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ask me stuff !!!🌞☁️🌈

1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? 2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? 3.) have you ever been drunk? 4.) have you ever tried drugs? 5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? 6.) have you ever made someone cry? 7.) has someone ever made you cry? 8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. 9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? 10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? 11.) how many siblings do you have? 12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? 13.) are you a good cook? 14.) what is your favorite tv show? 15.) what is the last movie you cried during? 16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) 17.) do you have a middle name? 18.) have you been out of your country? 19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? 20.) how many people have you kissed? 21.) what is your favorite album? 22.) what is your dream car? 23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? 24.) what is your favorite flower? 25.) books or movies, why? 26.) have you ever been on a blind date? 27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? 28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? 29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? 30.) do you have neat handwriting? 31.) do you have a friend with benefits? 32.) do you want a friend with benefits? 33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? 34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? 35.) have you ever met someone famous? 36.) how many concerts have you been to? 37.) which concerts have you been to? 38.) do you have a hidden talent? 39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? 40.) do you think money can buy love? 41.) how old would you date? 42.) have you ever done something illegal? 43.) what is your biggest fear? 44.) what is an unusual fear you have? 45.) can you drive? 46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? 47.) do you believe in karma? 48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? 49.) do looks matter? 50.) does size matter? 51.) who is the last person you forgave? 52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? 53.) what languages can you speak besides english? 54.) ever been on a plane? 55.) ever been on a boat? 56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? 57.) are there any friendships you regret? 58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? 59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? 60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? 61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? 62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? 63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? 64.) do you have any plans this weekend? 65.) do you miss anyone right now? 66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? 67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? 68.) who is your favorite superhero? 69.) are you dirty minded? 70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s? 71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? 72.) who is your biggest OTP? 73.) what is your favorite food? 74.) do you want to be married one day? 75.) dogs or cats? 76.) do you drink enough water daily? 77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? 78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? 79.) how many best friends do you have? 80.) when was the last time you cried? 81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? 82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? 83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? 84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself? 85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? 86.) what is your favorite season and why? 87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? 88.) do you know how to play any instruments? 89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? 90.) what are you allergic to? 91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? 92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? 93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? 94.) are you outgoing? 95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? 96.) are you a good flirt? 97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? 98.) which planet is your favorite? 99.) are you superstitious? 100.) are you a good listener? 101.) are you a good kisser 102.) would you kiss any of your friends?

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96, 43, 69, 06 for that meme thing that's going around.

96)  have you ever made someone cry?

I’ve made my grandparents cry on more than one occasion but that’s mostly due to my health related problems and such

43) what is your biggest fear?

That my hobbies and stuff I like are worthless. I don’t really have much a career and sometimes I feel like that the stuff I like is pointless because it won’t help me.

69.) are you dirty minded?

Kinda. I do love doing smutty stuff but not.....particularly fond of it.

96.) are you a good flirt?

No not at all :)

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YO SEND ME SOME REQUESTS.

I just made this account and I’d really love to get started. So send me some companion shit. (Smutty/ nsfw requests are perfectly fine :))

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I forgot to post a few things last night, I hope you can forgive me. I’m 21 years old / writer / gamer / singer / and pastry chief.

I mostly write reactions and short stories for a number of series. Currently doing Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Fallout 4, and Final Fantasy XV. Some of my work is bellow if you want to take a look.

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Work Text: “Spirits please guide me and give me strength in this hour of need.” Ruwth mumbled softly to herself, she was draped in a light green gown the color of the forest floor, lines like her vallaslin trailed throughout the fabric in dark green ink. She felt beautiful, as regal as the day when she was made inquisitor, but nerves laced every corner of her body, even the scar that darted across the right side of her face, made her feel like the entire world would revolve around her. They were outside the emerald plains, in a small chateau, Varric’s suggestion or was it Dorian’s she couldn’t remember which one it was.

“You alright, inquisitor lavellan.” a voice said and she turned her head quickly noticing both Josephine and Lelianna, they were dressed in a splendid green gowns and seemed to be glowing with jewels. “Slightly nervous….I’m surprised…about the arrangement that’s all.” she admitted, her cheeks flushing a dark red color.

“It is very odd, Solas does not seem to be the one to show such tender affection for someone else, unless he or she ‘s a spirit.” Lelianna said smiling to herself. “Oh come now, Lelianna, he seems much happier around the lady inquisitor and she seems to feel the same about him.” Josephine said chuckling a bit to herself.

“You two are embarrassing me.” Ruwth said, her calm disposition breaking for a moment as she looked at the two of them, before gulping nervously as she heard the lutes begin to play a slow and very romantic wedding march, she glanced down at her hands, which were laced together tightly and took a shaky breath. “oh…mythal guide me.” Ruwth mumbed to herself, she much rather be taking on red templars, venatori mages, or even go through the fade over and over again then do this.

“Relax, you’re going to be just fine.” Lelianna said chuckling a little bit as she walked behind Ruwth running her hand through the young woman’s hair, she sighed deeply as she glanced at her spymaster and ambassador who seemed to be smiling slightly. “You’re right.” she admitted, a small smile pulling at her lips and sighed as very carefully Lelianna moved her veil over her face, “Now relax and take deep breaths.” she said and smiled as she led Ruwth out of then tent. She gasped as she felt an arm lock softly with her own and looked to the side noticing Keeper Deshanna had locked arms with her.

