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mom said it’s my turn to be ached for, to have someone feel a stab of hunger for me, to feel nourishment at the sight of me. give it now

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oh oh i can finally post my Doctor Who art i made for the DW zine (it has been waiting in my folder for 6 months!!!) this warm scene with Amy and 11th Doctor is inspired by the whole fifth season

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Sanna Wani

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dipping my toes in the waters of personhood tonight by believing in something for real

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oh and that gap in my resume is when i was digging my own grave

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Anne Carson, from The Glass Essay

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writing a garbage essay feels like you’re the cow who gave birth to the two headed calf. in the morning, my professor will wrap him in newspaper and dissect him on a cold operating table. but here he is alive, under the pale glow of my computer screen. he is beautiful. there are twice as many logical fallacies as usual.

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“I am nothing in my soul if not obsessive” defines me. Without obsession, I experience profound emptiness.

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"Patrochilles is my favorite old men Yaoi" they were hardly 30. Like if they ever got to turn 30 it was too much. 33 at much. That's not old men

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i think there might be mold growing inside me

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timepetals + bad wolf / religion

donna tartt (the secret history), hozier (take me to church), euripides [transl. anne carson] (hippolytos, grief lessons: four plays), hozier (take me to church), hozier (sunlight), percy shelley (ozymandias), clementine von radics (in a dream you saw a way to survive; "angie"), ovid (metamorphoses), kate cayley (lent)

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youngest sibling......yeah yeah... you get it....

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Literally just a really good exercise to develop genuine empathy for the global south and have your antiimperialist sentiment more grounded and being aware of how you benefit from it is just. Holding a product in your hand and think about all of the people who made it possible. not only who harvested the coffee beans from your instant and who roasted them or who harvested the cotton from your shirt and who spun at and wove it, but also who made the paper, plastic, cardboard, inks of the packaging, who delivered the goods necessary from one place to another, all the way to your supermarket, store of your convenience, or even your home.

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you want me to make new friends? the thing that made richard papen an accomplice to bunny corcoran’s redistribution of matter..?