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Hello

Jesus people. I've been gone for a while because I took a break for my mental health but a lot of people newly followed me. Well, I post angst on Wattpad @isn't_life_wonderful so feel free to check that out. Also we may be getting back into BSD soon but rn, we're really enjoying the dream smp.

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Pain- Isana Yashiro

Well, it’s been a while. I haven’t posted anything, but here’s a sort of vent thing of mine. Please, don’t read too much into it, I just wanted to write it. Enjoy~

Racing. Constant racing. His mind was screaming, and yet, everything was so quiet. Yashiro grabbed his head and silently screamed. He wanted to scream, and scream, but he couldn’t bother anyone. That would be too much for anyone to handle, and god knows he just wasn’t worth it. “It’s okay,” he muttered, “I’ll be okay. Everything will be fine. It has to be.” He slowly let go of his pounding head and looked around. The world was so dark; there was nothing there. As Yashiro stood up, a small voice started to make a fuss. “Do it. There’s nothing worth living for. Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it-” Yashiro covered his ears and began to yell. “Leave, leave me alone!” 

Shakily, he ran over to the counter. Coldwater, he thought, just a little bit of water, and I’ll be okay. Just a little more, and I’ll be okay. He splashed water on his face, in hopes of calming the voices down, but it didn’t help. They just kept getting louder, and louder, and louder. “Do it,” they kept muttering. Yashiro banged his head on the counter, but they just got louder. Tears started to stream down his face and soon, racking sobs filled the air. 

“I can’t do this, not anymore. I can’t,” he cried, hoping, praying, someone might hear him. The air was silent; no one was coming. No one could help him. There was nothing anyone could do. It was about time. A thin grimace formed on Yashiro’s face as the solution came to him. Slowly, he walked over to his door and swung it open. He took a deep breath in and took a step outside. 

When he came to his senses, he was on the roof. The grimace came back as he realized the only thing he could do. He had to end this. Everyone always said it would get better, but it never did. Every day was just worst than the last, no matter the events. The pain was unbearable and somehow, people wanted him to push. He began to laugh. His laugh got louder and louder until he started to choke for air. Of course! Those people could never know anything. They could never know anything about me. They couldn’t have a say in any of my actions. His mind began to slow as he crept to the edge. It was a long drop to the bottom, but the pain would finally be over. He wouldn’t have to deal with this anymore.

Looking down, he felt his muscles and mind relax. He closed his eyes and took a step forward. “Stop! Please, don’t!” A voice cried. Yashiro slowly turned around and his eyes met with Neko’s. Her eyes were filled with tears, and her body was shaking. “Yashiro… what… are you doing?” She whispered, as not to startle him. 

“What’s it look like Neko? It should be blatantly obvious. I can’t do this anymore,” Yashiro smiled, but his eyes didn’t reflect that. 

“You can’t do what…? Yashiro?”

“This pain. This pounding; it’s all too much for me. It doesn’t matter what I take, what I do, who I talk to; nothing matters. It always gets worse. The voices, the voices just won’t leave me alone. This pain, it’s too much for me, Neko. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough,” Yashiro turned back around and looked at the long drop in front of him. 

Neko was silent. She knew there was nothing she could do for him. Wracking sobs came from her direction as she ran to go get help. Yashiro faintly smiled and took a step forward. Finally, he thought, this hell will be over. 

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My tubbo drawing from his most recent stream. #tubbofanart #tubbolivefanart #tommyinnitfanart #dreamsmpfanart https://www.instagram.com/p/CI4qIHZpAeC/?igshid=xk5j13nutdws

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Sad tommy pog. POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING #tommyinnit #tommyinnitfanart #dreamsmp #dreamsmpfanart https://www.instagram.com/p/CIl-a7rJnxN/?igshid=1a4ca44awpasf

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a surprise to no one, i drew this scene

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selfish.

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“As long as I cant be the next Schlatt, you cant be the next Wilbur.“

How y’all feeling?

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fishing

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Jakurai Jinguji 𝒔𝒎𝒖𝒕 ( I love you )

(Title goes with last paragraph)

“You need to stop drinking so much.” (Name) scolded

“It’s the only stress reliever.”

“Cut the bull crap, Jakurai.”

“What bull crap?”

“If you keep this, I’ll make sure to pour out all put your alcohol.” She said and crossed her arms, glaring at the man on the couch.

