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today is day one! im just reblogging this as a reminder to everybody, so don't think i died or...something...if i just kinda stop posting for a bit. i have a few fics i already started in my drafts, so those will come out pretty soon when i find the time to finish them. thank you all so so much for all the support. kisses my lovelies!! 💋

hello again, my lovelies!! i just wanted to let everyone know, that i am starting school in about a week. that means i will be less active, and probably not write as much. my honest goal now is to get at least something out at least once a month. i have already been busy, and it's just going to keep coming. i am so sorry if i take a long time to get to any requests or to get anything out in general. if i wind up taking a break for a while, its because the beginning of every year is very difficult for me mentally and physically. please be patient with me. i will try my best to get something out as often as i can, but unfortunately no promises. i think if i do end up taking a break from writing fics, i will try to post more art and rants and stuff on my second. thank you.

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Flashback

TW: Unprotected piv sex (don't do this!!), slight size kink, slight age gap (30-35, 43), pregnancy, fluff, kissing, making out, oral (f!rec), fingering, daydreaming/flashbacks?, lots of yucky description, pet names, porn with little plot, multiple orgasms, pussy pronouns, sweet not-so-little husband!joel, anything else I forgot

thank you anon for this request !

A/N: Thank you for requesting something I've honestly been brewing in my mind for a while! I really really enjoyed writing this and I apologize it took so long to get out. Thank you again, and enjoy!! ^^

--------------------Joel Miller--------------------

You were just putting the last piece of toast on top of the sandwich when you heard the door creak open.

"I'm home, sweetheart." Joel called out gently, his voice soft yet hoarse.

"Hey, baby!" You grinned from the kitchen down the hall.

You heard him set down his large and heavy bag, his boots stomping, probably leaving trails of snow and dirt across your house.

You felt his freezing hands snake around your waist, his still cold breath on your neck.

"Go sit down, Joel. I'm making lunch for you." You smiled, leaning into his touch.

You felt his stubble run across your cheek with a sweet kiss.

"Okay, darlin'." He grinned against your face, loudly stepping away to the kitchen island.

He sat down at one of stools with a groan, admiring the wooden counter he made himself. He smiled at the painted handprints at the edge of it.

He snapped back into consciousness when he heard you put the ceramic plate down in front of him.

He smiled at you as he went to pick up the sandwich, pausing at the stick right next to it.

He recognized it. The white shape, the blue cap. He looked up at you with wide eyes.

You smiled at him with a creased brow, worried with what he might say.

"A-are you..?" He stuttered out, one of his hands reaching to pick it up, inspecting it.

You nodded quietly, a sweet sob breaking your throat with watery eyes.

"I-I have the other ones I took, too." You pulled two more tests from your pocket.

"Oh, baby. This..this is..amazing." He grinned, his own eyes wet.

"I-I'm gonna be a daddy?" He looked up at you, standing up.

When you nodded again, a cry escaped his throat.

"Oh, fuck. Darlin'..I love you, so, so much." He croaked, then he pulled you into a hug.

After a moment, he pulled his face back to look at you.

"B-but..how?" He mumbled, his eyebrows coming together.

After another moment of silence, you laughed while staring at him.

"Now, I'm not sure why you're so surprised, you know exactly what we've been doing." Your arms slithered around his neck.

He chuckled, shutting his eyes, letting his mind wander onto just a week or two before.

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Joel's hands scrubbed up your body, looking at you with lust darkened eyes. You stared back at him as his hands traveled around your waist. You gulped, letting him fall forward to kiss you.

You leaned your head back as he pressed long open-mouthed kisses to your neck, moving down slowly.

He pulled down your bra cups, groaning lowly as he sucked one nipple into his mouth, swirling his tongue against it.

His rough hands trailed down your body, teasing at your waistband.

"Get these off, sweetheart." He grumbled against your breast. You scrambled to obey, reaching your own hands down to tug at your shorts.