“Are you alright, Da'len.” the keeper asked and Ruwth sighed wondering in the back of her mind, if she was truly alright, she was wandering down a path that seemed strange to her. “I don’t know, keeper, what happens next…what guidance can you give me, what path have I chosen to walk on.” ruwth found herself asking and bit her lip happy that the veil hid the tears that trickled down her cheeks

“ Hamin Da'len, you are not in any danger, for you see the trickster is slowly guiding your steps, Hamin Na Elgar and Hamin Na Vhenan, you are always apart of the clan and apart of the dalish.” she said softly smiling as she looked at ruwth, “Calm your tears child, he’s waiting for you. Mala suledin nadas Da’len” the keeper said and Ruwth smiled as the keeper released her arm and she glanced up barely making the outline of Solas, her Ma vhenan, it felt good to be able to hear those words, to be able to be by his side throughout all of this, she turned towards him, her hand wrapping around his.

“ Ar lath ma, Ma vhenan, Emma lath will be guided forever.” she heard Solas say and she smiled as she repeated the same words, the words were new, unspoken even in times such as these, she felt her veil being pulled back, as her emerald eyes moved to meet his, though she noticed the tears that built at the corner Solas’s eyes, were they from happiness or from something else, she wasn’t sure.

But she smiled as she felt his lips press against her own in a deep and passionate kiss, she drew her hand up, running her fingertips along the side of the face, she hoped in her heart and her mind that they would still together for as long as they both should live., she leaned back her eyes twinkling softly in the moonlight. “Ar lath ma” she said softly, resting her forehead against his.

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“So which of you guy’s girlfriend is better, Shepard or the inquisitor?” a voice quiped from across the room causing both Garrus and Cullen to turn there heads to see Varric sitting down on the edge of one of the medi gel’s crates, an apple in one hand and a dagger in the other, James who had been polishing his weights turned his head towards the group, plainfully faking a poker face before saying in his usual cocky way “Clearly Shepard, she has more cojones then the entire inquisition combined.” causing Garrus to chuckle. “Well I wouldn’t say that, Lieutenant.” Garrus said though he had sort of leaned back against one of the boxes. Cullen shook his head for a moment, deciding not to get into there childish banter but he paid close attention, walking over to one of the crates next to Varric and smirking to himself.

“Really now, how so?” Varric asked looking over at James who opened his mouth and shut it quickly, “She’s saved the council, which in our terms is our government more then once.” Garrus said keeping his back turned to the dwarf, “Yes well our inquisitor has saved the empress on more then one occasion, she also happened to save the world from an archdemon, one only a certain group of people can kill.” Cullen said barely looking up. The turian let out a laugh hidden behind a cough, “Right, so she killed a lizard, big deal. Shepard has killed multiple creatures on multiple occasions, even saved the galaxy a couple times from the reapers.” Garrus said shaking his head for a moment, “Well the inquisitor has survived being killed by a god, and even had a mountaintop dropped on top of her.” Cullen said simply though he had looked up at the turian who had glanced over his shoulder, smirking a bit. “Survived her ship blowing up, survived dropping through a fishtank, survived a suicide mission.” Garrus said turning his head back towards the crate. “A suicide mission, geez what kind of companions are you trying to get your bossed killed, what you do the entire time watch from the side lines?” Varric asked and Garrus let out a laugh. “No, I was right beside her the entire time, even took a turret to the side of the face, protecting her. I’ve heard that your commander hasn’t been in combat for quite some time.” Garrus said, glaring at Cullen who had stood up. “Okay that’s it.” Cullen said angrily

Jane Shepard smiled as she looked over at Sakai Trevelyan, they had come from a night of gambling at the sliverstun strip, happy to each get a night off. “Commander, we have a bit of a situation in the armory.” Joker’s voice quipped from the intercom and Shepard sighed, shaking her head a couple times. “Vega must be at it again, he always know how to cause problems.” Shepard said walking into the elevator and pressing the button, it took them a while to get down there and what awaited them was a pretty humorus sight.

On one end stood Garrus held back by both Cortez and Vega who were trying to hold Garrus back, he spotted a black eye and it seemed his visor had slightly chipped, blood trickling down his face. On the other side, standing well or at least trying to stand up was Cullen, bruised and swollen, though even despite there injuries, they were both grinning. “Boys.” Shepard and Sakai said at the same noticing the rest of the crew was standing around them, right in the middle of passing bets

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How bad did Alistair want to see his love one again, as badly as they come. He missed holding her close while they watching the flames dance, worrying about the archdemon, about logain’s betrayal about everything that had happened to both them, they would lay there together under the stars talking in hushed whispers about there companions about who they both were and her laughter would cause his stomach to erupt with butterflies. When they had first met he was surprised to meet her, a young warden mage from the circle of magi in ferelden. She was cautious and quiet at first though joked along with him when Duncan had told them that they couldn’t join the battle. He had turned his head to glance over at her, noticing how lips quirked up when she smiled at him and the small birthmark on the side of her eye would move upwards. He found himself wanting to protect her more and more and when she had almost died on top of the tower it had scared him to death, but she was there alive through impossible odds.

Now she was gone, slain by the archdemon’s foul claws and here he was sitting in some worn down thieves hideaway and awaiting for Hawke and the inquisior to show up so he could explain about this so called false calling. They arrived no more then a few days later, slightly exhausted from the travels but ready to help them. He explained to them about what had been going on and then it all began, fighting through the battles against warden’s he used to know and warden’s he didn’t know and then here he was in the fade.

