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I would only have accepted dead Kansas endgame if it was explicitly mentioned that Jack killed them for Dean

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have to stay on this website because what if there's ever real news about the supernatural finale years from now and i'm not here to find out myself. it's not like there's a class action suit with my contact details on file yet

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love how we’ve all made our points so now it’s just like ‘as per my post 3 years ago…..’

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Lawrence, Kansas, United States

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it haunts me every goddamn day that Bela died letting Dean believe she killed her parents for money and spent her last moments letting him spew his vindictive holier-than-thou bile at her bc she thought she Deserved it (after paralleling him for a season!!!) bc she committed the cardinal sin of Supernatural-world and desecrated the sanctity of the Family Unit and then at the last possible second Kripke's like btw she did it bc her Father (!) was sexually abusing her. and she didn't even pull the trigger she was just talked into it by a demon when she was 14 years old!!!!! and she just couldn't bring herself to tell them. those righteous men. monster-hunters. justice-bringers. but what do you do if your Father (!!!) is the monster. who do you run to who can you tell. 'you wouldn't understand. no one did. never mind.' and they never find out they just never. find out. never mind all the times she looked Dean in the eyes and said you can't judge me, we are the same. he never has to think about or interrogate THAT again. the idea of the Father (!!!!!) as a sexual threat just hangs outside the narrative unsaid and unsayable. oh well looks like that arc is wrapped up . now Bela's in hell. forever. ok. jesus fucking christ.

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remember when castiel made a death deal that hinged on him experiencing true happiness and he was like “they don’t know i know this hack: that will never happen”

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we are all corbett coded

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prepared for anything

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I engage with fiction in a normal way. don’t look at my blog

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they literally killed god but dean couldn’t say I love you back

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lazarus rising is a very green and blue episode

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The year is 2364, social media platforms of all kinds rose and fell like empires. Only tumblr is still running, a reminder of times long gone. The number one trending topic: Destiel.

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You might be done with supernatural but supernatural is not done with you

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you ever read fanfiction so good you start experiencing penis envy. sorry is this a safe space

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“the other man” “the blond” “the brunette” “the dark-eyed man” “the taller man”

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there's a lot to bitch about re: supernatural but at least it was made in 2005 starring teen soap actors on the cw with one million episodes per season. that's real television. if they made that shit now it would be like six episodes on apple tv and glen powell would be in it. so count your fucking blessings.

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would gay sex fix them?