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Are you a horny-pilled slutcel? Are you whoremaxxing? Are you getting bred?

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I love getting older. I’m hotter, more confident, more intelligent. Ageism is a dirty trap. Don’t get caught in it.

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free use kink is gonna cost a dollar soon

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lets go to the beautiful land of jerking off.... everyone all together.... take my hand. no not that one. that ones busy.

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you could always just give estrogen a try, you know. set your concepts of gender aside and focus on what it would do to your flesh. your skin would get softer, your body hair would become thinner and softer, and the smell of your body would shift, all within the first few weeks. it'd start small, sure, but it'd grow over the next coming months - where, of course, the emotional changes come in. you'll cry a little easier each day, emotions flowing much more smoothly as your body aligns with the shape it wants.

sometime in that first year you'll probably notice the start of some breast development - especially if you've been eating well. little, firm nubs of flesh, right beneath the nipple, that'll slowly grow into cute little a cups - more than enough to cherish and adore, as you've probably heard.

they'll be significantly more sensitive to touch, of course, which might then lead you to discover how much more sensitive overall you've become. with your body softened, you naturally can feel every physical sensation a bit more. play your cards right, touch yourself properly, and you might just experience the intense, full-body orgasms you can now experience.

all of this and more could be yours, you know. i give you permission. i promise it's worth it.

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my god, i crave slowness. deliberate living. conversations that last entire afternoons.

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you aren't getting me on board with the egg prime directive i'm sorry it's stupid

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the amount of faith it takes to transition and believe it can get better is holier than any church

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Trans women are erased plenty, btw.

Like. When I was starting transition, I thought I wouldn't fit in with other trans women because I'm an academically-inclined lesbian with nerdy interests, and my only frame of reference for any trans women at all consisted of the most mainstream-friendly trans women alive: Conventionally attractive straight women who work as fashion models or actresses.

Turns out that in online trans spaces, once you get inside, people like me are pretty common. That's not something anyone outside these spaces is aware of, because trans women's thoughts, ideas and opinions are systematically not platformed in the mainstream.

And the conflation of "images of the type of person you are get a lot of attention" and "the views of your demographic are centered" is a pretty fucking sinister tactic, actually.

You see it on this website constantly, even, in how arguments against transfeminists barely engage with the substance of any transfeminist claims, in favor of arguing with an idea of transfeminism that's pretty much been imagined from first principles.

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transfem who’s actually really happy that she can’t get hard anymore because now she just gets wet instead.

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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its called the egg prime directive because just like the star trek prime directive it allows you stand by while people suffer, and even lets you pretend like you have the moral high ground because of your inaction

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Misgendered by a woman with a protect the dolls tshirt

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i hate astrology so fucking much. i spent so much time learning to be an evil transgender woman and now everyone just says that i’m like that because i was born a scorpion.

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what they dont tell you about being loudly transgender is sooner or later someone will say you helped/were the reason they transitioned and you just have to. sit with that for a while and how wonderful it is that a person can inspire others to take better care of themselves like that. the louder you are the better, you help strangers more than you know