He was slient as he looked around quickly following as both Hawke, the inquisitor and her companions took off across the dreary, he shivered softly as something brushed past him, almost as if someone was running into his arms before vanishing into the sky. He felt someone’s eyes on him and noticed that one of the inquisitor’s companions was looking at him oddly, he opened his mouth and was about to speak when the person turned his eyes away from him before focusing on the roads. However he stopped in his tracks as he heard someone’s voice, someone singing to him the words were soft and gentle almost like a lullaby and he turned, shaking his head as he continued walking, they must have walked through a portal or something because he found himself in a dimly lit room, it was almost like a ballroom of sorts and his mouth dropped open as he noticed a young woman staring at him. He opened his mouth about to speak but the woman shook her head sadly knowing that she could not, raising her finger towards the wall in front of her, she began to write, the words glowing.

“I’m sorry I don’t have much of a contact with this part of the fade to talk to you right now Alistair, in fact…it was thanks to the inquisitor’s mark that I was able to be here in the first place.” the words said and ‘Alistair sighed knowing she had an odd habit of doing things. Worried that his writing was going to be clear, he carefully wrote out something to her, surprised when the words lit up in front of him “I understand but..you know this has to be the weirdest thing I’ve ever done, and I’ve done some pretty weird things.”, she was smiling at him, her lips curling up into a small soft smile before she walked over to him and slipped her arms around his neck, her fingers barely brushing against his shoulder. “Maker’s breath, she’s still as beautiful as ever.” he thought and blinked as he noticed his thought’s were bouncing around his head. “Guess my thoughts aren’t safe either,.” he lips quirked to a smile as she rested her head against his shoulder, though he sighed deeply as he felt a sob go through her.

“Hey it’s fine, I’ll see you soon, I promise you” the words were gentle but he knew that his words were probably lies. “Promise” her eyes had moved up to meet his and he slowly nodded his head reaching his hand up and brushing his finger’s against her cheek, she was looking at him oddly as if she didn’t recognize him for a few minutes.

“You changed haven’t you…you seem older and more pained, what happened are you alright?” the words were laced with worries and Alistair sighed as he glanced at her before noticing that small scenes could be seen around his head, him running from the warden fort, meeting hawke outside of crestwood, talking to the inquisitor about what had happened with the wardens and arguing with one of the warden’s mages. He watched as his lover reached her hand up brushing the memories away a small frown on her face as she sighed, though tears brimmed at the bottom of her eyes.

“Sorry.” the words hung there lonely and afraid and he shook his head brushing his lips against hers, he felt her arms tighten around him as he continued to kiss her, missing the feeling of her warm body against his own, she pulled away suddenly, her hands resting against his own for a moment and he chuckled at the words hanging above his head “One final dance, we never got to do one?” Alistair sighed for a moment before he slowly began to dance with her, he smiled as he noticed that a slow waltz like theme had began to play and he chuckled as she pressed her head against his shoulder, tears starting to fall from her eyes once again, Alistair rested his head on top of her’s brushing his hand gently through her arm, they stopped for a moment and she tightened her grip on him, the words were blurred but in the back of his mind he knew what they said. “I know” he pressed his head against her chest allowing his own tears to fall as she wrapped her arms him. “I love you, I always will love you no matter what happens,and I’m so sorry that I wasn’t there to protect you.” the words out again and again wrapping around them in a silent embrace

“I know and we’ll meet again”

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I’ll take my leave then,” the inquisitor said as she turned her head and quickly walked towards the door and pushed it open, stopping in the entryway to glance over her shoulder at her advisors and her solo companion. She let out a small smile tug at the corners of her lips and gently moved her finger in a come with me movement to Cullen who quickly averted his eyes off to the side. “I’ll…get back to my reports.” Cullen stuttered out quickly walking towards the inquisitor and following after her retreating back.

Cassandra let out a disgusted noise as she moved to pick up the reports and quickly fiddled through them. “Why so displeased Lady Pentagast?” Josephine asked raising an eyebrow as she quickly wrote down a couple notes from her own reports. “That puppy dog look, that the commander gives the inquisitor, don’t you find it rather inappropriate,” Cassandra asked scowling for a moment. “Oh I don’t know, I find it rather charming it reminds me of a loving couple I know,” Lelianna said shaking her head for a moment.

“But this….inappropriate fraternization could distract the commander as well as the inquisitor from their duties jeopardizing the inquisitions actions, I thought the inquisitor knew better than this,” Cassandra said fighting hard to keep the amusement out of her voice but she groaned as she shook her head. “

Oh I don’t know, I think the commander deserves this, he has been through a lot over the past few years and it’s nice to see a different side of him and its enjoyable tease him isn’t it?” Josephine said chuckling softly to herself and blinked as she noticed both Cassandra and Lelianna were looking at her oddly. “Forgive me, I was simply stating the obvious don’t you both think so as well.” Josephine said placing her pen on her clipboard and smiling as the both of them reluctantly nodded there heads

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Kaityln sighed for a moment as she leaned her head back against the seat of the carriage and closed her eyes for a moment, she couldn’t believe that Josephine had convinced her and the rest of her band of misfits to attend another one of the empress famous balls at the winter palace, sure she enjoyed it because of the romantic atmosphere but it honestly was a big pain in her ass, between Varric and Cassandra getting into a drunken argument about Hawke and her being the better one when it comes to sex, something that she still had stuck in her mind and the whole…empress assassination the first night that she decided to do something that involve her burning someone or closing one of those very troublesome fade rifts.