Jakurai hid his face in his hands and grunted out of frustration. “You’re so annoying.”

“Excuse me?” She scoffed, “first of all, poor Hifumi and Doppo had to drag you all the way to my house to take care of you because of your sober ass.”

That seemed to get his attention. He lifted his head from out of his hands and glared at her. “Well, I’m so sorry for having to be taken under your care. What should I do for forgiveness.”

If lasers could beem out of her eyes, the doctor would’ve been long gone. (Name) growled and stormed over to the man crouching down and forcing him to look at her. His eyes fall to the revealing cream-colored panties that peaked from her dress, then flicked his eyes back up at her. “You shouldn’t crouch like that when you have a dress on, darling.”

(Name) clenched her first before staining back up and pushing him back onto the couch. Revealing the hardness in his pants, she flicked her (eye color) orbs down to his pants then looked back up into his eyes. A blush covered his face and tried to cover himself with his hand, but (name) was quick to stop him. “No, don’t cover yourself. When did you get so turned on?” But he didn’t answer her. Instead, he looked away. The women growled and pressed her palm against his clothed length, making breathe out. “Answer me,” she demanded.

Her palm still pressing his against his cock and barely moving. No matter how many times Jakurai resisted, he always found himself rubbing against her. Jakurai opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out. So (name) took her hand off of his cock and backed away from him. A small whimper escaped from his mouth as he whipped his head to the girl's frame. “(Name).” He mumbled.

“You’re not answering my question, so why should I keep touching you?”

Jakurai sighed and looked the other way, “When you dragged me to the couch. “

“Excuse me?” She asked dumbfounded

“It turns me on whenever you get mad!” Jakurai shouted, “I find it hot!”

(Name) smirked and crossed her arms, “it wasn’t that hard now, was it?”

Jakurai furrowed his brows and fumbled with the hem of his pants, “yes, now please go back to touching me.”

The girl nodded and walked back to Jakurai and dropped down onto her knees. Her hands ran up his thighs and stop on the hem of his pants. She looked up at him with an asking look and immediately pulled his pants down when Jakurai nodded his head. Her eyes trained on the tent in his underwear, then looked at the damp, dark spot that was covering the tip of his cock.

“Stop staring so much (name),” he whimper. Jakurai soon grew impatient and slid his underwear down, revealing his hard cock. “Suck it, please,” the woman nodded her head and obeyed. She nuzzled her way into his thighs and wrapped her hand around his hot length. She stuck her tongue out and licked a stripe up his cock, collecting the precum that had dripped down. Then slowly engulfed his cock. She licked the underneath of the shaft, making sure her hands pumped the rest she couldn't fit into her mouth. Jakurai's hands were wound into her hair as he slightly pushed her head down, sometimes bucking up when her tongue graced the slit on top. His cheeks were dusted with a shade of red, and soon felt his body grew hot. He shoved her head down onto his cock then back up, fucking himself with her mouth. His moans were loud, and snapped his hips up every time her mouth come back down to the root of his cock. And at last, his body felt like it was going to snap from pleasure, and when it did, he threw his head back and cried out, coming into her mouth. His mouth hung open as he caught his breath from his heavy orgasm and his hand fell from her head.

(Name) pulled back, swallowing most of his seed, then wiped her mouth to get rid of the extra that drooled out. She noticed the boy sitting on her couch had his hand out, signaling for her to come to him. And so she did. Jakurai’s hand grabbed onto her wrist and pulled her into his lap. “Ride me, please.” He begged, how could (name) say no to him when he begged her. The girl nodded and pulled off her underwear, then threw it behind her. Her hands grasped his shoulders as she sat down on his cock, both of them throwing their heads back once they felt each other.

Jakurai gripped his hands onto her hips and bounced her. His eyes focused on her breath that was lightly bouncing in her dress, then flicked back on her face to see that she had her eyes clamped shut and her mouth slightly opened, breathing heavily. His eyes let go of her hips, letting her bounce on him. Jakurai's hands found their way to the bottom of her dress and slightly tugged at it, asking her if he can take it off. The woman nodded and did the same after he took off her dress. His eyes were glued onto her bare skin as hers were to his. They both leaned in, and locked lips as (name) started to bounce on him faster, causing him to moan into her mouth.

