bookofspiders

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I dream of a love so heavy, nobody seems to understand.

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got caught giving a fuck. embarrassing.

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ill be at my lowest and then this mf will come on

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kinda wish i wasn’t the one in the family who inherited the never ending mental illness

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listening to mitski to improve my mental health

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ndjssjsjdsks i am so sleepy

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drinking gin on an empty stomach because i’m god’s strongest solider

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was going to take a good selfie and then didnt care and was lazy. anyways today i wanted to die more than usual so i did my hair and make up. did not help but kept me occupied for an hour and now my friends are kidnapping me okay love uuuu

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youre just thinking its a small thing that happened THE WORLD ENDED WHEN IT HAPPENED TO ME

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anytime someone says studying english is easy i pull out my middle english books and tell them to read 80 pages in one night and that was just one assignment i would have

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my mom visited me this past weekend and i allowed my ocd thoughts out for a minute and she froze, stared at me and said “… what mental illness is that???” — anyways at least she said i looked skinny a wins a win

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learning to code because i totally projected that when i chose to get a bfa in creative writing

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look at this cool guy that ran past me today

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my neighbor is so funny he makes the most insane noises when he plays video games boys are weird