bluestprince

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I hate work. I hate people gossiping about each other. HGGGGGHHHH

Oh well it doesn’t matter. It really doesn’t matter.

[bluestprince]

How I wish I could redo it.

Or just experience it all once more.

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I’ve wanted life more badly

when I didn’t feel alive one bit.

It’s all so fragile.

In a way, I want it to stay there.

Immortalize it

through death.

What all that will be is the tender pain

of smallness.

[bluestprince]

The cold sunsets

Dark honey light

They glaze my memory

How sensitive I am to the person I once was

The sunsets are less cold

Or maybe they’ve just a bit colder

The light isn’t too bright

But it’s all still.

I cannot say I belong here

But as memory has it

We should bear witness to it all.

[bluestprince]

Feeling nostalgic.

Feeling very tender towards my past aches.

I have hurt and ached for reasons I didn’t understand.

My life is so small.

I can’t believe I’m still here. I can’t believe I have to see it through. This was all it was ever suppose to be, but that has changed. I just never thought I’d be able to handle the weight of being here, but I guess I could. I’m so sensitive towards who I was. I was confused I didn’t have to know it all. I didn’t have to think that’s all there was. How I break my on heart.

[bluestprince]

"People can be so quiet about their pain, that you forget they are hurting. That is why it is so important to always be kind."

– Unknown

[bluestprince]

I don’t know what’s wrong with me I just want to disappear.

[bluestprince]

I’m not ready for any of it.. I’m too lost and too confused...

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLZ-XWAdJv/

[bluestprince]

Lessons we relearn

Days that feel as though we never progressed

Getting better

It can’t mend the cracks of a broken heart

Only fill the empty space

With a new love.

[bluestprince]

I really wish I wasn’t high. Consciousness is so fragile, it feels. I want to get out of here. I want to be home. Why aren’t I home?

[bluestprince]

We never wanted to be here, did we?

[bluestprince]

Yes I know I’m cutting ties. Jesus Christ. I know. I fucking know. I would cut ties with me.

[bluestprince]

Be alone. I want to be alone. Please just leave me alone. I just want to be alone. Alone. Please. Leave me alone. Leave me alone. I don’t know what to say anymore but than to leave me alone. Please.

[bluestprince]

UUUFFGGHHHH HOW ANNOYING

[bluestprince]

I have a very very very deep rooted anger that feels like a worm. It's like festering and moving inside me and I want to slice myself open and kill myself. I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself

[bluestprince]

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!