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[braindumpling]

hello I don’t have anywhere else to post so hi

I’m watching hrh and resting in bed. Got my humidifier on, chugging water, falling asleep on and off cuz even taking half a perc is still knocking me on my ass!!!! I’m scared to stop taking it and face Real Pain.

I got my wisdom teeth + a broken tooth surgically removed on Monday so it’s end of day 4 of recovery. It’s going pretty well. My surgeon is a fucking wizard. I basically have no holes for shit to get into so keeping my mouth clean has been easy. If I couldn’t see the incision lines I wouldn’t even believe he took them out. Well, and the giant swollen cheeks but yaknow.

Sucks tho I’ve called out today and yesterday and I should work tomorrow but I’m losing my voice for some reason... I think it’s just from my throat being dry + all the muscles in my jaw, neck, mouth and throat are sore. I’ve never lost my voice at this job before and literally all I do is talk all day so we’ll see how it goes? Shouldn’t be too bad to work the next three days and get another two days off.

I’m excited for the next couple months because I’m getting a lot of work done on my teeth and going to make an eye exam appointment soon so I can get some cute glasses. I’m overdue. And Andrew is getting his days off switched so we can do everything together!!

We went thrifting yesterday for our anniversary and I got two cute old lady shirts and he found a scroll print of a very pretty girl. It was a lucky day. It’s a lucky life! All is well. As well as it can be, anyway.

[braindumpling]

relapse is a dramatic word

should probably order some soylent

but I spent all my money on a new pc 

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FINALLY ikea got table legs in stock!!!! we saw it update last night on the website so we went this morning. at checkout the lady joked it’s “leg day” because every other customer is buying the same legs. we got ours out of their last box and it was already half empty so i’m so glad we didn’t go even a half hour later!!!

my only complaint is there should be more employees in every section/ department and their sole job all day is to call out and remind people to PLEASE STEP OFF THE FUCKING DESIGNATED WALKWAY IF YOU’RE GONNA LOOK AT SHIT. because i don’t know how many times some airhead would stop with their cart in the middle of the path to look at shit they aren’t going to buy, and people behind them stop, so we would have to stop, on and on, and all of a sudden there’s a dozen people all grouped up and looking at each other in a panic. i don’t know how people lack the self awareness. we’re all trying to run to the bottom floor bins to get the shit we already picked out online!!!! don’t fucking stop the flow of traffic!!!

anyway, we survived. maybe. and tonight we get to build our new desks!! i’m excited for our couch to come in. fingers crossed for next week. and then all we really have left to do is find a rug and coffee table. that’ll finish filling out the apartment with the “big items” and we can really start making it homey.

we’ve done good, budget-wise, about buying everything. i would say i’m paycheck to paycheck right now, but that’s not bad when every couple days i’m buying something like a coffee maker, a toaster, cleaning products, etc. we used our savings to do the big furniture items but everything else is paid for as we go. so i feel pretty good about it. it means when we’re done buying things we need, i’ll have an easy ~$200/mo i don’t touch after bills.

we’re doing good. i’d like to say i’m praying our state settles down soon but i’m thinking it’ll still get worse before it gets better. so all i can do is hope our friends are being safe and staying home most of the time so we can have a few of them over soon. i feel uncomfortable even saying that. but fuck dude i miss hanging out. i try to convince myself once every two weeks with russ is enough but it’s not. we used to go out 4-5 nights a week! that’s crazy to imagine now! big sigh.