“Seems we are off to another party, I don’t know how Josephine manages to talk you into things like this.” Cullen said snapping her out of her very unpleasant daydream and causing her to turn her head towards him and give him a small playful smile.

“Oh our lady ambassador can very persuasive don’t you think, she did manage to get your naked during a normal card game did she not?” Kaityln said her tone teasing as she leaned forward and kissed his blood red cheek, she sighed as she felt the carriage jolt to a stop and smiled as she watched Cullen climb out and walk over to the other side and help her out, “At least your wearing a dress this time.” Cullen said chuckling a little bit as he pressed a kiss to her cheek. Kaityln sighed as she scrunched up her nose as she looked down at the floor length sliver gown with gold trim, “Yes she managed to convince to do this as well.” Kaityln muttered to herself as they both walked inside the palace, watching each of the introductions caused a dark red to go to her face, sure things were still the same but the change in her last name caught her by surprise.

“When did the court find out?” Kaityln whispered leaning toward’s Cullen’s ear and shaking her head. “Who knows, the court are normally a bunch of gossiping ravens or canaries, or whatever.” Cullen said sighing deeply and turned his head noticing the same nobles who in his mind had harassed him most of the night were looking at them

“Well seems we are going to get separated once again.” Cullen mumbled shaking his head for a moment. “Well do you have a better idea?” Kaityln trying to hide the smirk in her voice as she turned her head towards her commander who was grinning down at her and was slowly leading her towards one of the balconies that was overlooking towards the garden.

“As a matter of fact.” Cullen said and before poor Kaityln could react, Cullen had swooped her up in his arms and jumped over the edge, landing in the soft grass bellow. “Seriously…what would have happened if you would have killed me.” Kaityln said covering her mouth as she burst into a fit of laughter, throwing her head back to look at the stars above. “Oh I don’t know, I’ll probably be dead by the time this is over though.” Cullen said setting her down on the ground and smiled as he gently wrapped his around her waist. “Really Cullen, you are a hopeless romantic.” Kaitylin said wiggling her finger at him but smiled as the two of them began to dance in the garden.

