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might be reading into it too much but you know what? I think Jeremy not being able to have a real golden retriever because his family is allergic is symbolism for the fact that Jeremy’s family isn’t happy with the current Jeremy that they have and instead he has to put up a fake cardboard version of himself to please them and everyone else. But that might just be me 🤷‍♀️

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Traditional families are OUT, liberal families are IN:

1) two lesbian moms

2) a french guy you’re secretly in love with

3) the cardboard cutout of a dog

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i love the fact that jeremy looks like a human version of alvin from alvin and the chipmunks

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at the end of the day, andrew and neil were just two people who matched each other’s freak and i think that’s beautiful

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can you imagine being Jean Moreau and waking up in the middle of the night from a horrific night terror only to sit up and be met with the everlasting stare of a cardboard golden retriever named fucking Barkbark Von Barkenstein

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The biggest plot twist of this book is revealing that Kevin Day isn't the biggest drama queen in exy.

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Jean having more of a reaction to boba tea than he does to trans people is so in character in a way I can’t even explain

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It's so funny to me that as Cat and Laila go about their day they just take Jean with them like he's their child

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obsessed with neil josten being too stingy to buy clothes for himself but instead opting to spend his fortune on a fancy sports car for his boyfriend and to put a hit on jean’s abuser

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if the twinyards weren't identical i guarantee you we would never know what aaron looked like. neil josten simply does not care that much

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jeremy knox in that one paragraph in tsc

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The comparison between Zane (Jean's temporary partner) not protecting Jean from Grayson when it was needed the most versus Neil (Jean’s “misplaced forever partner”) immediately getting rid of Grayson the second he finds out he hurt Jean.

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pour one out for kevin day, queen of exy, for fumbling both jeremy knox AND jean moreau. personally i would never recover

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laila and jeremy talking about jean

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Idk just thought I'd drop this ramble here, can't help but thinking of jean nervously asking Jeremy to shave the back of his head for him bc he cant see and the patches of hair he was missing bothered gim, but Jeremy does it all for him, and he's so gentle , and jean feels safe, and he is beginning to know what friends are.

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one thing about jean that fucks me up sooo bad is that he is just a kid. he's so young. he's scared of getting lost in airports. he closes his eyes on the back of a motorcycle so he doesn't have to see traffic. his favorite magnet is a little bear with a red barret.

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trying to unlearn the knowledge that the reason Neil survived the nest wasn’t because he didn’t break, but because Jean did