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i just wish my mom was supportive of me dancing bc of the very fact that this is what i want to do in my future. i have no one to support me in this. they think just bc they pay my dance bill that theyre supporting me. which im greatful but this means nothing compared to all the complaining and yelling you do at me even mentioning dance.

im just starting to believe i have no future.. i dont even see my future anymore. i just want to die… im tired of this world and the people i have no choice but to surround myself with. i just hope to die soon. i’ll pray everyday asking god to kill me. hopefully he listens.

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i really cant trust anyone. even my therapist goes and tells my mom everything i say to her. im not safe anywhere

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why are people trying so hard to make barbie characters apart of the lgbtq community

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rant//

first my mom forces me to go to the beach with her and now shes talking junk about my appearance and my nails..like i was obv not prepared to be down here at the beach. then when i finally say something bc i’ve had enough shes threatening me. she is constantly talking about “no negativity” but here she goes with all the negativity in the world.. (i blurred out my sisters name)

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tiktok is just so annoying me... & tiktok brings so much negativity. i hate it. the people who comment ignorant crazy stuff and the people who post videos making stupid decision or just being a stupid person in general.. it all just annoys me. i hate tiktok. tiktok in general is just a bad place to be... especially for your mental state.

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i want to AT LEAST be a '38a' for my chest size bc im a freaking 32a likeeee bru

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i hate eating. i hate gaining weight. i just wish i had self control.

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//ranting

so pissed at the fact that i have been taking ballet for years but i been taught it wrong all along.. so now this year im actually taking a class with a real ballet teacher and i just feel like i wasted my life all this time. so now im taking ballet classes with people younger than me trying to make a living outta this and its so discouraging/embarrassing. not to mention the teacher barely even pays attention to me.

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everday @ dance this gemini reminds me of y i dont like yall😹

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i let ppl run over me all the time.. i hate it

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hate my mom for forcing me to do therapy

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manifested that my brother marriage goes well and they last long even when hearing negative things said about this marriage.

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i feel like im kaitasexual but i also relate to the others (proculsexual & aegosexual)

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tmr there will be online school🕯🕯🪔

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UGHHH i wish people would stop spoiling euphoria season 2!! like some people dont wanna watch it until all the episodes r out.

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i want a hello kitty birthday party. but i wouldn't have anyone to invite but older annoying family members

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literally me.