He sunk to his knees, mumbling sweet praises against your thighs as he pushed them apart, revealing your core.

You shivered as his stubble scratched between your legs, soft kisses pressed against your curves as his hands move your panties to the side, thumb pressing gentle circles against your clit.

You bucked your hips forward, searching for more friction that he wouldn't give you.

His tongue replaced his thumb, one of his thick fingers sliding into you with ease.

"She's fuckin' selfish for me, huh? Suckin' in my fingers like that.." He chuckled against your pussy, reveling in your moans.

He slid another finger inside of you, quickly pumping them as he licked and sucked at your clit.

"I-I'm gonna-" You cried out, hands tangling into his graying hair as your orgasm hit you like a tsunami.

Your legs clamped around his head, him still going as you calmed down.

He only tried to stand up when you released his head, looking at you with the bottom half of his face covered in you, a slick grin plastered across his mouth.

He quickly flicked his belt off, pulling his jeans and boxers down just enough to release his cock.

Even though you've seen it over and over, he never fails to mesmerize you with the size.

Joel held his tip in his hand, moving it through your folds, smiling as it caught against you.

You moaned loudly, fingers grabbing at the sheets beneath you.

He slowly pushed in, letting you adjust to his size.

He groaned your name when he bottomed out, holding one of your legs up and moving it to sit upon his shoulder.

"Jesus, baby..she's fuckin' beggin' for me. You feel 'er bringin' me in?" He asked you, pulling out enough to leave just his tip, then shoving back into you.

You screamed as he pounded into you, pace relentless and heavy.

You scratched at his arms and back, leaving angry red streaks.

"F-fuck, Joel! I-I'm gonna c-!" You cried out, squeezing your eyes shut and throwing your head back as far as possible, arching your back off the bed as waves of pleasure washed over you.

Your vision went white as he continued slamming into you even as your walls tightened around him.

"Sh-shit, baby.." He mumbled, leaning forward with a deep groan. He let his release flood out into you, painting your insides white.

You both panted against eachother, whining when he pulled out slowly.

"Joel..." You breathed, reaching for his hand as he plopped down beside you.

"I'm here, sweetie. I'm here.." He grumbled in his usual gruff voice, but you could hear the softness behind it.

"I love you," You smiled, taking his hand in yours.

"I love you most, angel." He pressed a kiss to your forehead, moving your sweat-slicked hair off of it.

You sat like that for a moment, sweaty and sticky, but also relaxed and happy.

He pulled you close to him, hugging you tight and pressing kisses to your neck.

You fell asleep just like that. In his arms, gentle and content.

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"Joel? You okay, hun?" You asked, holding his hand when he finally snapped back to reality.

"Y-yeah, baby. I'm alright," He reassured you, pulling you close into a hug.

"I love you. You and our little baby." He choked, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

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All I Ask

TW: Angst with a good bit of fluff, love confession, dean is weirdly in love, end of world/apocalypse mentioned, death/the afterlife (heaven) mentioned, friends to lovers, h/c, kissing, hand holding, pet names, soft!Dean, Sam romance blocking, probably others that i forgot

Based off of the song "All I Ask" by Adele

Note: Not really sure why, but I am lately obsessed with writing/reading devastating gay fanfiction about a human and an angel to depressing music..am I crazy? Anyway, this takes place during 5x10 (Abandon All Hope). Enjoy!

----------------------Destiel---------------------

Dean paced in a line before the angel. He chewed on his bottom lip angrily, trying to think.

"Dean, we have a serious problem. What are you doing?" Castiel asked, moving his hand from his temple down to rest against the table.

"Jeez, Cas. You really can't tell, can you?" Dean asked, turning to Cas.

That's when the angel noticed his eyes. Green and gentle, wet and tear ridden.

Castiel's eyebrows knit together, confused.

"What's wrong, Dean?" He asked, his voice softer than before.

