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Everypony I have a story

I was in a serious insane idv phase half a year ago but I was on vacation in Germany and I'd wake up every day to sit in the kitchen (only place there was wifi (we were using the neighbors(germany walls are made of anti wifi cinder blocks))) to do my ranked matches and my mom would get upset cause she could hear me breathing anyways

Lowkey have no idea how tumblr works still I see all u guys smashing that reblog button and adding sweet little tags I SEE THEM I SWEAR 😭😭 I wish I knew how to respond or even if I can do that but u guys are so nice heart ❤️ heart ❤️

Anyways these guys r silly what strange characters

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my life is a shit post

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florimatt blab. pretty much entirely about their characterization (and how often it's freaking. RAN INTO THE GROUND)

they r another ship!!! alongside crap like aesvic WHOSE CHARACTERIZATIONS I HOLD NEAR AND DEAR TO MY HEART........

everytime Matthias is written with someone's VERY THINLY VEILED desire to bang him I cry. CAN YOU NOT. (this also goes with Andrew!!! as someone tagged on one of my other posts. if u see this ily/p because that is ridiculously real. miserable looking men do not need to be written/drawn like dick will save them! PLEASE)

they tend to heavily romanticize his psychosis (? for lack of an exact term) and his basically nonexistent self worth. they either AMPLIFY both to the max but then make him suddenly stop once Florian comes into his life or just DOWNPLAY it super hard to the point of erasure. (I absolutely understand if it's not mentioned much/at all in smaller pieces/lighthearted fics and such but if you're going to write his issues atleast try not to do it so poorly!!!)

it's so painful to see Matthias' back arched looking up at Florian with his face airbrushed red. that man is twenty four.

ANYWAY. MOVING ONTO FLORIAN. why do people make him out to be some kind of weird backward concept who only ever feels insanity. Like I know that his trailer is intense. He is intense. Most media we have of him so far alludes to his very dubious grasp on morality. BUT JESUS. can we not have him deadass assaulting Matthias?? Or being written like freaking mirai nikki. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK. FOR THAT NOT TO EXIST? How do you sit in front of a device and write that.

as for the way people write his obsessive behavior. i think a lot of people forget that it stems from grief. most of his issues are SCARILY unheathy coping mechanisms he adopted after his parents died. the whole savior complex and miracle shtick.

to write that sort of obsession as if it was just. for no real reason. or to romanticize it as a pull force for a ship is just. icky. YK???? honestly a lot of this is just romanticization problems (i say about the idv fandom for the millionth time) . and I don't say this to mean their relationship HAS to be healthy and perfect. in all honesty neither of them seem to be in a great state of mind to handle a relationship. they are not perfect people at all

but sometimes that's a quality driving point. (and I don't mean that from a perspective of glamorization. more like, when that kind of situation is written with well fleshed out characters it just makes a genuinely interesting story. I hope this makes sense)

IN SHORT. Matthias is a grown man who can absolutely stand on his own as an interesting character with REAL personality and Florian (while having a blurred distinction of moral and immoral) is STILL a person! Not just a violent personification of someone's desire for Matthias!!!!!!!!

thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Oh boi

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blarg

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and that day for the first time he did not smile

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this is my piece de resistance. my tour de force. my magnus opum

edit: inspo under the cut

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Impacto - Enjambre

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Squishes them

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Again 🥰

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silly

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came back to idv after 4 years who are these ppl

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Disboards down so I'm advertising here, you guys should totally 100% join my idv discord server right NOW https://discord.gg/jchf8tWz

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surprise I love him

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misc sketches as i'm trying to figure out how i want to draw each character still

[bugeatsart]

this is my piece de resistance. my tour de force. my magnus opum

edit: inspo under the cut

FOUND IT