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{ ' i still dig my theme tbh.

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kxbutt replied to your post:Irks me that there’s so many people out there...

Honey. I’m worth more won than — nothingi’mactuallyworthlikeonewonahhahahaha…. ha.

Hey, at least you're being honest here. 

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Irks me that there's so many people out there thinking they're the shit, when really they're not even worth a penny. 

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It's a real struggle.. 

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Maybe, but it's not always the case.. Where'd you hear this theory though? 

You never really know with people, usually they say something because they secretly want it, you know? 

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He gave her a reassuring nod before chuckling himself. "Oh I did. I found that gift idea video very helpful, and I also wanted to buy some of the items for myself."

She nodded before chuckling softly, waving her hands slightly to show it didn't bother her. "Hopefully you liked them, although they wouldn't really be something you would be that interested in."

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{'How did I get all these followers and I haven't been active since Thursday?}

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"Through a friend of mine.." He admitted a bit shamefully, averting her gaze. "I've seen a couple of your videos though."

"Yongguk..." She hums softly in approval before nodding. "I'm curious, how did you know I do youtube videos?"

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You really thought I was being serious back then? {'shakes his head in disbelief, laughing softly.} Nah, don't worry at all!

Oh, whew. (/her hand raises up to her forehead as she pretends to wipe off beads of sweat, letting out a light laugh to accompany the motion) Of course, I’d try and all, but I can’t guarantee anything, ever.

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"Hah, it's cool. I mean, I'm more into American hip-hop myself, but y'know I guess it isn't too bad to in the kpop industry. Not exactly my first choice of music, but I mean, you gotta do what you gotta do." He chuckled, shrugging his shoulders casually. It was true that ideally this isn't where Yongguk wishes he was. He was fond of all his members and all, but sometimes he missed the freedom of writing his own music and not having to care about what words he could and couldn't use. "Exercise is already pretty good itself, so all you need are interesting books for it to be pretty alright." He gave a slight nod, before pausing and giving her a concerned look. "Tch. Why does it sound like you blacked out or something.." Honestly, he was a bit confused, but was also timid to keep asking more, so he quickly replied. "Ah, it's not too bad.. I guess whenever you're ready and if our schedules happen to match, I'd be more than happy to help you out."

          “I'm… really bad with recognizing idols and whatnot. Not really into, what do you call it? Ah, k-pop. Thankfully you didn't find me ignorant or whatnot for not knowing these kinds of things. Especially if you're really well-known, and then here I am, not knowing who and what group you're in.” She laughs softly, parting her bangs. Maybe she could do some research about the boy, to learn more about his group. Dusk kept that on the top of her head— to learn more about Yongguk and his group. “I was afraid that some people would find it boring since it isn’t ideal and whatnot. But, yes. It does let off some steam, it’s wonderful, honestly.” Her lips curled up into an impish grin as she shrugged lightly. “Eh, I don’t know. I can’t remember anything that happened before I woke up,” she honestly said. “If you find the clothes I’m wearing currently fashionable, then yes, you can trust that my clothes will be fashionable. I don’t know. You have the ideal height and stature.”

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{'lets out a deep sigh, before straightening up.} Alright, it's not too far, yeah? {'turns to you, eyeing you curiously.} Did you eat something? 

(`grins immediately, shooting you a nod of approval) Exactly! It’s like you read my mind or something. (`gets up first and jumps around you) Let’s go let’s go let’s go!

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{'nods slowly.} Hmm.. That's fairly true though. I mean, if they don't really catch my eye, I sort of don't make the greatest of efforts to talk to them. I mean sure, I'll hold a basic conversation, but it's a pretty surface, shallow one.. But I'm surprised you could sense that though.. Is it obvious or something? 

Heh— Don’t you got that right. /she raises her brows with a sarcastic smile, laughing to herself before she pausing to listen to him; Cause you seem like that if someone isn’t interesting enough you’ll just let the conversation die. I hope you don’t see that in a negative way, i’m just telling you my impression. 

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I mean, I'm sure they wouldn't rat me out, but I could sense they'd feel a little bitter if I went and didn't get them anything, y'know? Hmm. It's still pretty valid, you just never let me know when it's a good time to go! Honestly, I feel like I'm turning more and more into a bum. My motivation is lacking like hell. 

That’s the kind of mindset I like to have when I slip away without telling anyone. You did, heh. Is that offer still valid? We gotta go sometime real soon. And I can definitely relate. I can’t seem to get shit done to save my damn life nowadays, but I’m trying to get myself out of whatever this thing is. You can do it, too. I believe in ya.

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I have been such a bum all day. I can't even bring myself to charge my phone, so I just let it die out.