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divorce LOSES!

Spock and Kirk edit to “The Subway” by Chappell Roan

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“..she had seen past the coldly logical front that Spock presented to the world, to what the Vulcan officer kept carefully hidden— his love for his Captain and McCoy”

excerpt from james blish’s novelization “The Empath”

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 💗 💕

here have this mcspirk edit

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My way of coping with stress is to try to take care of everyone else.

So here, my beloved nerds, a few reminders to take care of yourself ❤️

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Errand of Mitski

(Addding to the intersection of Spirk shippers and mitski stans)

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Jayik Howl AU

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“why does anyone commit acts others deem unspeakable?”

“for love.”

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I don’t care I love The Final Frontier. “What does God need with a starship!” Slays. The fact that Bones, Kirk, and Spock camp together is impeccable. The parallel of “I’ve always known I would die alone” and “impossible, you were never alone.” Spock never taking about his brother. “We are stuck in a blizzard and we can’t see a thing!” Uhura dancing naked in the desert. How does Sybok’s power work? At first I thought I was just a mind meld but Spock and Kirk can see Mccoy’s dad and everyone can see Spock’s birth. Saying that Spock’s most painful memory is being born. They locked Spock in the ships prison and made him break out. They made it Spock proof. Marshmelons.

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I think dr. leonard bones mccoy has a framed picture of all-time-hater kendrick lamar in his quarters that whispers to him at night like the green goblin

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i think jim should be in every episode of snw season 3, actually, and i do think that they should just make him give increasingly ridiculous reasons for why he’s not on his own ship. “it’s sam’s birthday” ok. “the mission needs an expert in 20th century earth literature” fine. “there’s a chess tournament and spock asked me to be there so he has some actual competition” yk what that checks out. are these legitimate reasons for him to be there or does he just wanna be on the enterprise? who can say…

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Kirk likes Spock doing things for him like a good boyfriend first officer.

In this scene, they fell in the same line to get their food and yet Kirk didn't bother getting his own spoon which Spock somehow noticed. They're carrying the same amount of stuff (a piece of bread and a bowl of soup) so it wasn't that. Either Kirk was being absent-minded or he did it on purpose.

I really like thinking he does it on purpose.... Look at this one where the drinks were clearly within his reach... He specifically eyes the one Spock takes and waits for him to move it marginally closer before taking it. It's all automatic with no words or looks exchanged.

Also the parallel of handing the drink to the respective love interests.

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I'm sorry.. what??? 😲👀

This is a pretty close storyline to Shore Leave, where they have hallucinations about things they most want (or in Kirk's case are currently worrying about. He got 'attacked" by some trees). Spock here has his reaction to the planet's... magic a little later than everyone else.

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jayvik dynamic

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like im sorry but the SECOND jim realizes spock KNEW he had a contingency option rather than dying for good, his unshakable faith is restored. THE SECOND he realizes it.

no. no he would have thought of me in that moment. he would have thought of how i would feel if i lost him, more than the danger, more than the possibility of losing the enterprise, more so than any pain and heartbreak, that would have shaped every decision he made in those few crucial minutes.

would spock have done the same thing in the radiation chamber if he knew it would kill him for good? almost certainly. maybe he chose to spend his time saying goodbye instead of instructing jim on how to save him because he wasnt sure it would work.

but jim never doubted for even a second that spock would take the time to try. he looked into the eyes of spock’s grieving father and had the conviction to instantly put his heart on the line again.

spock would find a way.

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MOTHERRRRR