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Catherin sighed for a moment as she walked up the steps that led to the circle tower. “Just like old times huh?” Alistair said standing on the bottom step and looking up at her, he was sort of standing at an awkward position with his one foot resting on the dock. “You’re not coming with me are you, you promised me that you would when I came to talk with him.” Catherin said turning fully on her heel to glare at him and puffed out her cheeks, "Uh, its because of official warden business strictly confidential.” Alistair stammered for a moment quickly turning his head back towards the lake, before stepping back holding his hands up in a defensive position. “Look Cat, this is completely your personal business with Cullen, and I don’t want to get involved for reasons.” Alistair explained shaking his head for a moment before walking off towards the boat and shook his head for a moment, quickly walking up the steps and brushed a quick kiss against Catherin’s cheek. “I’ll be back at home if you need me, and if things go wrong…well do what you always do.” Alistair said smirking and before she could answer he had turned on his heels and walked out. Catherin sighed as she puffed out her cheeks once again, sticking her tongue out at her lover’s retreading back and sighed as she turned back towards the steps and slowly began the climb towards the tower, it reminded her of her first day at the tower and the rather embarrassing encounter that she had with Cullen, of course she didn’t want to focus on that and sighed as she pushed the door open and shuddered softly. How long it had it been since the attack on the circle, a week, a month, or even a year it bothered her that she hadn’t come back to check on Cullen and the other’s sooner, mostly because this had been her home for a pretty long time. “Uh, excuse me.” Catherin said softly her voice echoing and blinked as one of the templars turned towards her and she quickly covered her mouth “Caroll.” she muttered softly through a fit of giggles but quickly straightened her position noticing that he was glaring at her. “Strange they aren’t let any mages out of the tower or anyone inside yet, we’re still cleaning up because its pretty much a big mess in there, but hang on a moment, your the nice mage who gave me cookies!” Carroll said jumping around excitedly. In Catherin’s opinion Caroll had bit the short end of the templar knowledge stick but his sense of bluntness and his tendacy to remember things that weren’t all that important was a very humorous trait. “Yea that’s me…is Cullen here?” Catherin said deciding to go straight to the point knowing if they both started talking things wouldn’t ever get done. “Yes I am.” a familiar voice said and Catherin slowly turned to see Cullen standing on the top of the stairs and let out a soft sigh of relief and blinkd noticing how exhausted he looked, of course after all the hell that he had went through…she shook her head deciding not to talk about things that could lead to awkward conversations, she mentally face palmed realizing she must sound like an idiot. “I was��I…wanted to talk to you about a few things.” Catherin stammered out quickly looking down at the floor and letting out a shaky breath, but she noticed that out of the corner of her eye that he had nodded. “Wanna go somewhere private, the library perhaps, it’s still a mess and everything but..” Cullen stuttered before quickly stopping himself and went back to his normal composure. “Yea, that would be nice..” Catherin said shaking her head for a moment before quickly walking towards the stairs and following after him, she sighed as she slouched her shoulders keeping her eyes adverted towards the corridor. “It looks better around here.” Catherin stuttered out, not use to the quietness around her and blushed when she caught him staring at him. “I mean, no demons or…..you know..running around.” Catherin said sighing deeply for a moment and sighed as they stopped in a small corridor that lead to the library. “I’m being deported to kirkwall today.” Cullen said clearing his throat a couple times and turning his head to meet Catherin’s eyes for a moment and blinked noticing she was kind of staring at the wall. “What is it that surprising?” Cullen asked looking at her. “I was well..worried about you and wondered if something was wrong…” Catherin said shaking her head a couple times and tugged her hand through her long back hair for a moment. “Wait..what.” Cullen mumbled softly looking over at Catherin who just sighed and moved so she was leaning against the wall and allowing her eyes to move up and meet his for a moment. “I care for you and during the events of what happened here…I was worried that I was going to loose you or something was going to happen that I wasn’t going to be able to control.” Catherin said blinking a couple tears as she felt tears come to the edge of her eyes and quickly looking down covering her mouth as she sobbed. Andraste’s ass i must sound like some blubbering idiot or something, I mean here i am crying like a baby about someone..I. Catherin thought to herself but blushed as she felt an arm awkwardly wrap around her and pull her close, she blinked as she allowed her eyes to slowly look up and noticed that Cullen had his arms around her, she was slightly taller then him, so he had his head on her shoulder and she chuckled as she noticed that his face was a bright red color. “I uh, I care for you too.” Cullen muttered softly looking over at Catherin and blushed as Catherin planted a kiss on his cheek, “I do care for you Cullen and I always will..but you know me and the moron from before…” Catherin said before blinking as they both quickly stepped back.“Right.” Cullen said shaking his head for a moment. “So besides all of that awkward shit that probably will be mentioned sometime later when I manage to get my act together, do you think if you have a chance today, you could walk with me down to the docks and see me off.” Cullen stuttered out rubbing the back of his neck nervously. Catherin sighed for a moment and then very slowly nodded her head and looked up at Cullen a small smile pulling at her lips. “Yea sure.” Catherin said quickly wiping her eyes with her hands and sighed as they both walked out of the tower and climbed onto the boat, she turned her head noticing Cullen’s queezy expression and chuckled softly. “Sure you’ll be able to handle the long ride?” Catherin asked and chuckled as Cullen slowly nodded his head. It felt weird walking with Cullen towards one of the main ports that led to the sea, and much to her own surprise it was in demerin and she sighed deeply knowing Alistair was waiting for her. “You sure your companions won’t be missing you.” Cullen stammered out turning his head to notice that Catherin was sort of staring off into space and smiled as he nudged her playfully in the ribs. “Uh..yea there fine..probably getting drunk or something.” Catherin said quickly shaking her head and sighed as they both arrived at the docks, noticing the ship was already in port. “So, this it huh?” Cullen said turning his head to look over at Catherin and blushed as he felt Catherin wrap her arms around his neck and kiss him, it was gentle not exactly a goodbye kiss but a more like take care of yourself or I’ll kill you kiss. Catheirn sighed as she leaned back looking at him. “I love you and nothing is ever going to change that but you need to forget about me and this infatuation you have with me, it isn’t healthy. You will find someone…you might have to go through something that I might make you question things but you will find someone, that I can promise you and nothing else.” Catherin said leaning her head back as she felt tears fall down her cheeks and shook her head a couple times before stepping back and walked towards the docks not quite giving him a chance to say goodbye.

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"CULLEN STANTON RUTHERFORD" the sound of a voice shouting across the courtyard and the inquisitor could barely react as her new husband and commander was grabbed by the ear and half dragged across the grounds of skyhold. "Oh maker." The inquisitor mumbled to herself and glanced down at the mabari who was looking at her with a confused look.

"Should we give them a moment." she asked looking down at the mabari who barked once and chased after the two of them. "I suppose you're right, I need my commander in the best possible shape and this definitely not going to help things." she mumbled shaking her head and walked off, stopping short of the entrance to skyhold.

"So I just saw Curly being dragged out by a rather angry woman, is there something going on that I should know about inquisitor?" Varric asked and Sakai sighed as she looked down at the dwarf, pursuing her lips and trying to figure on how to tell him.

"You remember how Cullen mentioned a sister, one who got very very worried about him and kept sending him messages on what he was doing?" Sakai asked knowing she was probably wording things the wrong way. "So that's the famous sister, she doesn't seem to be too bad, a bit crazy." Varric said laughing a little bit.

"Yes that's Mia and Rosalie, I'm surprised that he managed to keep the secret from the two of them for so long now..unless." Sakai said before her mouth dropped open as a bright red and very nervous Cullen came stepping out and stood behind the inquisitor almost fearful. "Help me." Cullen muttered holding onto the inquisitor's shoulder.

"Oh you are not getting out of this one, so when in andraste's ass were you going to tell us that you married the inquisitor, you promised that you would send us letters and all of sudden this bombshell was dropped onto us." Rosalie said wagging her finger at him. "It wasn't really his fault...." Sakai mumbled quietly to herself, though she had covered her mouth to sustain some of her laughter. "Oh was it now." Rosalie said shooting a cold glare towards the inquisitor. "To be honest, Rosalie.....I haven't told my family either." Sakai admitted, her entire face going a dark red color. "You haven't?" Cullen asked looking at Sakai who glanced over her shoulder at him.