(Name) pulled back and placed her hands onto his shoulders, “Jakurai.” She moaned, “this is wrong. Friends aren’t supposed to do this.”

His hands draped around her waist and pulled her close to him, “I wanna ruin our friendship.” He groaned, then pulled out of her and pushed her onto her back into the couch, then thrusted back into her, making both of them moan. His lips were against her ear, and mumbled, “we should be lovers instead.”

Her cheeks were a fiery red when those words fell out of his mouth. (Name) wrapped her arms around his neck and brought his head to hers, then placed her lips onto his. Soon enough, the girl felt her stomach tighten and clenched tightly around him, making Jakurai moan for himself. He pressed his lips hard against hers, biting her lip ever so softly as he felt his seed shoot out into her heat. (Names) nails dug down his back as she felt her orgasm hit her, she threw her head back and opened her mouth to moan, but nothing came out.

Jakurai pulled out of her and watched as her cunt twitch as his cum spilled out of her. He was quick to grab a wet towel and clean her up, then place kisses on her thighs, mumbling how well she took him. He stopped once he felt her hand on his head, his eyes flicked up to hers, and watched as she cocked her head to the clock on the wall. The clock flashed thirty past twelve then slowly looked back at her. He quickly caught on to what she was saying and removed himself off the couch to lift her and carry her off to her room.

Jakurai pushed the door open to her room and set her down onto her bed before walking over to her dresser to pull out underwear and a t-shirt. Then walked back and helped her put her things on. Once he was finished, he would head back into the living room to put on his clothes then leave, but just as he was about to leave her side, her hand grabbed onto his wrist, making him twist his head to look at her.

“We’re lovers now. Get into my bed and sleep.” She mumbled, pulling him with little strength closer to her.

Jakurai chuckled and nodded, “can I put on my clothes, or do I have to sleep naked?”

“I have a pair of clothes in my closet.”

Jakurai chuckled again, “it’ll take longer if you don’t let go of me.” (Name) grumbled and let go of him. He walked to her closet and pulled out a pair of his pajama pants and underwear, then quickly put them on the returned into her room and made his way into bed.

The girl flipped around so she can face him and smiled at him before pulling him closer to her, “FYI, you still aren’t forgiven for our little argument.”

Jakurai laughed and kissed the top of her head, “I wasn’t expecting to be let go on that.”

“Good”

Jakurai laughed once more before hugging her frame, “let’s get some sleep now, okay?” The girl nodded and closed her eyes shortly, falling asleep. Jakurai looked down at her and smiled gracefully, his hand caress her cheek and whispering something into her ear before falling asleep after her.

(Thank you @i-freakin-quit and @writing-with-smut)

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Human Ferid Bathory x Fem reader

A/n: This is a fanfic about Ferid being a human who is extremely different from how he is now. So if anyone reads this and stops reading it because it’s cringe I apologize because that’s just how the story roles. Ferid in this is a sweetheart and incredibly quiet around other people. And he gets bullied for this, my inspiration for this imagine from a Tiktok (video will be at the end of story) and a few sentences will be lyrics from the song, This is home by Cavetown. I was also debating if I should post this cause honestly I hate how this turned out but yolo it. And credit to @i-freakin-quit for staying up with me for hours and helping me figure it out. The first paragraph is actually written by them~ this will most likely have grammatical mistakes cause y’know that’s just me ;)

Warnings: Bullying and violence

Ferid backed into the cramped stall, with his eyes tightly clenched. “Get a load of this monster,” they taunted, “Too weak to do anything for himself.” Ferid almost broke, but he was keeping himself together by a thread. Just a little longer, he thought, and this hell will be over. A sturdy cough quieted the boys as they whipped their heads to face their teacher.

“Mr. Wilson!” One of the boys stuttered

“What’s going on in here, boys?” The teacher asked, scanning the room and glancing at Ferid, then back at the group of boys.

“No-nothing, I swear! Right guys,” He said as he glanced at his friends and which they nodded. “See?’

“Nice try, son. Now, if you don’t get out of here i'll break your legs if not your neck. We’ll see what comes first.”

As little sound as he could try, Ferid cautiously sneaked past the group and exited the bathroom, and to his relief, he spotted his girlfriend on her phone leaning against the wall. She looked up from her phone and furrowed her brows when she saw her boyfriend with a pained expression, “Ferid, are you alright?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. We should go to the library and finish studying.” He spoke quietly and grabbed her wrist, tugging it gently towards him.

