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My skin was heated and my pussy was wet and throbbing as my arousal grew--a sex dream, I thought through the haze of sleep. I had to wake up and beg Seokjin to help me out. "Seokjin," I moaned as I woke up. In my wakefulness, the sensations between my legs hit me with clarity--that familiar and intense feeling of Seokjin's fingers spreading my folds and Seokjin's divine lips on my clit. Whimpering from the pleasure, I tugged off the blanket and tangled my hand in Seokjin's hair. -🌸

Jin moaned at how sweet she tasted, like he said yesterday she was much sweeter and tastier then the desserts. Jin smirked looking up at her and he cooed “good morning baby~” he cooed throwing her legs over his shoulder as he pressed his mouth against her heat and began making out with it roughly 

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"Goodnight, I love you..." I murmured, snuggling at Seokjin's side and laying my head on his chest. There were many issues for us to tackle, and two sets of strict parents to face--not to mention scrutiny from the public once this "scandal" was revealed, but I wasn't scared about the future anymore, now that he promised to face it with me. I went to sleep, my dreams filled with the prettiest baby with my eyes and Seokjin's lips. -🌸

Jin smiled and kissed her head “I love you too” he cooed strokin( her hair. When she finally fell asleep he closed his eyes and slept too. In the morning he woke up early and got out of her grip. Jin hummed to himself as he ordered some breakfast from room service before He placed a pillow in her hands and took a shower. 

He got out in a few minutes and put his clothes on and quietly opened the door thanking the man who brought up their food. He placed it on the nightstand and was going to shake her awake but he had a better idea. He ducked under the blanket and spread Sakura’s legs. He pressed his fingers down on the lingerie and rubbed it against her heat gently. He moaned softly before tugging it to the side. He spread her pussy lips with two fingers and wrapped his plump lips around her clit and began to suck 

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I giggled. "Don't worry, if I were to invite anyone, it would only be Misa." I told Seokjin. My bestfriend had known about us from the beginning. "But she'll probably be with Yoongi until tomorrow. So I'm all yours." I said, giving Seokjin another cake-sweetened kiss. The beer made me feel warm and sleepy, and I found myself snuggling closer and closer against him. "I don't think I can stay awake longer, honey... Good thing we'll have tomorrow," I said with a small yawn. -🌸

He nodded and chuckled “alright, because I don’t want to live under your bed forever” he cooed kissing her back. He smiled widely and nodded “"go to sleep then baby~ I’ll be here don’t worry” he cooed clenching the bed and he placed the trash to the side. He laid down and wrapped an arm around her waist. “Goodnight baby” he mumbled

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I smiled, glad that my little hinting didn't dampen Seokjin's mood. Much as I wanted a baby, I was willing to wait for him to be secure about our future. "Probably just spend time at home and bake and relax or something. If you're doing something that is." I traced Seokjin's jaw with my finger before pressing a kiss against it. "But if you can hang out with me, then I'd like that. You've been away from me for too long." -🌸

He nodded and smiled “I’d love to join you baby~ I’m free anyways so I’m going to spend quality time with you” he smiled stroking her hair. “But warn me next time when those girls come” he said remembering when her rich “friends” came by and he had to hide underneath her bed for nearly five hours

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Blushing again, I lightly slapped Seokjin's chest at his suggestive comment before eating the forkful of cake. "Hmm, it's good," I mumbled, kissing him so the sweetness of the cake mingled with that of his lips. "I also prefer your taste. Although it always seems a waste to swallow... I'd rather have you filling me up." I kissed him again before feeding him the strawberry cheesecake. -🌸

Jin chuckled and stroked her hair “I suppose” he hummed and leaned down to taste it before feeding her some. He wanted to ask when she wanted the baby and when she was going to stop taking the pill but he felt like if he brought it up they might get into a serious topic.

“Do you have anything important tomorrow?” He asked curiously taking a small bite out of the cheesecake before feeding her the rest

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I shook my head, scrunching my nose a little. "It's bitter. And... I think I drank too much too, because my mood was..." I blushed, remembering how weepy I was just moments ago. I ate quickly so we could polish off the pizza, excitedly tugging the breakfast tray close to us and plopping into Seokjin's lap because of my tipsiness. "Can I just stay here?" I mumbled, laying my head on his shoulder as I languidly offered him a forkful of white chocolate mousse. -🌸

He chuckled and nodded “i know~ but you were really cute” he mumbled and chuckled as she plopped on his lap. He squeezed her waist and hummed tasting the white chocolate mousse. “Hmm it’s so tasty~ try some baby” he cooed gently taking the dish off her and held out a forkful for her. “It’s nearly as tasty at you” he teased 

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I lifted my head to take a bite, now that I truly have an appetite. Holding Seokjin's wrist, I manipulate the pizza slice to his mouth as well, giggling a bit. I leaned against his chest again, stroking it with one hand. "Jinnie... we'll have our pretty baby someday, won't we?" I asked in a small voice. I didn't want to pressure him, and I knew our situation was complicated, but I wanted assurance that we would have the child I longed for. -🌸

