boyishangelarchives

[boyishangelarchives]

breakup songs are so lame now sorry i feel like every charting breakup song you hear these days is like waah you left me but whatever you sucked anyway and im way too hot for you and too cool. why cant anyone be miserable anymore. no more im killing myself because you left music on the radios?!?!

[boyishangelarchives]

Americans really really need to be less paranoid and more capable of tolerating minor discomfort in public. Not everyone is a pervert/rapist/strangler/fiend. In fact, very few people are. Treating every violation of normal order as though it is a threat is why people are getting shot for turning around in a stranger's driveway. This happens within the frameworks of basically every ideology present in American culture. It is an American illness. If your vision of the world doesn't have room for saying "I'm sure it's nothing" then you really gotta work some shit out.

[boyishangelarchives]

the death of patroclus

[boyishangelarchives]

mom said it’s my turn to be ached for, to have someone feel a stab of hunger for me, to feel nourishment at the sight of me. give it now

[boyishangelarchives]

oh oh i can finally post my Doctor Who art i made for the DW zine (it has been waiting in my folder for 6 months!!!) this warm scene with Amy and 11th Doctor is inspired by the whole fifth season

[boyishangelarchives]

Sanna Wani

[boyishangelarchives]

dipping my toes in the waters of personhood tonight by believing in something for real

[boyishangelarchives]

[boyishangelarchives]

oh and that gap in my resume is when i was digging my own grave

[boyishangelarchives]

Anne Carson, from The Glass Essay

[boyishangelarchives]

writing a garbage essay feels like you’re the cow who gave birth to the two headed calf. in the morning, my professor will wrap him in newspaper and dissect him on a cold operating table. but here he is alive, under the pale glow of my computer screen. he is beautiful. there are twice as many logical fallacies as usual.

[boyishangelarchives]

“I am nothing in my soul if not obsessive” defines me. Without obsession, I experience profound emptiness.

[boyishangelarchives]

"Patrochilles is my favorite old men Yaoi" they were hardly 30. Like if they ever got to turn 30 it was too much. 33 at much. That's not old men

[boyishangelarchives]

i think there might be mold growing inside me

[boyishangelarchives]

[boyishangelarchives]

[boyishangelarchives]

timepetals + bad wolf / religion

donna tartt (the secret history), hozier (take me to church), euripides [transl. anne carson] (hippolytos, grief lessons: four plays), hozier (take me to church), hozier (sunlight), percy shelley (ozymandias), clementine von radics (in a dream you saw a way to survive; "angie"), ovid (metamorphoses), kate cayley (lent)