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reading Nov 11, 2023 @ 9:15am
im still new so I use different sources to interpret, along with the feeling I receive from the cards presented
I use biddy tarot, labrynthos
heart/core: queen of wands
Self-respect, self-confidence, introverted, re-establish sense of self
You know yourself on a deep level, and you are clear on your personal truth and belief systems. You know what you stand for and you are not easily moved by the opinions of others.
 you prefer to linger on the sidelines and watch what is going on
spend more time alone so you can connect with your inner self and hear your inner voice
burnout, take time for yourself if you need
challenge: Ace of wands
growth/ inspiration/ new opportunities
this time in the spiritual, energetic realm. Ideas are flowing to you, motivating and inspiring you to pursue a new path. You are open to receiving new opportunities that align with your Higher Self
gentle nudge to pursue your passion
 Don't remain in the abstract
moment for life - Nicki and Drake
influence/ conscious: strength
bravery/ influence/ persuasion/ inner power
confirmation song: wildflower -5sos
inner strength - you can endure life’s obstacles
You do not rule by trying to control others; you quietly influence and persuade - manipulation?
If you have been going through a rough time and are burnt out or stressed, the Strength card encourages you to find the power within yourself to persevere
‘tame’ your animal instincts, gut reactions, and raw emotions, and channel these initial responses constructively
root/ subconscious: the Chariot
outward strength/ success/ ambition/ control/ self discipline
taking action and moving forward
willpower, determination, and strength
focused action and stick to the course, no matter what challenges may come your way
travel?
past: the lovers
Love, harmony, relationships, values alignment, choice
unions, partnerships, romance, balance, unity
a close friendship or family relationship where love, respect and compassion flow
a friendship I'm planning to start distance myself from
a choice between things that are opposing and mutually exclusive
development of your own personal belief systems, regardless of what are the societal norms
 figure out what you are going to stand for
future: the hanged man
martyr/ Pause/ surrender/ letting go/new perspectives
pause - referred to last night when writing poem about him
the feeling of those that walk a spiritual path, for they see the world differently
certain actions or decisions which need to be properly implemented are likely to be postponed even if there is an urgency to act at this particular moment
**we might have to wait to be together because it's too much rn to pursue this**
sacrificing our love so that maybe in the future we can love more freely
power/ attitude: 4 of wands
community, home, celebrations, reunions, parties, gatherings, stability, belonging
stable support circle/ system
celebratory, celebrate your growth
four walls, home
grateful, appreciation for good things in life
environment: 2 of swords
Difficult decisions/ weighing up options/ avoidance
people may view this situation as hard to move on from or may think the outcome might not come out great
confusion we face when we are forced to make difficult choices
cannot see the entirety of her circumstance
missing something, such as the threats or potential risks, alternative solutions or critical pieces of information that would help guide you in a particular direction
hope/ fears: 5 of pentacles
Financial loss, poverty, lack mindset, isolation, worry
fearing financial instability, lack mindset
You no longer feel safe because it has all been stripped away from you in one blow
loss
potential outcome: ace of pentacles
A new financial or career opportunity, manifestation, abundance
new beginnings
welcome invitation – but it is not a free ride
hard work will lead to this but you must really plan and get priorities straight
bottom of the deck: 10 of pentacles
legacy, roots, family, ancestry, inheritance, windfall, foundations, privilege, affluence, stability, tradition
Wealth, financial security, family, long-term success, contribution
things will get together and you'll feel accomplished if you haven't already
summary:
there's a lot of worry about the situation at hand and it worries you to invest too heavily on something you aren't fully confident in but the universe seems to be encouraging and supporting you in this contemplation. planned properly and calculated steps would help you reach this goal or abundance in which you've been manifesting for yourself. take time alone for now to establish a plan or better your situation and that would be working toward this goal. don't let your reaction determine your action, sit and think.
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fri, nov 3, 2023 @2:45pm
recently the butterfly has been a large symbol in my life, whether it's in relation to my partner or just in general... things that have no connection to each other can some how transmit energy. idk if this means im tapped in but there are so many butterfly symbols recently.
I am not a butterfly girl so this is not something that was constantly in my vibration. im more of a moth girl actually hahahah
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before even knowing him in the physical realm, I put dos oruguitas from Encanto into my liked music. another song I also don't listen to often called butterfly by kacey musgraves.
it was literally as if my universe was like transformation is coming
along side that I got a tarot/oracle reading about him even before we pursued each other that said if you see butterflies thats when you know
I recently just learned that he loves butterflies
when we first started talking I spotted a butterfly in my front yard, seems like a cat attacked it, it was in the middle of my walkway... this was before I decided to separate myself from him bc of an external issue.
when I would talk about him with my friend, a butterfly would fly into my backyard where she and I would smoke
when we first were getting sexual he kept my underwear that had butterflies on it
as im writing this essay, which has a story about a man building a butterfly that had the essence of his soul the song dos oroguitas plays
in a way I thought of the main character Owen, as the guy im talking to, but also not... I didn't even fully read it when I related him to my guy, it wasn't until the end that I found out he was transforming like a butterfly and his creation was a mechanical butterfly
in a way I can even analyze that connection with my guy's work ethic but maybe ill fill this in later....
RIGHT NOW he just texted me as he's been working a 11 hr shift where he can barely have time on his phone...
I'll probably edit and add more that come through but I have never felt so in touch with my universe... you'll see me post a lot of music on this blog too bc music is my main way of receiving messages along with unrelated supernatural causes.
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