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hey guys I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm going on a permanent hiatus(as of now). I haven't been active at all lately and I don't think I can become as active as I used to be :( If you guys leave an ask, they will be answered eventually. I just wanted to say this bc I didn't want anyone to think I was ignoring them!! Anyways, thank you to everyone who follows me and if you feel like unfollowing since I won't be active, that's totally okay and I understand completely!!

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josh duggar molested girls (including his sisters) from 2001-2005 and his parents knew about it and so did the church and local law enforcement

and he’s out there, never been punished, and has the fucking nerve to say that gay marriage is this country’s greatest threat. 

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YOURE SO PRETTY WTFFFFFF OMG

theevanescentinggirl tagged me to post a selfie so I’m doing that. I tag timsheperd buckmerill and everyone else!!

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ALL DOGS SEE YOU AT YOUR MOST UNFLATTERING ANGLE WHERE IT LOOKS LIKE YOU HAVE TWELVE THOUSAND CHINS AND THEY ARE STILL SO HAPPY TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL SELF THAT THEIR ENTIRE BODY VIBRATES, HOW GREAT IS THAT?

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[1] ahhh il it so much too. it's my favourite! it just touched me so deeply - i can relate so much to many of the things in the story and the characters themselves and they feel like a fictional family to me

[2] very similar actually and johnny saw that and thru the hard exterior. ponyboy says more than once that johnny was rly good at figuring ppl out) but didn't know how to deal with it. you always get hurt that way and he didn't want to be hurt more. also ia he rly did care for johnny and the gang (i wish we knew more about sylvia and him). i feel like he prob would have wished he WAS a psychopath because he didn't want to have feelings if that makes sense? :o i see myself a lot in him - friends[3] always describe me as a badass girl, tough and strong etc... and yet i'm rly the most sensitive of my friends and find lots of things rly hard. (tbh he also reminds me of an ex of mine who everyone was afraid of and they thought i was stupid whenever i would tell them there was more to him than they thought). over the years i've come to see the good that's still in the world which took me a long time (i haven't a rly happy life tbh) and can appreciate my feeling but i do still have the[4] trust issues and such with many things and am very defensive. thank you so much

i hope you dont mind that i included the other parts of the message in this response!!! (lemme know if you do and ill delete it), but omg i love how youre so passionate about this book!! what you said about dally makes total sense and i completely agree!!! im really sorry about everything youve gone through! youre so so strong and i give you so much credit for staying strong!! you go!! the line that darry says is one of my absolute favorites omg! dw about the spam haha i havent talked about the outsiders in such a long time which makes me really upset bc as silly as it sounds, this book used to be a big part of my life lolol but ahh im happy you like it :) 

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i came across yr headcanon for dallas about him having rly bad depression and tbh i'm so happy someone else thought the same because as someone who has clinical depression i recognized those signs in him too even down to his death (my best friend died yrs ago and i found it almost impossible to cope myself). when i was discussing it with others who read the book tho they laughed at me and said he was just a psychopath but imo makes no sense).

ahh they shouldn't of laughed because everyone is allowed to have their own headcanons! i read the book about 5 or 6 times(it's one of my absolute favorites) and I thought Dallas was portrayed depressed. as for a psychopath, idk. a psychopath is someone who lacks the feeling of love or lacks establishing relationships with other people(credz to dictionary.com for this def lol), but i feel as if dally loved johnny and his friends and hey he may of even loved Sylvia. who knows?? dally could of been this really soft guy, but society made him become hard, you never know!!In my opinion, a good writer leaves things out on purpose to leave the readers wondering and that's exactly what SE Hinton did!! I think both of these headcanons could be argued tbh. but when i read the book i didn't really see dally as a psycho, ig everyone portrays things differently and that's okay!!! (im really sorry about your friend tho ): omg that must be really tough)

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idiots

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“I’ve been thinking about it, and that poem, that guy that wrote it, he meant you’re gold when you’re a kid, like green. When you’re a kid everything’s new, dawn. It’s just when you get used to everything that it’s day. Like the way you dig sunsets, Pony. That’s gold. Keep that way, it’s a good way to be.”

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Harry Styles + Music Videos (2011-2014)

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"We're all we got left now. If we don’t have each other, then we ain’t got nothing.”

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Marilyn Monroe at Madison Square Garden, 1955. 

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French: This chair is feminine! "La Chaise!"

Italian: This chair is feminine! "La sedia!"

German: This chair is masculine! "Der Stuhl!"

English: This chair is a fucking object, I don't see a skirt or a pair of trousers anywhere on its cold hard surface, you people are fucking insane.

Japanese: If you don't pronounce chair exactly right, you'll end up saying testicles instead.

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The Outsiders Symbols & Quotes