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low rise thinspo </3

forever wishing this was me <//3

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th1nsp0

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tw- ed

Mom: You’re coming down nicely, keep it up, you look great! Me who feels like my head goes to different dimensions every time I stand up because of how dizzy I get:  Thanks lol

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My thoughts every day

I wanna be scary thin but I can’t even get normal thin.

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When people say they’re starving but they ate two hours ago and ur just standing there like

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Ugh I can never hold out for that long.

I’m literally a weak fat fuck that can’t think about anything but food and how badly I want it

And how much I hate myself for wanting it and hating food itself for making me fat

it’s a whole dilemma

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stomach: feed me

me: *chugs 0 calorie drink*

stomach: thank god

stomach: wait

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PSA

I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.

you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you

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do i even have an eating disorder if my bmi says i’m obese. like sounds like she’s encouraging me

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do i even have an eating disorder if my bmi says i’m obese. like sounds like she’s encouraging me

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Food log

Total kcal - 322

1 egg - 78

2 slices of ham - 40

1/4 cup cheese - 110

1/2 tsp olive oil - 35

Iced coffee from Tim’s - 160

Weight- 252 lbs I lost 5lbs

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meanspo tw

You act like a fucking dog, wolfing down every meal so fast that you’re done way before all of your friends. And your friends can tell, they all glance at you and remark at how quickly you finished your lunch. They all sit there and watch you gorge yourself on fatty foods, sometimes even going for seconds. They all watch in disgust as you consume more then any of them could ever dream of. All of them are so tiny and dainty, they wonder how you shove so much down your gullet, well they aren’t surprised considering you’re so fat.

What you need to do is slow down. See how they eat? Small portions and small bites with some goddamn self control, something you obviously wouldn’t know about. They chew slowly while chatting amongst each other, laughing and enjoying themselves. You could be like them you know.

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WATER! DRINK IT NOW!! HYDRATE!