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I know that I am fucking cooked if I m listening to jjbza music in order to focus.

Not gonna lie it slaps

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Every year or so, I will hyperfixate on a ship that is outside my usual fandom and it will be my brain rot until my ao3 page is all fics with the same tropes or smutty oneshots. I have reached that stage.

The next one is me writing my own fics about the ship even if I haven't watch a single episode of the show.

[brutallytiredofbeing19]

Every year or so, I will hyperfixate on a ship that is outside my usual fandom and it will be my brain rot until my ao3 page is all fics with the same tropes or smutty oneshots. I have reached that stage.

The next one is me writing my own fics about the ship even if I haven't watch a single episode of the show.

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Look anyone can write fanfiction for a media they never consume with a little bit of research, scrolling through fandom wiki and reading a few popular fanfiction in the fandom.

Even better, you go into the more niche part of the fandom that is super into the lore and live off making their own headcanons.

Write down that idea. Make it look nice with good grammer, proper formatting and then boom, you got a nice fic.

Sometimes, I feel like a con artist selling fake shit when I post my fics on ao3.

I don't know what episode you are talking about but this is what I think these two characters would be like if they were put into this situation.

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3 days of sniffling, blocked nose and I forgot the most obvious solution to drink medicine

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The time my parents promised me that if I go up on stage and accept a prize they would get me something,

Me knowing that I am not winning any prizes but knowing that my class was definitely winning a prize for best class and went up on stage with my homeroom teacher to accept the prize: 😌

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My mom was learning English idioms. (Because English is not our first language)

She asked me to explain the one phrase:

'Speak of the devil and he shall appear'

I said: Imagine that we are talking about Dad and then he shows up. But we never expected him to show up. That is how we use it.

Mom: I see. So if we are talking about your dad and he appear-

Mom's Phone Rings.

It's Dad calling.

Me: Speak of the devil and he shall appear. That is how you use it

Dad, you have insane timing.

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Getting a new computer soon. Where’s that windows debloat guide people post every so often

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desk nin sakura au in which, at like 13, she did too poorly on the physical part of the graduating exam and is given the choice to either repeat a year or to become a desk nin instead of a genin. she picks desk nin because at 13 she can imagine no greater embarrassment then being stuck in a class of 12 year olds and ino knowing she flunked an exam- at least this way she can pretend she wanted to be a desk nin. they're important! they do important work!

it actually turns out there aren't a ton of civilian kids in the desk nin business. if they don't make it as field shinobi they usually just drop out entirely, because they've got family businesses they could go back to instead, you know? most desk nin are from clan families whose family business is being a shinobi, but they weren't a big fan of murder at age 10 or are really big fans of making excel ninja spreadsheets. anyways what this means is they find sakura adorable and immediately adopt her. shes adorable! and shes got the filing system really quickly, how clever!

she gets put in charge of assigning the genin teams their low-ranking missions and gives ino-shika-cho the tora mission like 30 times in a row because she's a teensey bit mad with power. She initially gives team seven really nice missions to try and win over sasuke, but then he keeps showing up grumbling complaints because it wasn't a cool mission that would help him get revenge on his brother...eventually she snaps and starts giving them the tora mission instead. Be Humbled, You Brats!

she gets pissed with the hokage when he assigns team 7 the wave mission btw. and shes mad vindicated when they come back and they're like IT WAS A DISASTER. IT WENT TOTALLY ABOVE OUR PAYGRADE. she's like YEAH thats why PROFESSIONALS assign the missions not some old man whos trying to dote on his loser not-grandson!!!!!!

she uses her desk nin resources to find out where sasuke lives (forgive her the sins of being an unhinged 13 year old) and starts going to his house to bring him dinner half the week. shes not a great cook. at a certain point he takes over cooking duties and shes just there to hang out? and it takes him a month to be like. did i get tricked into dating sakura

kakashi talking to sasuke about how you need bonds with other people, with your team, and sasuke's like i HAVE bonds. me and naruto are rivals which is basically like being friends. and im somewhat engaged to sakura maybe

kakashi: who's sakura? is that the girl on our team bc i always forget her name

sasuke: no. she's this insane girl we went to the academy with who keeps giving us shitty missions to paint fences 'n stuff. i think she lives in my house now or something. naruto's in love with her

kakashi: and you're engaged?

sasuke: can we stop talking? if im late getting back she'll try to make dinner herself and i cannot have burnt rice with burnt fish for the third time this week

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August slipped away in a moment of time.

So deep into Naruto

Every year or so, I will hyperfixate on a ship that is outside my usual fandom and it will be my brain rot until my ao3 page is all fics with the same tropes or smutty oneshots. I have reached that stage.

The next one is me writing my own fics about the ship even if I haven't watch a single episode of the show.

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July: still Naruto. Just a lot of different tropes

Every year or so, I will hyperfixate on a ship that is outside my usual fandom and it will be my brain rot until my ao3 page is all fics with the same tropes or smutty oneshots. I have reached that stage.

The next one is me writing my own fics about the ship even if I haven't watch a single episode of the show.

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The scary reality of self-inserts is when the insert is so detached from their world believing that it is a story, that to an outside character they seemed almost psychopathic.

Not being able to see people as people and more as puppets acting out a play that they can interact with.

It's so chilling to read about

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Also spent a long time looking for the show where a boy and his mom were looking for his dad in the jungle by going with an exploration team. Discovered an ancient civilization.

Boy and girl who is the daughter of the chief become friends.

Show: The Lost world: the animated series

There was this cartoon that used to air on cable that I remembered about it being about a boy who has telekinesis and his mother was an actress.

I remembered watching it and the title being Marcus Anthony or something. I tried finding it by typing what I remembered of it to no avail.

Today by sheer dumb luck, I found out that the cartoon series I watched was a partial English dub of a Spanish series. It is a partially found media. Mark Anthony.

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It's freaking June now.

So March, I think I was still deep into Star Wars. A lot of time-travel fics, then Obi-wan/Satine fics, Anakin Skywalker redemption, pre clone wars stuff, some Leia Skywalker being a badass.

April: I don't think there are highlights for april bc I had to go back to school. I was also losing the hyperfixation on Star Wars. I was deep into Running Man near the end. Also back on the manhwa grind.

May: First half still in Running Man. Second half was spent trying to finish school stuff.

June: Naruto

Every year or so, I will hyperfixate on a ship that is outside my usual fandom and it will be my brain rot until my ao3 page is all fics with the same tropes or smutty oneshots. I have reached that stage.

The next one is me writing my own fics about the ship even if I haven't watch a single episode of the show.

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I fucking hate people with longass username on ao3.

My reason is bc it ruins my mobile experience if they happen to kudoes a fic I am reading

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“What do you mean you ‘accidentally’ killed the entire pantheon?”