"Yes, I've been busy leading the inquisition but that doesn't excuse on what had happened here today, honestly if Cullen was my brother I would have acted the same way." Sakai admitted a cheerful note adorning her voice. "But that doesn't excuse what he has done...I think he owes the both of you, some sort of explanation and perhaps if he wants...we can renew our vows with everyone present..only if you beat me in a chest match." Sakai added grabbing hold of Cullen's ear who yelped and stood beside Sakai. "Why are you playing for him, shouldn't he try to win his own honor?" Mia asked and Sakai snickered a little bit. "

”Cullen had a rather unpleasant experience with our ambassador the last time we gambled, if you ladies would like, Varric Thethas and Cassandra can find a room for you, while I talk to my husband in private." Sakai added as she looked back at Cullen who almost looked like he was about to face down a dragon Once his sister's were out of earshot, Sakai groaned as she released his ear pressing a kiss against his blushing face.

"Honestly Cullen, you brought all of this on yourself." Sakai said and laughed as Cullen wrapped his arm around her waist, drawing her close to him. "To be honest, I thought you were going to use that new crossbow arm on them or even send the dog to attack them." Cullen said chuckling a little bit. "Oh I don't know, Varric telling them some of the more personal details about our relationship is pretty good torture don't you think and besides I have to have my commander in the best shape don't I?" Sakai asked raising an eyebrow at him.

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"Come on, it isn't that bad." Kadian said smiling as he twirled around on the ice, they were on a small iced over lake outside the capital of Canada, there was still some damage from the events of the reaper war, trees still seem to be brushed by some of the flames melting some of the ice.

"I'm perfectly content over here on the sidelines Kaidan, I think I've been on the front lines way too much for one person." Shepard said shaking her head a couple times and leaned back, so her hair pillowed around her head in the snowbank. "So the great Commander Shepard is afraid of a little ice?" Kaidan said chucking a snowball at her and causing it to ht one of the branches of a tree knocking a pile of snow on top of Shepard. "Ah!" Shepard cried out sitting up and shivering as snow dripped down her hair and down her back, nearing soaking her sweatshirt.

"Okay you're going to get it now." Shepard said pursuing her lips as she took off after him before stopping at the edge of where the ice met the snow. "Come on." Kaidan said skating back to her and reaching his hand out for her to take. "It's just one step at a time." Shepard said before gasping as someone shoved her onto the ice causing her to fumble on the ice, waving her arms slightly as Kaidan managed to catch a hold of her to keep her upright.

The sound of laughter caused Shepard to turn her head towards the bank to see Garrus standing there alongside both Liara and Tali. "Nice one Commander." Garrus said laughing a bit as he stood there, crossing his arms over his chest and shivering slightly.

"Can't take the cold Vakarian?" Shepard asked though she tightened her grip on Kaidan's arm for support. "I'm fine." Garrus said thought he had stepped a little bit closer to Tali, who chuckled and wrapped her arm around the turian. "It seems the commander needs to learn how to iceskate, who knows where our next mission is going to take place." EDI said shaking her head a little bit as she walked across the ice, barely slipping. "Yea?" Shepard asked and then shook her head realizing that EDI was joking with her.

"Come on Commander." Kaidan said grabbing both of Shepard's hand and gliding her across the ice, keeping his grip around her hands. "See it isn't so bad, it's kind of like dancing Commander." Kaidan said smiling at Shepard who nodded her head nervously. "You know...you can call me Shepard if you want...we're not exactly working under ranks anymore...I mean even Joker has started calling Shepard." she explained nervously looking down at her feet, her cheeks going a bright red color. "Right, sorry Command-I mean Shepard." Kaidan mumbled smiling at her.

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"You like fleet and flotilla, isn't that the turian and quarian equivalent of Romeo and Juliet." Shepard asked leaning forward and resting her arms on the workbunch. She nearly fell off the chair she was sitting on when she noticed the death glare that Garrus had given her. "And how would know that Shepard?" Garrus asked as he looked over at her, Shepard almost didn't want to tell him, the look on his face and the nervous way he was messing up with the datapad was enough to keep her satisfied for days but this information did need to be shared.

"I learned it from a console at the shadow broker base, shortly after Liara took over. I also know about the names on your visor and you killed a quarian by coughing on him." Shepard explained casually leaning back against the chair and looked over at Garrus, covering her mouth as she chuckled slightly by the weird expression on his face. "The shadow broker has that kind of information...well shit." Garrus muttered to himself, shaking his head as he turned back to the console he was working on.

"So, do you really like the movie or it to impress a certain female quarian tech expert, who happens to live a level bellow us and when we recruited tali again, you called her an angel behind the mask, you have become quite smitten with her, it almost seems like that stunt with that female turian at the bar was a way to try and make tali...or if i was single..jealous." Shepard said chuckling as she stood up.

"I'm wondering what would happen if, I were to let this little bit of information slip to the rest of the crew or better yet Joker, he has been wanting to use the ship's loud system lately and he does love to gossip on the ship's personal life." Shepard said walking towards the door, her hands resting in the pocket's of her hoodie turning her head to notice that Garrus was standing there with his arms over his chest. "Talk Shepard, what do you want?" Garrus said taking a guess to where this was going.

"One I want a remmatch on the top of the citadel, two I want you to get your feathery ass down to tali and let her know how you feel, you keep telling me to tell the person I care about that you love them, and hear you are keeping secrets, and one more tiny annoying thing..freaking call your dad." Shepard said turning around and walking off.

