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What if we’re not real?

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What if none of this is real?

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What it takes to get high

There's a difference between wanting to die

and wishing you were never born

I'm somewhere lost in the middle

With my soul worn and torn

They say life's a rose

Focus on the petals, not the thorns

But the blade still holds relief

So on my body these scars adorn

I'm tired of waking up

Curled into a ball on the floor

From chanting "Never Again" to fiending for a little more

Beg, borrow and steal for one more hit One last score

I'm a soulless addict filled to the brim with pretty lies

A deadly compulsive liar Staring straight into your eyes

A scared little girl locked alone in my mind

I just feed her lots of pills to keep that whiny bitch from crying

I wish there was a skip button

I'd fast forward to the day I die

Or on over to the next scene

Where I do another line

(What it takes to get high)

-Grey Girl

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I wonder if my dog knows how much I love him

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Christmas expensive as hell

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It hurts the most there nothing I can do or say to change you or make you want me...

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But mooom I had to do drugs to pass my test

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‪Rip Juicewrld man I remember hearing All girls are the same for the first time on SoundCloud a couple months before it blew up. Can’t believe this 🥺

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Everybody’s Everything

I just watched it the other day and I cried like a little bitch. Gus was such a good person and people really took advantage of that. The tour managers acted fake as if they actually cared about him, nah y’all just wanted the money. Hearing his friends on the 911 call really shook me...like they’re all me and my friend’s age (young af) and I can’t imagine what that must have been like. It’s heartbreaking what happened to Peep, but he made such an impact and taught, not just me ,but the whole world a lot and I’ll never forget him.

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Anything artificial orange flavored 🤢🤢

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I can still feel your touch. I still do those same drugs.

Peep

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Weed honestly is medicine to me. It helps me in so many ways and doesn’t change who I am like any anti depressants or Xanax did.