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I would control the blood flowing through your veins if I could

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Word of advice: stop being 19 years old ASAP

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Good job I'm proud for you

thank you!!!

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milk (mutual i'd like to kidnap)

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also i tried out a new strategy. i told my therapist that when i get the urge to cut, its like one voice in my head who's making me do it, and another whos trying to resist or convince the first voice to stop.

i didn't tell her it was mary and maeve who are the voices. i might say that next session, that my voices have names.

but anyway, i told her that maeve would convince mary to stop by saying "you're being stupid and irrational. stop it right now, you dumb bitch."

and she said i shouldn't so that and try a more calm and understanding voice, that i shouldn't be so hard on her.

so i did that. i told mary "hey, hun. it's okay. lets take a deep breath. i know you want to cut, but can we ride this out? can we come back to this in like ten minutes and see how we're feeling then?"

and it fucking worked!

like holy shit, im so proud of myself! and of mary! she did so good!

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i was about to cut myself because i feeling emotionally neglected and distant from everyone

and then suddenly i get a discord notification

someone posts a tennis ball emoji

and without thinking about it i post a puppy emoji in return

now everyone in the server is barking like dogs and i got too distracted to cut myself

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is it really “kidnapping” if i’m just giving a stray puppy a good home?

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hey so this is sorta a weird question, but does anyone know any good like discord servers or communities for kink writers?

i wanna try and update my fic, but i kinda need motivation to keep going. im in one server right now, but its mostly for this one specific author and her fans.

so yeah. anyone have any recommendations?

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hey so this is sorta a weird question, but does anyone know any good like discord servers or communities for kink writers?

i wanna try and update my fic, but i kinda need motivation to keep going. im in one server right now, but its mostly for this one specific author and her fans.

so yeah. anyone have any recommendations?

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The fact no one has threatened to kidnap me and turn me into their mindless puppy breeder, living as their pet dog and getting fucked like a good breeding bitch, is honestly quite insulting

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I need someone to punch until my knuckles bleed

hi, i'm right here!!!

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What if someone grabbed me, bound my wrists and ankles and threw me into their trunk. They’d fasten a dildo gag in my mouth, making me gag and choke and tear up. The last thing they’d say before closing the lid and starting to drive is “You’ve got a long car ride ahead of you. You’d better get used to that dildo by the time we’re back at my place, because I won’t tolerate you struggling when I fuck your face.”

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I hope you meet someone nice today.

I hope you meet someone nice today. I hope you're walking down the street and bump into a nice woman in her 50's who compliments your outfit, or your hair, and who makes you feel pretty. I hope you find the words to reply, and start a conversation. I hope she's an empty nester looking to fill the emotional void left behind by her children leaving for college, and her husband leaving her last year. I hope she admits to having never felt fulfilled by him, to how she'd always felt a little queer about other women, but thought that was normal until exploring it the last couple months. I hope she gives you a quizzical look before telling you that you're about the same age as her youngest, and asks if you're still in college as well. I hope she lives nearby, and invites you over for coffee. I hope she has questions about some of the kinky little pins hanging off your bag, or clipped to your jacket. I hope she wants to know more. To learn more. To try more. Do more. I hope you spend the night. And then another night a week later. then two. then three. I hope that before you know it you find yourself sitting at her table on some rambunctious holiday, making flustered, awkward small talk with her kids and her extended family as everyone processes the revelation that not only is she into women, but her girlfriend is half her age. I hope one of her daughters starts flirting with you, and as the night winds down the two of you start to sit closer, to talk more intimately, as you see her watching from the comer of your eye, the older woman's face flushed red as she watches her daughter and her "daughter" talk in hushed whispers with their lips an inch apart. I hope as you two lay in bed that night she asks you if you like her daughter, if you'd want to do more then just flirt. I hope she tells you it's okay. I hope she finds the courage to admit she finds it kind of hot. That it took everything she had not to slip her hand down between her legs while watching you two. I hope the next night she cums her brains out on her fingers as she listens to her daughter fucking you through the wall. I hope she enjoys the taste as she eats her daughters cum out of you later that night. I hope she gets addicted to it. I hope her daughter makes a visit home every time she can, and the two of you get closer too. I hope one night the dam finally breaks, and all three of you share a bed together. I hope it's wild, and exciting, and emotional, and a little awkward, and it's a culmination and a release and a catharsis for the two of them. I hope it's very fun for you. I hope she falls asleep with her two daughters cuddled naked up beside her, a head each resting on her breast. I hope she sleeps like that every night. I hope you're happy <3

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Mommy who forcefully pins down and rapes her daughter whenever she gets drunk and never remembers doing it the next morning X daughter who keeps buying mom alcohol for every possible occasion, going so far as to make up bullshit holidays and anniversaries to celebrate.

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Girl who puts you in immaculately well tied rope bondage leaving you unable to move at all and then throws you into bed and tells you that you're her plushie now.