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"I'm not asleep Garrus." Shepard voice said and Garrus turned his head to see Shepard standing there, wearing a loose fitting tank top and a pair of shorts. "Hmm, I thought you had gone to bed already, is it rather late at night?" Garrus said shrugging his shoulders as he went back to focusing on what he was working on. "Uh huh, I could ask you the same thing, Officer Vakarian." Shepard said and nearly burst our laughing at the annoyed expression on Garrus's face, well if he could move it that is, she found it weird that turian's couldn't move their facial structure though Garrus had gotten rather good at it. "So need me for something, or did you just come down for a chat." Garrus asked stopping what he was doing and turned to look at her.

"I thought we could split a couple drinks, I mean we both need one, after the pain in the ass time, we've both had in the past few years or months, take your pick," Shepard said shrugging her shoulder's for a moment holding up a bottle and a couple glasses. "Is that?" Garrus asked seeming a bit surprised. "Yep, seems that wine you earned on a vigilante's salary actually lasted longer than it looked though we could always drink the other one." Shepard said shrugging her shoulder and tossing her chocolate brown hair over her shoulder and grinning at him.

"I suppose you're right, I have been calibrating this damn gun for over two years," Garrus said snickering a bit as he shut up the console following Shepard into the lounge and grinned over at her. "So you've been getting to know the turian inlaw's it seems," Garrus said sitting down on the couch and looked at Shepard who laughed.

"Oh yes, your sister is a very persuasive turian, we've met on several occasions over the video chat, poor traynor couldn't catch a break with her, she's worried about you, though, wondering why you haven't called her or your father back," Shepard said shrugging her shoulders as she sat down across from him, leaning back and resting her head on her fingers. "

I know the reason, though, it goes with the whole what happened with Sidonis and the whole turian honor code that you guy's live by day by day, and I know how the whole betrayal is tearing you up, I also know why you didn't sync up with Solana the last time...because of your scars," Shepard said pouring their drinks and passed it across the table to Garrus who shook his head. "So you've noticed that," Garrus said quietly taking a sip of his drink. "Garrus it's my job to know how the rest of my crew is doing, if I didn't I wouldn't be a good captain and then we would both be out of luck. I'm not here tonight to lecture you or anything, but I just want to know what you think about this entire shitstorm that's blowing up around the two of us, you've always had my back, so it's now it's time that I heard yours." Shepard said looking at Garrus and stood up walking over to the couch and sitting next to him.

Garrus sighed as he leaned his head back against the cushions before standing up and glanced back at her. "Fine you really want to know what I think of us, I think this has to be the worse fucking tactical bullshit, that his ever happened to anyone in the history of the universe. I mean spirits sake Shepard, you faced down not just one but two spectres, a creature that hasn't existed for over 2000 years, you've come back FROM THE DEAD AND SURVIVED THAT AND FOR WHAT THEY PLACED YOU ON A FUCKING SUICIDE MISSION AND FOR SOME GODDAMN REASON, YOU'VE MANGED TO SURVIVE THAT." Garrus said his voice rising into a shout, before holding his hand up to stop himself for a moment, taking a couple deep breath. "and what do our so called government, do they call it a bunch of bullshit and when the ONE DAMN THING that they have been throwing away for years, decides to fight, they send you into it again." Garrus said shaking his head and moving over to stand near the window and leaned his head against it, tears rolling down his cheeks.

" I don't know Shep, I just don't Shep. through all this bullshit you've managed to show no emotion and act like the big badass that you are...and you know what I'm terrified because of it, you had to pull up all these walls and place jokes to keep yourself sane...and honestly..I don't know what I would do without you." Garrus said taking a deep breath and walking back towards the couch and sitting down.

Shepard sighed as she leaned forward and shook her head a couple times. "Come on," Shepard said standing up and reaching her hand out to her boyfriend to help him up. "Shepard...I" Garrus said but stopped himself, knowing he probably had said enough, he sighed as he stood up and shook his head following her towards the elevator and walked inside, leaning back against the wall and looked at Shepard noticing, that she was just shaking her head at him. "Was that disrespectful at all," Garrus asked casually hating the silence between the two of them.

"No, it wasn't," Shepard said sighing deeply.

Once they were in the safety of her quarters and standing in all too familiar spot near her fish tank, Shepard sighed for a moment pausing before speaking. "I'm glad you told me about how you feel on this whole situation, it's nice to know that someone is actually giving me information and not leaving me guessing," she noticed that he was to speak and held her hand up to stop him from commenting.

"Let me speak my mind, okay...I know things have been going wrong since this whole bullshit began. You and Liara almost lose your homeworld...well Liara loses hers.Tali almost loses her life, I almost had to kill Kaidan once again, we lost mordin, legion, almost zillions of people in the past few hours and I know that it can be stressful on anyone, but Garrus if you need to talk to me about something...or better yet if I need to talk with something...I will....I promise. There is no Shepard without Vakarian..I thought you knew that by now." Shepard said chuckling to herself and smiled as she gently got onto her tiptoes and pressed her lips against his for a moment. "Besides who can stop the most badass team of warriors in the galaxy," Shepard said laughing a bit to herself. "You, are the most craziest son of a bitch that I've ever seen Shepard, and you know what I love you for that," Garrus said grabbing her waist and pressing a kiss against her lips for a moment.