The girl looked up at him into the eyes and curled her lips as nodded, “Sure!”

Ferid lightly smiled and led her to the library. Her smile died soon after they got into the library. She knew something was up and was a little disappointed that he didn’t bother to tell her. But she wouldn’t push.

“Hey, ferid,” She spoke, “What happened in the bathroom?”

He remained silent and pushed the door to the library open. He let go of her wrist and let her walk in first before he did.

“Ferid?”

“Nothing happened (Name).” He said as he walked past her. The girl quickly followed his steps and watched him pull out a chair. “Sit,” he said as he gestured to her the chair.

She nodded and sat in the chair. He soon pulled out a chair for himself. She reached over the table and grabbed his hand. She brushed her thumbs repeatedly over his knuckles before placing a kiss over them. “You know I’m here for you, Ferid,” she told him, “I know something happened in the bathroom, you don’t have to tell me, but, please. Oh goodness, please, tell me if something or someone is bothering you.”

“No one is bothering me (Name). Stop asking about it.”

“But, Ferid, I know that face!”

“I told you already, nothing happened!”

“Ferid-”

“Shut up! I told you nothing happened, let it go, will you!”

This caused the girl to glance at the floor, her hand loosing around his but still holding it. She closed her eyes and sighed, “I’m going to go get a drink, okay.” She said and looked back up and gave him a weak smile.

“(Name), I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you like that!”

“It’s okay” She rubbed her thumb over his knuckles once more, “I’ll be right back, okay?” She said before walking off.

Ferid watches her push the door to the library open and walk out, watching them close swiftly behind her. He sighs as he brings his head back to the table, he pulls out his phone and headphones. He plugs his headphones into his phone and puts them into his ear and presses play. He sank back into his chair and rested his eyes as he calmed himself by his music. He then felt his chair being tipped over and crashing against the floor. He slowly lifted his lids out of annoyance and glared at the boy who pulled him back.

“We’re finishing what we started in the bathroom.” The boy spoke. His brows furrowed as Ferid laid their showing no hint of emotion. The boy growled and kicked the side of his head, “Hey! Are you listening to me?” But Ferid stayed the same and the boy grew angry. He lifted up the white haired boy and shoved him into his friend’s grasp. Two of them wrapped their arms around ferid’s arms keeping him and place. One of the boys shoved his fist into Ferids stomach while the other shoved it into his face. It wasn’t long before a crowd began to form.

“What a monster... He isn’t even flinching.” someone mumbled as they watch ferid get punched in the face making blood trickle down his nose.

“Get a load of this monster.” One of the boys laughed before getting pushed off of Ferid,

(Name) grabbed onto Ferids wrist and pulled him into her. Not caring that if her clothes get bloodied. She pressed a hand against his head and slowly caressed his hair. “He doesn’t know how to communicate.” She yelled, shocking everyone, “His mind is in a different place! Will everyone please give him a little bit of space!”

She heard someone chuckle before stepping out of the crowd. “(Name), why are you protecting this loser?”

The girl locked eyes onto the speaker, and never in her life has she wanted to punch someone. If she wasn’t with Ferid right now she would’ve attacked her the person by now.

She took a deep breath and slightly tightened her grip on her boyfriend, “Don’t call him that, (Ex Name).”

“Why not, it’s just the truth. After all he's a loser and you sticking up for him makes you one with him.”

Ferids brows furrowed as his grip around her tightened. He was about to pull back but (Name) was quick to keep him in her grip, “That's okay,” she smiled as she looked at her boyfriend, “I’d rather be a loser then someone who’s an Oik.”

This seemed to light a fire in the man as he heard people snicker; he clenched his fist in pure anger and glared at her. The man opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out.

(Name) pulled back from Ferid and placed both hands on his face and tilted his head up scanning his face. She took her thumb and brushed away the blood from his nose “We’re leaving.” She spoke as she flicked her eyes to the crowd, “and if I see anyone messing with my boyfriend. We will have problems.”

“Boyfriend?” One of the girls in the group whispered. But (Name) ignored all of their words and grabbed onto Ferids wrist and dragged him out of the school building.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” She spoke as she went to go sit down on a rock.

