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on the run, on the go

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i need to lock in.

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i love tumblr

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two sides of the same guy (me. its me. i want both)

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i made a song and im not sure if its good so its not public yet but i really like it

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in uniform

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i wanna go back to stockholm, no one knew me there

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Havent smoked weed in over a month now.

In a way I feel more like myself, but I still feel that weed had a lot of positive effects on me.

I've decided to stay sober until next year or so before I smoke again.

I now know I dont want to drink anymore.

I dyed my hair dark brown, nearly black.

I am now employed in a small bakery shop chain, and i'm starting to grow fond of working at the different shops/cafes. I still miss the old cafe, though. I occationally work there as well, whenever they need me.

I'm eating more because I noticed my mood swings got uncontrollable, and I was horrible to my love.

I still long to be skinny. But I do feel like I look quite skinny already. I would like to weigh 50kg. I'm currently around 58kg.

I love autumn, although everything tends to get a little bit grey during this time. And as the year goes on, it will only keep getting darker and darker here in the north. I know what's coming.

I like the cold, I infact love it. I like how it makes me shiver. How it makes my hands and feet tingle and my ears and cheeks turn bright red. It hurts, but it still feels like home. Today, I shivered for the first time this autumn.

I'm turning 20 soon, and I think the reason I adore autumn so much may just be because I was born at this time of year. I'm scared of this coming age.

I feel old and responsible for my own life. It feels empowering yet horrifying. I want to be a kid forever.

I keep having these nightmares where someone is trying to force me to do sexual acts on them, and I keep trying to punch them, but my arms are too weak. I throw a punch after another, but the man won't stop.

I was raped 2,5 years ago. It fundamentally changed me and my outlook on the world, and I have never been the same after it happened.

Life feels very odd, as it always has to me, for as long as I can remember I have felt weird and different. The world around me feels distorted and odd. I don't want to die. I don't think it's going to get any better for me, I don't think I'll ever feel "normal" or "fine".

I want to see the world, I want to spend time with my love.

I didn't think it was possible for me to keep feeling more and more love for him. He is my world. He makes me feel at ease.

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minimum wage break core

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can’t stop thinking ’bout it

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