Jin chuckled and took a bite out of the slice. He placed the slice down and smiled stroking her hair with his free hand. “I promise we will baby~” he mumbled cuddling her and kissing all over her head “now why dont we finish all this food and then we can have dessert” he cooed rubbing her back before feeding her again. He took a bite before grabbing his drink and taking a sip “you want to try it?” He asked curiously looking down at her

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My heart was close to breaking when Seokjin pulled me in for a kiss. "R-Really?" I gasped into the kiss, responding fiercely until I was out of breath. When I pulled away I held his hands between my face, looking into his eyes. "Jinnie, I promise you, we'll have such a happy family. I know our parents will eventually accept it when they see." I pecked his lips repeatedly before throwing my arms around his neck and nuzzling into his chest. "I love you so much." -🌸

Jin nodded and smiled happy “yes I’m ready for this” he mumbled as he didn’t want to imagine her walking down the aisle with someone who wasn’t him. “I love you too” he mumbled kissing her head softly. He stroked her hips before picking up a pizza slice “open up my baby” he cooed holding it out for her wanting to make sure she ate well

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(1/2) "And you don't think I'm going through hardships right now?" I asked him. "Seokjin... as time goes by I get more and more scared that I'll wake up one day to find out that you've been engaged to someone else. And that's what's going to happen, because you'd never disappoint your parents. Especially not for me..." I put away the mug before I could spill it, and sat at the edge of the bed with my hands on my knees. -🌸

(2/2) “Then, what will become of us, when that time comes? Do I become your mistress? Do you cut off all contact and never see me again? Either way, I’ll see the only man I’ll ever love, married to someone else.” I shook my head. “I can’t… I can’t do any of that…” Turning to him, I cradled his face. “Seokjin, please be with me. I love you with all my heart. I know we’ll overcome these obstacles.” I smiled sadly at him. “We could be so happy, if you’d just give us a chance.” -🌸

Jin sighed and chugged the rest of his drink. He looked at her face not knowing what to do, he just sat there quietly. “I wouldn’t do that” he mumbled since he didn’t think he’d ever forget her or let her go. He placed his cup to the side before pulling her in for a passionate kiss “I-I’m really to give us a chance” he mumbled against her lips 

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(1/2) Seokjin's response was colder than I ever expected--more hurtful than I ever expected. "You do know I love you, right?" I said, struggling to keep my voice from shaking. "I fell in love with you... Not when you approached me during my coming-of-age party, and you took my virginity in the dressing room, but during the long time we shared after that..." I took a deep breath. "I'm never going to marry someone else, you're the one I want. And I don't want to see you marry someone else." -🌸

(2/2) The desperation was rising in my throat, and I had to ask him: “Is the reason you won’t marry me because of our families’ rivalry? You know that doesn’t matter to me, I don’t care if I get disowned, I–” Gripping the mug so tightly my knuckles went white, I whispered: “Do you love me at all, Seokjin?” -🌸

Jin watched her and sighed. He wanted to drop the topic because he wasn’t in the mood to talk about this. “Sakura” he said in a cold tone meant to warn her “let’s drop this topic” he mumbled chugging his drink. He sighed “I do love you” he said finally “but I can’t do relationships. I’m not ready for it. There’ll be too much pressure on us, from our families, from co-workers and even the media. I don’t want you to go through so much hardships because of me” he sighed “i don’t want to marry anyone else either…” he mumbled under his breath

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(1/2) The alcohol brought down my inhibitions and put me in a chatty mood. "Seojoon and his wife just had another baby, didn't they?" I asked, biting into the slice that Seokjin held up, a trail of mozzarella peeking from the corner of my mouth. "Babies are a lot of work... But they seem happy, happily married..." I took another mug of beer and took a long gulp. My vision was starting to whirl, but the ache in my heart didn't even dull one bit. -🌸

(2/2) “Do you ever plan on getting married, Jinnie? Would you at least tell me before you do…?” I rested the mug on my lap, biting my trembling lip as I stared at him. “You wouldn’t be marrying me after all, would you?” -🌸

Jin nodded and gently got rid of the trail of mozzarella “yeah it’s their third one” he chuckled and nodded “yeah they’re really doing well” he commented taking a bite out of the slice too. He raised a brow st her question and sipped on his ale again. “I do plan on getting married but maybe a little later in life, but maybe before i get grey hair” he hummed and chuckled since nobody would want him, unless he became a sugar daddy. “Of course I would tell you” he frowned and tilted his head. “What do you mean?” He asked and frowned at her question not knowing how to answer her. “I don’t know.. I guess we’ll have to see” he answered coldly as he sipped on his drink again 

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"I did..." I mumbled against Seokjin's chest. "And I'll miss you even more in the future..." I whispered under my breath. While I'd normally be teasing and riling him up, I clung to him, breathing in his scent and basking in his warmth. When a bellhop brought the delivery, I hurriedly took a slice--eager to eat so I could drink. I had soon drained my first mug of beer. Feeling bubbly, I kissed Seokjin's chest; not wanting him to smell my beer breath. "This is yummy~" -🌸