“I didn’t want to worry you”

(Name) looked at him with widened eyes. She reached over and grabbed onto his hands and pulled him to her. “I’m always going to worry about you! You’re my boyfriend, the love of my life! I’ll worry about the smallest things about you and that’s a fact! Please, Ferid. Tell me when these boys are bothering you. You know I can deal with it!”

Ferid looked down at her hands as he let a tear slip down his face. “I’m sorry, (name). I thought I could’ve hidden it from because I don’t want you to have more things to worry about.”

The girl removed her hands from his and placed them on his cheeks, “Look at me, Ferid.” And he did, “You are my number one, you will always come first. If I have other concerns they’ll be pushed behind and you’ll be my main objective! I don’t care if I’m bleeding out, I will always make sure you’re okay.”

Ferid nodded and sank into her arms and buried his head into the crook of her neck. “I love you, I love you so much (Name).”

The girl smiled and embraced his warmth before pulling him back and kissing him, “I love you more than anything.” She mumbled, breaking the kiss. Ferid smiled at her as he placed his hand on her cheek and brought her head towards him then pressing his lips against hers. And he now knew that nothing can break their love.

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Jae Ha’s Death

So I made a bet with @qtheronie so here it is. It obviously involves death, so read at your own discretion. 

Jae ha screamed and screamed. The pain was unbearable. If it didn’t kill him, he was going to end it himself. Tears were streaming down his pale skin as his hair was flowing behind him. Jae ha put his hands to his head and sunk to the ground. His brain… it was slowly being pulled apart. Molecule by molecule, cell by cell. Blood streamed out of his ears and his mouth. There was nothing anyone could do. Jae ha brought his hands in front of his face and stared at them. They had begun to turn black like frostbite had gotten to them. He gently touched his finger, and the nail fell to the ground. The ground around it had begun to spiral. 

Jae ha fell onto his butt and stared in horror. His mouth opened wide as blood began to pour out. His head hurt so badly that there was nothing he could do. Every movement felt like an eternity. It was coming for him. Jae ha tried to yell for help, but the blood spewed out of his mouth and he began to choke. He fell onto his back and grasped his throat. His eyes bulged out of his socket and the oxygen was leaving his body. Blood was pooling around him as quickly as it was spewing out. It began to absorb into his clothes, and clot in his dull green hair. 

“I’m not letting this happen,” Jae ha gurgled. He flipped over onto his belly and crawled on the ground. It was easy to move around since the blood made the floor slick. 

Jae ha quickly made it over to the kitchen counter and tried to stand up. He grabbed the edge of the counter, but he wasn’t able to keep his balance. He fell back down to the ground. His vision was slowly getting darker as each moment passed. He ignored this and turned his attention to the drawer on his right. He slid over to open it up. To his surprise, there was a large butcher knife, and he picked it up. The silver blade glinted in the light and he gripped the black handle. 

Quickly, before he passed out, he leveled the knife over his throat and plunged it deep. He began to choke, and more blood spewed from his mouth. He couldn’t breathe at all, nor could he hear. Everything was now just a dull ringing sound. blood continued to drip out of his ears as his vision went dark. He plastered on his final empty smile. His hand fell to the ground and no longer would there be another movement from him. 

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if you’re lgbt reblog this and tag your identity, height, and whether you walk slow or fast

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Reblog if you’re bisexual, support bisexual people or are actually a bunch of tiny velociraptors in a human suit

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Just a little bit of positivity

my mom says she’s not a hugger. but when i put my arms around her on a gloomy day or after bad news she’s the last to let go. my dad says he doesn’t want gifts on his birthday, but i see the way his face lights up when i get him a card with a nice message and a box full of chocolate anyway. he’s just a kid inside, still. it makes him giddy. my brother never says i love you. but when i tell him “i just need to finish the dishes before i vacuum!” he wordlessly goes to vacuum the entire house before i can, and if he sees me struggle with a wrapper or a jar or a bottle he mutters ‘c’mere’ and opens it for me without even sparing me a glance. the thing is, people love you quietly, and you love them quietly, and the air is buzzing with tiny but grand gestures & once you look for them, you find them everywhere. i think that’s really beautiful.

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I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! I NEVER EXPECTED SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO HAPPEN AND NOW I CANT STOP MYSELF FROM SMILING AND LAUGHING!!!! I CANT EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM RN!!!!

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sims entering a room where there is music playing

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