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I'm getting back into Tumblr but I need to vent Abt something serious and I can't trust anyone anymore,

TW: sh, suicide, ECT.

So recently (1 week ago) I was caught trying to commit because my friend called my mom and told her, my mom at first was calm and caring, which made me feel happy that she cared ( because she's a bitch) but next day I'm called down to the office alone with E so me and E go down to the office, someone told the office about me and E (we think it was C) so we talk, to 3 people, social worker, principal, and conciliar. After that the principal calls my mom and says "hello (my mom's name), I wanted to know your child was SH" my mom talked with her for a while, then my mom COMES TO PICK ME UP and YELLS AT ME Saying SHIT LIKE YOUR GONNA RUIN OUR FAMILY REPUTATION, AND SHE WILL SEND ME AWAY she wasn't Sad at all, next day we go on vacation BUT THE WHOLE VACATION AND NOW SHE SAYS THE SAME THINGS BUT SHE ADDS, ITS FOR ATTENTION. OK BITCH SO I SH FOR ATTENTION, I WAS GONNA OD FOR ATTENTION, I WROTE LETTERS FOR ATTENTION?!?! I'm so fuckin mad. So I trew my vent book and blades away so she didn't find them, now I'm peeling my skin away. It's bad, I'll show a photo at the end if I can figure it out- and now, I have to hide everything and be perfect and happy with no flaws so I still wanna kms but I can't tell anyone for help. I'm so stressed. It's like the word is on my shoulders. Dose anyone have any recommendations to help me, I need help. I can't sleep until 3:00am exact every night. Goodness gracious. That's not even close to all of my problems rn, but wtv, who cares. Anyways here's my arms:

Also I look hella fat and I hate everything about me, sorry my legs and arms make me look like a fat ass, also that's a barito blanket not my mattress-