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Work Text: Nick sighed as he leaned against the bar and looked around, it was quite an impressive party, of course they had every reason to celebrate. The institute was destroyed and everything was good in the commonwealth. Then why was he here working a murder case and trying his best to stay undercover, much to no one surprise, Darla otherwise known as Skinny Malone’s ex flame had decided to get herself mixed up with another gang of thugs and Valentine even though he was clearly annoyed by the fact decided to go rescue the damsel in distress.

“So what’s a man like you doing at a place like this?” a woman’s voice said and Nick turned his head to see none other then the vault dweller herself looking down at him. “Oh just catching up with a few friends and working a few cases, how about a drink?” Nick asked looking up at her.

“Sure, mind if I see what you’re working on?” Nora asked sliding into a bar stool next to him. “Any leads yet or has daddy’s little girl flown the coop?” Valentine asked slipping the case file across to Nora who shook her head glancing down at the document.

“Not yet, I haven’t even caught a glimpse of her yet, but we have eye’s all ovet the place, so she might turn up just yet.” Nora said turning her head and focusing on the couple’s on the dance floor, she could just barely make out Piper and Macready who were twirling each other around on the dance floor and could see Deacon standing in the background dressed in a sharp black tux. Nora shook her head and glanced back at the bar and then her eye caught someone walking into the party and she smirked, “Looks like the bell of the ball decided to show up, front of the building on the right side, next to the man in the blue suit and bowler hat.” Nora said nudging Valentine with her shoulder. Valentine turned his head and chuckled a bit, “I can’t believe it, just like old times it seems back when I was the damsel in distress and you were the heroine, seems like things never change, I have an idea.” Nick said and stood up grabbing Nora by the arm and leading her to the dance floor.

“Nick, what the hell are you thinking?” Nora mumbled and blushed as the two proceeded to tango, it was embarrassing as it seemed and she could almost hear Piper snickering.

”I’ve been taking lessons, some guy who apparently spends way too much time calibrating his weapons, the woman was nice though, she couldn’t dance apparently.” Nick explained shaking his head and turned noticing Darla and Skinny were moving across the dance floor. “Deacon’s handling it, great and I got all dressed up for nothing.” Nora muttered to herself and laughed as Nick tilted her back. “Well not for nothing, doll.” Valentine said and pressed against a kiss against the nape of her neck. “Happy Valentine’s Day, Nick.” Nora said shaking her head.

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It was one of those late nights, those nights when you couldn’t sleep no matter how much you tried. That was what Commander Jane Shepard was currently feeling as she rolled out the bed landing flat on the floor, she moved so she was on her knees and glanced over at Garrus noticing he had dozed off at her desk since Kaidan currently took up most of the bed. They had been practicing or what seemed to be practicing battling tatics for there next mission and both of them had “decided” to stay the night. Tossing one of her jackets over Garrus, she sighed as she walked into the elevator and leaned against the wall, yawning as she stretched her arms above her head trying to shake the sleep out of her system.

Stepping out of the elevator she glanced around and blinked as she heard the sounds of faint sobbing and walked towards the back lounge. “Anybody in there?” she asked knocking on the door a couple times and stepped back waiting for an answer, there was sounds of sniffling and coughing but no answer and sighed as she pressed the button and watched the doors slide open. Joker was sitting on one of the couches in the back of the area, around the area were the bar was, his face was bright red and his eyes were puffy.

“Joker…is something wrong.” she asked pausing for a moment wondering if something was wrong.

“Oh, Commander. I’m fine just got some stuff in my eye, Vega was telling me this really funny story about this robot detective apparently he made a bunch of these krogan run away by faking that he had to self destruct, EDI of course didn’t understand the concept.” Joker said laughing weakly before blowing his nose on the sleeve of his uniform.

“You’re a terrible liar Joker.” Shepard said shaking her head as she walked over to one of the chair and sat down across from him, leaning forward.

“You going to tell me what’s wrong or am I’m going to have to ask EDI?” Shepard asked and shook her head grabbing the bottle off the table and pouring herself and Joker another drink.

“Shit, you know I hate that when you’re able to read me like that. I’m frustrated and angry at myself for all that’s happened.” Joker said swallowing his drink in one gulp and looking at Shepard, he sighed as he glanced down removing his hat and placing his hat on the seat next to him.

“You almost died…three times already and I haven’t been really able to help you. Sure I get the normandy out and in in a pinch but there have been some serious close calls, like Thessia, Rannoch, even back in the old day. And everyone been talking about how you’re going to be the hero and I’m standing…well sitting here wondering if I’m going to…loose someone. I mean you…died trying to save me.” Joker said wiping his eye’s on his shirt.

“Hey…you wanna know something.” Shepard asked pausing for a moment not even sure what she was going to say at this point, she sighed as she turned towards the window swirling the drink around a couple times and glancing back at Joker, noticing his expression.

“I’m frightened about what’s going to happen next, I’m worried about Garrus, Kaidan, Liara, Tali, all these people there are residing on me and I’m wondering if I’m making the right decisions going on the right path. Hell I didn’t want to be this war hero. I just wanted to make a difference and keep people safe.” Shepard said shrugging her shoulders and stood up walking over to Joker and picked up his hat placing it on her head and making a face, chuckling to herself as Joker grinned and reached for his hat.

“Come on, we shouldn’t worry too much, since we have plenty of people worrying already.” Shepard said laughing a bit to herself as she placed Joker’s hat on his head and straightened it. “Thank you Commander…I mean…thanks Shepard.” Joker said grinning as he stood up.