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i will resurrect the SU fandom with the power of love,,,and bad art

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Cw: g0rey, goo from the body, mold (?)

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have chest pain, maybe it's a heart attack and will kill me

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all i can do is sit in the backseat as it crashes all my fucking relationships and paralyzes me in my bed instead of going to work

im in the back seat while something else drives me

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im in the back seat while something else drives me

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SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME

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AGGHGHHHHHHHHHT

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Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring

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no one cares at all unless i start acting out

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cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

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mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

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fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

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