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I felt so pretty that day you an't even imagine! I still do! Like some wonderful red/black punk princess! Beeprincess <3 or also rebelprincess since there's still the name of the Gyarusa

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Staying quiet doesn’t mean I’ve nothing to say. It means I don’t think you’re ready to hear my thoughts.

(via virtual-fakeman)

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NICE THOUGHTS CHALLENGE. Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly and then send it to 10 of your favorite followers.

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1.) I like my hands because they're slim and the fingers are long although I'd wish they'd be a little more veiny wuah2.) I like my pale skin wuuh3.) I'm not being arrogant here but I'm kinda proud of me trying to help people I care about or where I think I can offer even a little bit of advice, some people don't consider such things so it's something I like about myself4.) I also try to be honest whenever possible unless I know it damages someone else and/or me so I try to be careful and don't say anything out of worries5.) And... I like my hair! I mean, the tips of my blonde hair is damaged but I think they look real good recently even though I'm not that satisfied with the cut haha

and not gonna tag another ten people, lol

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Things I learned today aka better don't read unless you want to see too many rants

I seriously consider stepping out of many JFashion groups I'm in. I don't get along with many of those guys anyways or they dislike me or they just annoy me anyways. Meetups aren't anything special since I talk with the people I talk to anyways and besides of the reason to get styled up, I don't gain anything from it, as I realized today. And for that I can simply meet up with friends as weel. In general, although I love JFashion styles - Gyaru, Visual Kei, Cult Party Kei, ... - I don't have the motivation for that anymore often. Usually I'd only dress up in my definition of Visual Kei only anymore, doing Gyaru at times and wearing other stuff only when I feel like it and that's it. I prefer the generally dark fashion much more and sometimes it fits the styles from Japan and sometimes it's just normal street style like you can see it everywhere. Adding to that, I had the thoughts "Fuck you too!", and "I don't want this shit anymore..." too often today, more often than I should in one day only and it's pulling me down, and my mood as weel, even my motivation. I feel like some people just take what I give and I get nothing or do anything - intentionally or not - to piss me off and that's what I can't stand anymore. It's not like it's only the fashion scene, it's my everyday environment too but - like often - the dose is the poison and now it's too much. I don't need people to destroy my mood, to make me angry, to make me feel like unneccessary shit, it's not what I want to feel like at all so I think it's time I change my environment again, as far as I can at least. When even the guy I thought loves me, tells me shit and then says I shouldn't get offended, I think there's just too much wrong lately around me. Cutting bonds and going on, not looking backwards and just doing whatever I want - that is what I wanna do. I don't wanna be held back by burdens so I hope it either gets better or I'm just egoistic again and do what's best for me because sometimes that's the only thing one can and needs to do to feel better and like themselves again.

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M•A•C got a very up-close look at US Bodypainter David Gilmore who joined 100 global competitors as they created elaborate looks on human canvases in Austria at the World Bodypainting Festival.

Source:  Alex Barendregt,  facebook.com/wb.festival

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“post 6 selfies that make you feel pretty”

got tagged by ruki-hime ♥

Why are the ones with other people the ones that make me the happiest? OTL and the ones where I look best

Tagging: padloquet blasphemicprayer blvcklynx rurupon rukamizu-official mekuneko

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“post 6 selfies that make you feel pretty”

got tagged by mimidaarin ♥ 

all of these are from 2012/13 bc recently the camera hates me so :’D and yeah I really have a lot of different styles gonna tag: chichiicookie, marvel-at-the-border, magicalnoseband, deepsixthgun. appaku, sniisel, fairyprincesswand and of course sweetlolixo ♥

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things girls are made to feel ashamed of-

having periods

choosing what they want to wear on their body

wanting to/not wanting to have sex

putting boys in the ‘friendzone’

standing up against misogyny

ruining a boy’s life by telling the police that he raped her

abortion

having hair on their body

not appreciating catcalls

not appreciating chivalry

having control over their own fucking body

basically living

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Changeling oddity.

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