Jin smiled and put her presents away so he could make some space for the food. He placed the box of pizza on the bed and giggled seeing her est since she was so beautiful doing the simplest of things. He nibbled on his pizza slice and took a couple long sips of his ale. “Hmm it is~ it’s it?” He chuckled kissing her head before picking up a slice for her to eat

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"Sounds perfect," I murmured. I looked through the room service menu while he was on the call. Afterwards, I leaned up to press a kiss on his chin, then nuzzled against his chest again. "I can't decide if I want a strawberry cheesecake or a white chocolate mousse... can I have both, Jinnie?" I was all too-aware of Seokjin's hand on my ass, but it didn't give me as much pleasure as it usually did. I hugged him tighter, as if afraid that he would disappear. -🌸

He smiled gently and hummed “of course princess~ you can have both. Would you like anything else?” He smiled and chuckled. “You’re extra cuddly today~ did you really miss me that much?” He teased and wrapped his arms around her too to hold her close. Jin didn’t think too much about this sudden change and just rang up room service and ordered the strawberry cheesecake and a white chocolate mousse.

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I blinked, certain that Seokjin was about to say what I wanted to hear. When he changed the subject, I snuggled against his chest so he wouldn't see my face, in case it betrayed my heartbreak. "Definitely, I wasn't able to eat much at that ball... How about pizza and beer? From that bar your friend owns, they'd deliver if you asked for sure. Their caramel beer is incredible." It was an alcoholic drink I could take, and I wanted to be tipsy tonight." -🌸

Jin stroked her hair nervously and nodded with a smile. “Alright then pizza and beer it is” he mumbled kissing her head. Jin reached for his phone which was in the nightstand and dialled the number for the bar. He waited for them to pick up while his other hand gently rubbed her ass. “If you’d like we can order dessert from here?” He offered. He smiled when Seojoon finally answered the phone. 

“Seojoon~ it’s Seokjin. How are you doing?” He smiled chatting with his friend “that’s good~ i hope your wife and kids are good too… I know you don’t do deliveries, but can you do it this one time? Please for your old friend~” Jin cooed “you do owe me a favour~” Jin added and smiled when he finally agreed. “great! Can I have pizza and beer? Caramel beer and pale ale” he ordered and smiled “thank you Joonie~ And I’ll just text you the address” jin smiled 

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I smiled at the sight of the presents--Seokjin really knew how to spoil me. And more than that, it always made me happy when he remembered me. "Thank you, Jinnie... They're beautiful. I think I'll wear this one now." I took a lingerie set and went to the bathroom to change, returning in a pink set of sheer lace, with a translucent negligee. Pulling him down by the lapels of his robe, I kissed him, whispering against his lips: "You know you're the best present of all, don't you?" -🌸

Jin smiled and nodded “good choice~” he giggled sitting down in the bed. He stood up when she came out of the bathroom and bit his lip. “Fuck… you look so beautiful” he mumbled and wrapped his arms around her waist. He kissed her back softly and chuckled. “You think so?” He asked before picking her up. He kissed her again but this time it was more passionately. “I lo-” he immediately cut himself off knowing what would happen if he threw those words around freely. Instead he laid her down on the bed and laid beside her. “Do you want a late night snack?” He cooed 

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"The prettiest..." I turned in Seokjin's arms, tracing his face. "With my eyes and your nose... and definitely, your lips..." I swallowed hard, the longing for an actual *commitment* with him was almost too much. Before I could say anything stupid, I leaned up and kissed him deeply then wrapped my arms around his neck, burying my face in the crook of it. When the ache passed, I looked at him with a forced smile. "You said you got me something from your business trip?" -🌸

Jin smiled looking down at her as he imagined their baby. As much as he wanted one he wasn’t sure he was ready to commit yet. It wasn’t because of Sakura it was more about him. He didn’t think he was ready to commit and if he was his parents wouldn’t allow them to see each other because they were rivals. He kissed her deeply as one hand cupped the back of her head holding her there.

He nodded and smiled “I bought you a lot of things~” he cooed softly “let’s get out now” he hummed pulling her to his body as he stood up. He helped her out of the bathtub first and handed her a towel. He quickly dried himself before putting on his robe. He walked to the bedroom again and grabbed his bag to show her the jewellery sets, plushies, dresses and even lingerie

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"I've been on the pill since the first time we did this," I quipped. "You came inside then too... and I really liked it." I winked at Seokjin. As we settled in the tub, I sat between his legs and rested against his chest. One hand idly rubbed at my flat belly as I imagined what it would be like if he put a baby in me. "Maybe I should go off it, a baby of ours would be really pretty." I said it like a joke, but I honestly meant it. -🌸

He nodded and chuckled as she winked at him. Jin sighed softly relaxing in the bathtub and he wrapped his arms around her waist holding her close. He glanced down at her as she joked about a baby and he bit his lip. He looked up at the ceiling and groaned “you’d look really sexy with a baby bump” he commented with a smirk “but you’re not wrong, our baby would be the prettiest. He mumbled bringing one hand up to stroke her hair.