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I used to think I couldn’t live without you, and somehow I get up every day and I’m ok without you there

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I want someone who admires me with the same intensity as they admire the moon and the stars.

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Sometimes I feel like I should just kill myself for having bpd. For all the pain and suffering. I can get better, but it’s never going to truly be gone. It just feels like a disease imbedded in flesh and bone. I just want it gone.

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i am so tired of everything around me. if there's a way i could vanish without an explanation, i would.

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“mental health matters” until it’s BPD

“mental health matters” until it’s BPD

“mental health matters” until it’s BPD

“mental health matters” until it’s BPD

“mental health matters” until it’s BPD

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yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

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If you have BPD you need to ask your loved ones for reassurance instead of assuming they don’t like you or intended to hurt you. I know it can be really hard, but establishing that you need it will make people far, far more understanding.

Don’t say, for example “do you hate me? I’ve been awful you should hate me” that is unproductive and makes both of you feel bad

Instead, try “hey, I noticed you used this tone/words/etc, what did you mean by that? I need some reassurance right now”

It’s not perfect and not everyone will help but it does work. It empowers both of you and can help you work towards a future where you don’t even have to ask

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I’ve been doing really good coping with cutting my ex fp out of my life. But the nights are so hard.. I know that part of me really misses her… but she hurt me so bad and was super toxic. I don’t need that in my life. I just wish this grieving process was over. I just want this attachment gone

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people with bpd don't need to be palatable in order to deserve support. like you don't need to say "actually, we're empathetic, not manipulative" in order to combat bpd stigma.

borderlines with low/no empathy deserve as much support as ones with empathy. borderlines who manipulate deserve as much support as ones who people please. they're both coping mechanisms, and they both can be harmful to oneself and others.

we all deserve to be supported and to find healthy coping skills. health is a human right. it's not conditional on what kind of person you are, or who people think you are.

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you are not a monster because of being borderline. you are not horrible or an abuser or evil. you were someone who suffered greatly and had your brain altered to try and save yourself. you deserve to heal. you deserve happiness and patience and forgiveness. but most importantly, you deserve love <3

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just a reminder..

people with NPD are valid.

people with ASPD are valid.

people with HPD are valid.

people with BPD are valid.

people with cluster b personality disorders are valid.

your feelings matter.

and yes, this post applies to both transid and cisid people. <3

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Damn..

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the music that plays in your head as you realize that no matter how hard you’ve worked to be better, you’ll always be accused of being manipulative

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I can feel the emptiness inside of me.