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I keep gaining followers on this blog. Here’s a reminder that this blog is abandoned, and if you would like the link to my new blog, to please shoot me a message :)

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Curtain call for this blog is out. I’m digging the new anonymous format much better. If you would like to follow me over, then feel free to message me!

I’ve started a new blog.. If anyone wants to know what it is, they’re welcome to send me a message or an ask off anon, and I’m willing to share, but I won’t be posting the link here and I’d like the two not to be linked together.  Thanks for understanding!

There’s still a chance I’ll return to this blog, but rn it gives me a lot of anxiety and paranoia for unknown reasons.

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I’ve started a new blog.. If anyone wants to know what it is, they’re welcome to send me a message or an ask off anon, and I’m willing to share, but I won’t be posting the link here and I’d like the two not to be linked together.  Thanks for understanding!

There’s still a chance I’ll return to this blog, but rn it gives me a lot of anxiety and paranoia for unknown reasons.

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If you start a new blog would you be willing to share the name with people who ask off anon?

yeah I think I’d be up for that :) Also, I’d be flattered if anyone wanted to do that!

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Do what you need to do. I would like if you stayed, but if a new blog is what's best for you then do it.

Thank you! I just find that I am exceedingly worried about the amount of people reading my personal posts, and it’s kind of paralyzing. 

Maybe I’ll test out a new blog for a while and see how it goes. 

Thank you for being understanding! 

Kit

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I’m considering starting over and making a new blog.. I dunno... :/

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I take it you're a cat lover. What kind of cats do you have? What color are they.? What do you like best about them? What's there names? I tried to keep a cat. There's a beautiful calico cat. Put a gold charm around his neck. I really like the cat. But the cat s*** in my garage. I tried to get my neighbor to clean it as I couldn't. My stomach was too weak for it. I figured the sun would dry it out with the heat of the summer on the garage. Man I didn't go in that garage for about 2 months.

I do love cats!! I have one where I live now, and two at my mom’s place. The one I live with is a striped brown-and-grey kitty with white paws and white on her face. The ones at my mom’s place is one black male cat, and one brown-striped female cat with no white spots on her. I adore them all! The one I live with is quite the independent little cat, and doesn’t always love to be petted, but then when she comes and lies on your lap it feels extra special!

Sorry to hear the cat sh*** in your garage though, that must’ve been terrible. The cats at my mom’s do it outside, and the one where I live now has a litter box in a room we don’t usually go into. So that helps matters.

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Fuck they're taking away my income, the student wage, because I've been too slow.

That makes me want to..I don't know. Don't know what to do. I got denied extra time, now I have to take it further up.. I have one shot at a complaint...And then it's all over.I'm gonna have to drop out of my education.

Fuckety fuck fuck

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Do you take diet pills? I started packing on the pounds after about 3 weeks of institution food. I got out and I was tearing down on double fudge cheesecake and other goodies. Do you recommend any remides for loosing maybe 5 lbs. I'm going to try the vinager ferminted. Or the ol lemon water. Your thoughts?

I’ve never had an issue with my weight, actually, but if I did mean to lose weight I think I would stay away from diet pills. From what I’ve heard, they rarely work, and a lot are actively harmful to you. It seems to be an industry which is more than willing to scam people. I don’t know much about other methods, like sour water, but it doesn’t seem like it can hurt.

My best recommendation for losing weight healthily is to eat a little less and move a bit more.That’s obviously easier said than done, but I think it’s the only fool-proof way to lose weight.

Good luck! And remember, don’t overdo it! 

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that retro Trans Feel where u try on your dad’s clothes when he’s not home

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I've been 3 months without my meds. And I feel pretty good. I was wondering have you ever been off your meds for any length of time. I do experience little paranoia in large crowds. What amazes me though is that my anxiety is low. I was a paranoid schizophrenic. I don't know how to classify myself now.

Hey there,

Congratulations on feeling so well and anxietyfree! That’s great!!

I’ve been off my meds for a few weeks max since I went off them, and every time I stop, I start to become more anxious, paranoid and disorganized. So I concluded that I’m not ready to go off of them yet.

As a matter of fact what you describe isn’t that unusual, many people with schizophrenia have periods where they don’t feel many symptoms at all. For some they come back, and for others, they do not.

Three months may be premature to state this, but if you have no symptoms for years, without taking meds, I would say that you are a recovered paranoid schizophrenic, or a “former schizophrenic”. Do you know Anhild Lauveng, Norwegian former schizophrenic and psychologist who wrote “a road back from schizophrenia” among other books? She’s just one example of someone who became completely symptomfree after having been very severely ill. 

So it IS possible.

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I know I'm not posting much these days.. Sorry about that.

It's not that nothing is happening, but I just can't seem to find the right mindset to blog..

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cutest lil baby i ever did paint 🍃💫

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Hey you and I know each other on discord and I wanted to say you’re a great person and I really appreciate you and I wanted to say that on anon to not be Overly Cheesy y’know?

OMG HIII!!! *waves*I really really appreciate this message, thank you so much!! I hope our interactions on discord will continue to be pleasant 💛 Take care anon!!

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you go kitty

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Today I made the mistake of talking of the patterns and it fucked me up and I had to keep my eyes close for 30 min while Moose comforted me.

I’m usually alone when there things happen. It’s kind of weird to have people around who give a fuck.

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Good evening, hope your not mad at me= you know your were my first besty

Hey there,

I’m not mad at you, but I still think you’ve got me mixed up with someone else. I only run this blog and the blog @schizosupport . I value your contributions to the community, and I don’t mind talking with you at all, but I think it’s important that we both acknowledge that I’m not who you think I am.

My name is Kit, and that’s the only name I go by.

Best wishes,

Kit