butterflys-roses

[butterflys-roses]

An Angel Falling

Katsuki Bakugou x Suicidal Reader

-Angst, Readers death, major character death-

▪︎= start/end of flash back, hc = hair color, r/n = random boys name.

Summary: katsuki never learned how to express his feelings but he wished he could've sooner

3rd person pov

Katsuki bakugou felt sickened as he stepped into ua's ground how could he become a hero after what he did, what he did to you, he lost hope to become a hero but here he stands in the best hero school in the whole of Japan and everytime he closes his eyes a flash of you appears he hasn't had a goodnight sleep since.

Katsuki pov

'It was a mistake I shouldn't be here' flashes of her kept appearing and my throat started to close up 'I should of told her, I should have caught her' my hands started gripping my hair as my breath became more rigid and my vision more blurry "I can't be a hero" I whispered by voice slightly cracking, I released my hair and slightly stepped back "I can't do this".

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"Hi I'm l/n yn, what's your name" I jumped as a girl popped up in front of my way "no one cares extra" I muttered and roughly pushing past her and grunted as she started to whine "katsuki bakugou" I muttered before walking off to my usual break spot "can I sit with you" she asked as she skipped along beside me "no, go find someone else to bother" I grunted "come on" she whined bumping into me "stop it" I muttered turning to her "bu-" "I said leave" i said interrupting her "fine" she huffed before leaving.

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My eyes brimming with tears as I remembered when I first met her "how could I been so mean" I turned away towards the entrance trying to convince myself that I do belong here and it wasn't just a mistake "kacchan" I flinched hearing deku from behind me "what deku" I seethed through gritted teeth "you couldn't have done anything to stop it" his words making me clench my fists tightly making my knuckles turn white "i could've" i whispered.

Izuku pov

I watched in sorrow as he looked up to the sky " I could've" i shuddered hearing the sadness in his voice I knew he had had mixed feelings when he got the acceptance letter, even his mom became worried because of his reaction "she would've wanted you to do this" I said slowly coming closer towards him "she always wanted you to be a hero" I murmured and shakily put my hand on his shoulder "to be number one".

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Katsuki pov

I huffed as I heard her annoying humming "leave me alone extra" i growled closing my eyes and leaned my head against the tree i was sitting by "here" she squeaked making me open one eye "what" i muttered "I saw you didn't have lunch and had a extra bento" she murmured softly "i don't need your pity food l/n" i said and stood up knocking her back causing her to fall and the bento spilling all over her, my eyes widened as the few students around us started laughing which only made her hiccup before running off, I sighed running my hand threw my hair "crap".

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"I don't know what she would've wanted" I said shrugging his hand off before walking away from him to leave "kacchan" I ignored dekus calls as I slowly started making my way home trying to avoid the concerned stares I got from people i passed, it wasn't long till I stopped in my tracks and looked down the familiar alleyway where I used to beat her up, I shakily lifted my hand up to my mouth "why was I so mean to her" I choked and slowly started my way of again, my gaze never leaving the ground till a giggle reached my ears making my head jerk up 'no it can't be' i started to frantically look around till my eyes landed on a hc girl who was faced away from me "yn" I murmured and started to push my way through the crowd but as I was about to reach out she started moving away "yn please" I called but my calls were only met with weird stares.

3rd person pov

The blonde boy hastily followed the girl through the crowded streets and his calls were never answered and as bakugou did the final push to get out the crowd he realized that the girl stopped in front of a familiar building, a building that now filled his nightmares "y-" katsuki reached out to grab the girl but as his fingertips grazed her uniform she disappeared like she was never there.

Katsuki pov

'This must mean something' i prepared myself as I walked onto my old schools grounds remembering all the terrible things I did as I made my way through the halls, looking into all the classrooms to see if anything could tell me why I'm here, I slowed down as I came to my old homeroom and peered into the class.

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"I left my books ill be right back" I muttered to my so called 'friends' as I turned around to make my way to the classroom 'I wonder where yn is i haven't seen her all day' i was about to go into the classroom when I heard someone inside "thank you for helping me with my homework yn" I growled and gripped my fist tightly "its no problem r/n-san" she sung sweetly, I quietly moved so I could see them from the door and the site made my blood boil.

Yn pov

I slightly shifted in my seat as r/n leaned over my table his arms almost caging me in "as a thank you how about I take you out tomorrow night my treat" he smiled brightly "I would li-" "what the fucks going on here" I froze hearing bakugou's voice echo through the classroom "nothing i" r/n stuttered before running out to escape 'scaredy cat' i thought to myself before sighing and looked towards katsuki "what is your problem" I muttered swiftly picking up my stuff and tried going past him but he roughly grabbed my arm stopping me in my tracks.

3rd person pov

"My problem my problem my problem is you" bakugou shouted at the poor girl as she started to tremble "I fucking hate you" he growled throwing her onto the ground "I fucking hate how your also so friendly even though your so pathetic, I hate you confront that quirkless bastard even though he doesn't deserve it" katsuki's anger was getting the best of him "I fucking hate when my mom compares me to you I fucking hate when you smile at me when I'm being a fucking dumbasd" but his anger was slowly turning into jealousy and sadness "I fucking hate that you were born" he yelled out grabbing the poor girl by her neck, she struggled and whimpered for him to let go "kat k-kat p-please" she begged and he only letting her go as she started to faint "pathetic" he spat before leaving her bearly conscious body behind.

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Katsuki trembled as he stared into the class "how could I do that" he murmured as a single tear ran down his cheek he quickly moved further and further into his old stomping grounds shedding a tear and every spot he remembered where he bullied her but the last one he couldn't bear any longer and fill on sobbed as he slowly creeped to the edge the edge where his true love fall and he couldn't do anything about it.

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"Why don't you take a swandive off the roof of the building and hope you get a quirk in your next life" bakugou's words repeated over and over in her mind 'was she really that useless' her tears left a small trail as she treaded up to the roof she was finally done, done with his bullying done with her life, he finally broke her.

Katsuki pov

I laughed as she walked away but something felt off but ignored it and started walking out the classroom and out into the courtyard to bully some juniors but as I stepped foot outside I heard yelling and pleading I looked infront of me to see a crowd but they weren't looking at me they were looking up I slowly walked I'm front of them my heart burning with each step and I finally turned and looked up my eyes widened and heart stopped 'n-no no' it was yn standing on the edge I wanted to shout and scream at her to not do it but I was frozen I couldn't even blink 'please no'.

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I slowly climb over the railing staring down at the floor 'I can't do this without you anymore' I closed my eyes tightly as pictures filled my head, the blood that splattered when she dropped, the lifeless look she had in her eyes when the paramedics were covering her up "I just can't do it" I cried, I blinked away the tears looking up towards the sky "I'm sorry yn, I loved you to much and I just didn't know how to show it, I hope you forgive me" I said before falling.

{Plot twist}

The h/c girl laughed as she watched the boy she once loved hit the ground she and her partner laughed as the neared his body "he totally deserved that" she giggled as her partner pulled her in close kissing her passionately "he sure did princess" dabi grinned evilly.