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LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL. DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY “DO NOT INDUCE VOMITING”? THEY AREN’T FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE! AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONE’S THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN. IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER. “Buuut i don’t wanna take them to the hospital!!!” WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOU’D RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOU’RE IN LUCK CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU. AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE. I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!

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I’d kill anyone to look like this

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Good morning :)

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When I’m out with friends and see a glimpse of my body in some display window

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BLACK LIVES MATTER

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cemetery drive // my chemical romance

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“She came back from summer looking gaunt and sick, clearly not well, but oh god her body dropped jaws”.

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reasons not to eat ❀

i can wear big sweaters when it’s hot and not be warm

i can wear platform boots and looks like all the outfit inspos i see 

my thighs won’t inflate when i sit

i never have to be embarrassing of eating

my parents (or anybody) never has to tell me to “slow down on the snacks”

i can make all the girls at school jealous

i wear crop tops without worry of my stomach looking fat

my breasts actually stick out further than my stomach 

i can be someone’s thinspo

i can gain self-control

my fingers look dainty instead of clunky and weird

i can see my bones without having to stretch

people can pick me up really, really easily

i can be skinnier than my skinniest friend

i can wear a bikini without feeling self-conscious

i can wear long sleeves to cover scars and not feel hot

he will finally like me

people will become concerned

every bite i don’t eat is one step closer to my ugw

for not feeling like shit when i eat

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And no ones cares anymore lol. When I tell them they laugh. This isn’t a laughing matter, I might just leave soon

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One of your videos got posted on Tiktok by a view-farm account. There's people defending the upload simply because it's cute, and they don't care it's stolen. /vm.tiktok. /ZMJAcP8VW/

I just saw it! Nope, I’m not okay with it :) Currently trying to get it taken down, but thank you to everyone who sent me the link and letting me know!  Just to clarify: I’m NOT okay with reposters. Especially of my videos, and yes, even if it’s credited. The only people I have given permission to are those who translate comics into different languages with proper credit/links and have asked me beforehand if they could do so. 

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its been a while..

to be honest, i had given up on my journey for weight loss. i felt as if it would never be achievable to get to my goal weight which led me too develop bulimia and binge eating disorder. its not a pretty thing to go through. i obviously developed anorexia because why else would i be back to this hellhole. but recently I’m back on track. I’m now learning black pinks choreography from their  “ BLACKPINK - 'DDU-DU DDU-DU” dance. i want, no i NEED to look like Lisa, Jisoo, rose and Jennie. i need to have their body’s. i can’t stand not having a small waist, normal boobs (mine are D’s :(((() and tiny legs. i need to look like them. when i post my version of the choreography on YouTube, ill let you guys know so you understand how easy it was for me to just dance as a workout, and get a tiny waist and perfect body. ill show you all. you can have the body you deserve.

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the urge to cut yourself is not always due to an emotion, or due to of a lack thereof, sometimes it's just..there

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an explanation is not owed