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we’ll fly together until the stars collide

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17 February, 1926 The Letters of Vita Sackville-West to Virginia Woolf (1924-1941)

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Two-part evening dress, Maison Clergeat, Paris, 1898-1900

Silk satin called “Charmeuse”, wool and sequin embroidery, lace flounce, muslin, taffeta lining. Gift of Madame Solange Granet, in memory of her cousin, Madame Montaudon, née Le Grain-Eiffel.

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what do we think of these dexter sketches?

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Watched the new Dexter show, I’d been wanting to draw him for a while

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“He’s a murderer” did you mean autistic asexual..?

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also feel free to add me on discord if u ever wanna talk abt dexter or whatever..... my user is bayharbour

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ppl liking my oc x canon (dexcam) content makes me so happy.. like wow you guys like these creatures

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all i want to do is sleep, im empty, empty, empty

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I have things to say.

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I'm not worth worrying about

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relationships.

Being in a relationship while being diagnosed with bpd can honestly feel like absolute torture. i have days where i push my partner away and don't want them to be near me. I've physically pushed them away and felt like an absolute monster afterwards. I've taken things to heart very easily which has caused rocky situations where i get genuinely upset and hurt by a joke, but i don't want to tell them that so i distance myself (go to another room) and sit there until they realize i'm gone. i know how bad that sounds and i am working on bettering my communication with my partner.

I say all this for a reason, to all of us who have bpd and struggle, please communicate. it can easily save your relationship and make things so much easier. my partner learned about bpd and is so understanding when i'm having mood swings/outburst of intense emotions. they let me cry it out when i need to, help me talk through my emotions and feelings rather than being self destructive. i feel so loved and understood finally, i've been waiting a really long time to find someone like my partner.

Just because we have bpd doesn't mean we can't be loved. You are loved, you can be loved, and its not hard to love you. You are not a burden and you matter ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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*noticing a tone change* huh I should kill myself

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like I've never had a proper best friend. I've never been invited to sleepovers. I've never been invited to hang out. I've never been invited to birthday parties. why did no one ever want to be friends with me? why did God make me like this? all I've wanted is to be normal. I don't think I ever will be.

i think the symptom of autism people overlook a lot is the struggle of making friends. i don't have any irl friends and i haven't since I was about 15. most people find me offputting or weird, or in turn, I don't understand people and they overwhelm me. i don't understand people, so I don't have friends. my mind is a prison.

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i think the symptom of autism people overlook a lot is the struggle of making friends. i don't have any irl friends and i haven't since I was about 15. most people find me offputting or weird, or in turn, I don't understand people and they overwhelm me. i don't understand people, so I don't have friends. my mind is a prison.