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my boyfriend told me he never has an appetite and eats so little and i know it’s in me too and i rather not eat but once i start idk sometimes i then eat too much

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my mum just said to me „you always eat like way too much and then nothing“ and i feel so guilty. i hate food it’s annoying but sometimes i eat so much cause i am bored. really wanna fix that habit

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I made a meme again, hope you guys like it

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it’s like all the good thoughts have been drained and i can’t even remember what they were. what have i been so happy about again?? what’s the future that i was looking forward to cause now i don’t see anything??

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how are you all dealing and staying with ana in a close relationship?

like my bf forgets to eat so often and it’s so perfect but lately i’ve been eating more than him i think and i feel so incredibly guilty

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Having an ed is doing body checks in every mirror you pass and somehow still having no idea what you really look like

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people will be like no i understand that you’re mentally ill but i don’t understand why you’re behaving in a mentally ill way

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how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?

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smoking weed when i am alone makes my ed like not existing. i ate so much about now i feel so incredibly guilty.

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ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

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my mood is changing as fucking fast as the weather in germany

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what happens after 3 days of overeating a lot? like did i ruin everything? it definitely feels like it

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my face is so fat

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i went home and had like nothing to eat today but i felt like i should eat a bit to not binge tomorrow but i feel like once you start you can’t stop

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my mum just asked me if i lost weight!!!

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the last day(s) very really hard for me

i cant describe the feeling but i felt disgusted by my body, so uncomfortable and just fat

i feel like i failed having ana due to my overeating episodes (mainly emotional causes)

but there is nothing i want more.

i never want to feel like this again