees,

No division, just a dance of unity.

In the serenade of silence, where echoes align,

Oneness whispers, where all boundaries resign.

Awareness, the canvas where galaxies intertwine,

A seamless tapestry where realities combine.

No distance in the eyes that view,

Everything converges, in unity, true.

In the oneness of being, where truths renew,

A dance without borders, where life is through.

PB & W

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Stop. There is nothing to change.

"How do I become aware of x"

"I'm tired of waking up as y"

"I wanna experience z now"

Guys, seriously?

Okay, let's take it step by step. Do you see what you do when you force yourself to change something? You just establish it NOT being there.

That leads to you thinking that it's something separate you have to achieve.

That initiates another cycle of cause and effect and you mentally beating yourself, pushing yourself only to get in your own way.

You do not change x into y. You do not change this into that. It's always THAT. And when it's always THAT, then why are you trying so hard to change something? Anything?

It's always " " Experiencing " ".

It's always perfect. It's always you.

By wanting to change something, you create a separation between what is and what you perceive not being. When it's all the same. One.

Being is effortless, so just be. You don't change something. You just become what you wanna experience, you are the experience. It seriously can't get any simpler than this.

There is nothing to change. Watch it all unfold perfectly. Because it is. Because it's all you.

Give up. And just BE. (Yeah that's my favorite line)

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What would you say to someone who's new to nd\av and doesn't wanna read too much to overconsume and just literally get it to the point ?

The pointers I'd share are:-

This person you believe yourself to be, is an illusion. The mind, and the body are unreal and illusory.

Experience is only ever through Awareness, and that awareness is what you are.

There is no listener of sound, just the sound. There is no one seeing, only the sight. There is no one feeling, only the felt. And this sound, sight, and what's felt is all awareness. It's all YOU. So senses are another illusion, just like your body.

There is no past and future. Only the NOW. Because Awareness always is. It never was, and never will be.

It's always THAT(awareness) experiencing THAT(Awareness). THAT(awareness) is the experience.

Everything you see around you, is just you in different forms. Call it whatever you want, consciousness, awareness, THAT, " ".

What you are, cannot be put into words. It's inexplicable.

This is something you will only believe in and understand on surface level for as long as you keep seeking, the moment when it all becomes clear and evident is when you go within and question the nature of your reality and ponder on these pointers.

This realisation is experience based, so experience it directly, by going within. KNOW yourself.

There is nothing to do. Just be. And observe everything around you, notice THAT. Notice the presence behind it all, the awareness behind this play going on, realise it's all YOU.

I think that's all I'd like to share because these are the key pointers that helped me when I was starting a month ago.

If you wanna read some more in detail:-

The character doesn't exist.

There is no thinker of the thoughts.

Everything is an illusion.

That's just the basics but trust me, that's all you need. JUST BE and GO WITHIN. Ask yourself questions, observe and notice. Do not get too indulged with the illusion, instead be aware and present as you notice yourself just being aware of it all. Rest in that awareness.

I really hope this helps, but you still feel like it's not enough you can go through @infiniteko and @mysticsreblogs @penguinpeace (for the best reblogs of the posts).

Remember to not overconsume, and that words and labels are very limiting. Take it all as pointers, pointers which point to your true nature, to " ".

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this "problem" that i am identifying with the ego and need to get rid of it is also just a thought. it is not real. nothing is. see through and realise you are nothingness. there are no problems, worries, doubts, fears etc. bc awareness is all there is.

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Lol even when you have $billions the excitement goes away, eventually. Sure one can curate a cute illusory life. Cap off the illusions with love. But the only thing that matters to me is reaching myself in eternity...there's simply no rush to experience the fulfillment of illusory desires. They'll happen, this is eternity...with yourself aware of who you truly are...it becomes a loving curation...

Idk that's my response to that anon, there is simply no rush and that's okay. Why exist in an illusion when we can know ourselves fully. Your series of moments and experiences can be curated in any which way "you want" lol. It's simple. Desires are nothing and something...they were created by the self...but they have no authority...just media to have fun with

Right, and I'm sure even billionaires have their own unique billionaire problems in this illusion, are they *truly* free? They are still subject to the limitations of the body-mind even if they have less limitations than the average man because of their wealth. None of that will even matter once that body dies either.

I think the desire and drive to know ones true Self becomes more and more appealing the more disillusioned you become from the material life, when you realize that it can never give you true lasting happiness. There is nothing I care more than knowing and being my true self deeply and completely.

You should think about "Who am I?" The mundane life is like a treadmill. It may go round and round, but still you are in the same place. Please do not live this mundane life simply waiting for death. The worst habit is that of mundane worldly life. It is called the "greatest addiction." By force of this addiction to worldly life, Paramatman is made to believe that He is an individual, and is compelled to live a worldly life as if in prison. All bad habits can be dropped, but the addiction to mundane life is the most difficult to drop. People try to strengthen their ties with others by speaking to them respectfully and congratulating each other over small things. People compete with each other for earning more honors and status. In this way, they feel that they are happy in life. They act as if this is a respectable bad habit. The "God of Death" is happy to give you many kinds of bodies and various troubles. Give up the sense of "mine." Know that the body is your enemy. Very few are those who have truly understood. Only those who are lucky enough to receive the blessings of the Guru, who is the Self, can escape from this Illusion by right efforts. All others are bound to the treadmill of life in various incarnations, and they make houses of bodies of various shapes and duration. from Chapter 41. Give Up the Addiction to Mundane Worldly Life - Master of Self Realization by Siddharameshwar Maharaj

And there is nothing to desire once you know yourself as everything, there is no need to desire when everything is you and yours. Only you must know who you truly are first.

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love this videooooo go watch it

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Some big brain 🧠 pointer questions for direct experience:

What is awareness?

Imagine yourself without a body and without thoughts. What are you?

What else can create, other than awareness?

What’s the difference between imagination and reality without labeling one as real and one as fake?

Again imagine yourself without a body and without thoughts. Is there a person here to label things as real and fake?

Without labels, what’s the difference between you, me, and everyone else?

Can you desire or hate anything without thinking?

What do senses mean without you calling them senses and deciding senses = reality? Lol

What does anything mean without words?

How do words have validity if they are just noises and shapes?

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