"I-Dammit, Cas. Why can't you tell? Why can't you just fucking tell?" Dean's voice broke as the words just tumbled out of his mouth.

"Shit, I can't. I just can't. Not with you." Dean mumbled into his hands.

"Dean, what's wrong? Are you alright?" Cas stood up, attempting to put his hand on Dean's shoulder, pulling back when Dean moved away.

"Cas. It's the end of the fucking world, and I just fuckin' wish you would get it. Get it the way I do. I..." Dean sighed. "I love you, Cas."

Castiel's eyes went wide. He backed away.

"I...care for you too, Dean. I pulled you out of hell. I gripped you tight and-" Cas was interrupted.

"No! Not in the way where you're my best friend and shit! It's in the way where I want to spend the rest of my life with you! Fuck, I-" Dean grumbled, looking into the angel's bright blue eyes.

He didn't think very hard before stepping closer.

Dean held Castiel's face in his hands, searching his face for just a moment before leaning in, pressing their lips together without a second thought.

Cas was frozen. Stuck in his spot with his hands at his sides and feet drilled into the sad wood beneath him.

Dean pulled away, his hand moving up to cup his lover's cheek.

Cas just looked at him, his mouth opening and closing a few times, his brows furrowed.

"All I ask," Dean swallowed, grabbing the angel's hand and linking their fingers.

"All I ask..is that if this is the last night we'll see eachother? That you'll hold my hand..hold me. Give me a memory I can replay in Heaven. Like I'm more than just a friend." Dean whispered, tears filling his thick lashes.

"Please." He stuck his forehead to Castiel's.

Cas gulped quietly, before pressing his lips back to the man's.

Dean felt the need to step away. But he didn't want to. So, he didn't. Not even a bit. He stepped closer.

Dean brought his hands down to Castiel's waist, pulling him flush.

The kiss was soft. Their lips barely touching, hovering over one another as they breathed.

Cas held the back of Dean's neck with one hand, the other holding onto Dean's.

"More than friends." Cas mumbled against Dean's mouth. "I'm okay with that."

"Jesus, Cas.." Dean laughed breathily, leaning his forehead against Cas' again.

Castiel, with a smile soft as silk, kissed Dean again. And again. Gentle peppered pecks on his lips.

Dean smiled again, completely forgetting they'd probably end up dead in less than eight hours.

They stepped apart as Sam called them in from another room.

"Dean! Cas! Picture time!" Sam yelled with a quiet laugh, hearing Bobby grumble after.

They pulled apart, only their fingers left curled around each other.

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U - undressed by sombr

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R - right back where we started from by maxine nightingale

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H - Horse with no name by America

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D - Disease by Lady Gaga

O - Operate by Peaches

E - Each tear by Mary J. Blige

S - Same deep water as you by The cure

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hello again, my lovelies!! i just wanted to let everyone know, that i am starting school in about a week. that means i will be less active, and probably not write as much. my honest goal now is to get at least something out at least once a month. i have already been busy, and it's just going to keep coming. i am so sorry if i take a long time to get to any requests or to get anything out in general. if i wind up taking a break for a while, its because the beginning of every year is very difficult for me mentally and physically. please be patient with me. i will try my best to get something out as often as i can, but unfortunately no promises. i think if i do end up taking a break from writing fics, i will try to post more art and rants and stuff on my second. thank you.

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Bunny Slippers

TW: so much fluff. like. strangled by cotton candy. that much fluff. also kissing, pet names, cuddling, dean being dean (so sort of an asshole), anything else i forgot

A/N: bought a cute pair of slippers that look like little piggies and there was a stuffed bunny at the next store with the name 'sammy' on the tag and i immediately opened my notes app. sorry this one is so short. enjoy!

----------------Sam Winchester-----------------

You squealed excitedly, sprinting down the stairs of the bunker.

Sam and Dean were bickering at the table in the war room, pausing just to stare at you.

Dean with concern, Sam with love.

"Sammy! Dean! Look what I bought!!" You giggled, jumping in joy as you threw the plastic bag on the table, digging your hand inside to grab your new, beautiful footwear.

"Drumroll, pleaseee!!" You smiled, watching as Sam pulled his hands from his lap, tapping his fingers on the edge of the table.

After an annoyed eyeroll, Dean started tapping too.

You pulled the slippers out with a very enthusiastic "Dun dadun!"

Sam breathed out a loud chuckle, Dean bursting into a full belly laugh.

You held them up with a grin.

"You like?" You laughed, ripping the tags off of them and yanking your shoes off with your feet.

"Yeah, babe. They're adorable." Sam laughed again.

"You guys are weird. I'm going to bed." Dean finished off his beer, quickly standing up to walk away.

"Oh, and, by the way, those slippers? Stupid." He called over his shoulder, cackling.

You pouted, turning to Sam with your arms crossed over youe chest.

"It's okay, baby. C'mere." He motioned his fingers along with the words, listening to your new slippers pat along the floor.

He smiled as he pulled you into his chair, letting your curl up right next to–and basically on top of- him.

Sam kissed the top of your head softly, pressing his cheek to it after.

"Sammy?" You lifted your head, staring directly into his sweet hazel eyes.

"Yes?" He smirked, pecking you lightly.

"Do you really like them? Or are they stupid?" You pursed your lips, giving those puppy eyes you always do.

"Baby, they're adorable. I promise." He laughed, pulling you back up close with another kiss.

"Pinky swear?" You stuck out your pinky finger.

"Pinky swear." He grinned at you, watching your lips as they curled.

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how dean told sam about him and cas:

dean and sam sat at a small picnic table not too far.

they sat right across from eachother, beers in hand, laughing quietly as cas ran around with jack, who's finally getting to be the child he should've been.

sam watched as dean stared at cas, his eyes soft and gentle.

"dean?" sam asked, taking a swig from his beer.

"yeah, sammy?" dean turned, his lips curled into a soft smile.

"how are you?" sam watched as dean swallowed a chug. he followed dean's gaze with his own.

"im..im great, sam. why'd you ask?" dean settled, looking directly at sam.

"you seem..different. but in a good way." sam confessed, watching his brother lick his lips.

"yeah..i..i am different." the older brother confirmed.

"how, dean?" sam fixed his posture slightly, sitting up.

"i.." dean stuttered.

his eyes wandered to castiel, who was sitting on the ground with jack, getting tackled by him.

castiel looked up, directly towards dean. he smiled, then was pushed on his back by the crazy toddler.

"y'know our dorky little guy?" dean turned to sam.

sam nodded, already giggling.

"well...he's my dorky little guy now." he gulped, taking a sip from his bottle.

his eyes found their way back to the younger brother's.

sam chuckled loudly, smiling with all his teeth.

"i knew it!" sam laughed, putting one hand on his chest and balling up the other on the table.

dean rolled his eyes, but that didn't fool sam. he still had this massive grin that splayed across his whole face.

dean couldn't help but just watch cas. he was holding jack up on his shoulders now, running in a small circle before sprinting over to the brothers.

he flipped the toddler off his shoulders, right into sam's arms.

sam let jack climb all over him, uncontrollably giggling.

he stood up, holding jack by the ankles and turning him straight upside down.

sam and castiel swapped spots, sam running into the field to their right, the angel taking the spot he was sitting in.

"hello, dean." cas panted, dean already grabbing a bottle of beer for him.

"hi, sunshine." dean grinned, opening the bottle for cas easily, handing it to him slowly.

his fingers lingered on castiel's knuckles.

cas smiled and rolled his eyes, face red and hair messed up.

sam watched from the grass as cas and dean kissed from across the table, jack laughing on his shoulders.

"haha! i called it!!" sam yelled with a point, scaring both dean and cas from what was their little world.

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